Title: Yomenai Kotoba
Chapter: 04/??
Author: chuu (
akichuu)
Fandom: JRock, Gazette
Pairings: AoiXRuki. Mentions of ReitaXKai, UruhaXRuki
Overall Rating: NC-17
Genre: Lemon, so I'd say... Smut. Kind of.
Warnings: ManXMan sex scenes (especially in this chapter--yeah I know you like that, don't you??), language--just sometimes.
Summary: It was during moments like this that he believed heaven truly existed and was not just a myth people had planted in his brain...
Comments: I'm stuck! Stuck with sooooo many things!!! Hell... How am I supposed to write?? *cries*
I'll just talk about this chapter, instead. I won't try to make you frustrated with my whining *sweats*. Hahah~
Yeah, this is one of the chapters that most of you were waiting for, isn't it? (read warnings). Enjoy. I hope I didn't make it too... Weird.
Okay, so go and read. Comment. You know, the usual drills. Jaa~ <3
- 04 -
It was during moments like these that he understood just how wonderous and magical some things in life could be; he felt as though he were actually living in one of those full-color, fantasy movies he had watched. He swore he could see fairies fluttering around him with glittering dust tracks between the streaks of crimson sunlight, he even thought that he could hear the sound of little bells ringing, could smell the heady scent of many flowers hovering in every inch of air... He breathed in and he could feel heaven, so close. Maybe this was heaven.
The voice of an angel strummed through his eardrums and made it all even more fantasy-like; all this would've been completely, obviously a dream, if only Aoi hadn’t been the one opening his mouth like that, letting out his beautiful voice in those in the form of moans... He was an angel writhing with lust, skin already flushed, sweaty and dirty but he looked even more angelic to Ruki, being fair and compliant. Just laying there, letting Ruki do to him as he pleased, while he reacted to each and every touch in such a beautiful way.
It was during moments like this that he believed heaven truly existed and was not just a myth people had planted in his brain.
He didn't really care about his own body that was already sticky at most places and didn't really intend to haste himself to the shower to clean the mess up, or even worry about Aoi's floor that was quite stunningly dirty now, let alone worry about how much dirtier Aoi was now that he had writhed with his back to the filthy floor. He also didn't care that much about how it was already broad daylight (he could see it from the window); the sun shone brightly upon them and the poor little chair that they had left a few hours ago to lay on the floor instead. The bedroom had been much too far away... Ruki’s only desire was to watch more of that gorgeous face blushing in such a perfect color of red, those eyes gazing straight into Ruki's with longing, those lips opened as he moaned Ruki's name repeatedly... Oh God. It was indeed the most beautiful song that Ruki had ever heard.
He didn't really want to think about how many times he had come, had Aoi come, had they both reached climax; they just kept struggling to go there over and over again. Such a sweet, sweet struggle that led dangerously to addiction... Oh God, but it was already addictive, when Aoi slid into him so deliciously like only Aoi knew how to, when they stroked each other in the most knowing manner, when they just kept kissing each other endlessly, piling up the pleasure to an unstable height until it fell apart and rained upon them... It was so addictive that he'd go through it over and over again. Only with Aoi he could forget about so many things, as Aoi lifted his legs in complete surrender, the soft skin on his thighs stroking Ruki's waist in a dream-like motion, making everything else about the world vanish from Ruki's mind. There was only Aoi and how amazingly beautiful Aoi was, and how Aoi would give up everything for Ruki's sake, including himself, even without Ruki asking him to so.
"Aoi..." he whispered his lover's name through his vocal chords and it reverberated so easily and comfortably in his mouth, as though he were meant to say it over and over again, as though it were the only vocabulary he ever should've learnt throughout his lifetime. "Aoi, I love you..." As softly as possible, Ruki kissed Aoi's trembling stomach, as if afraid that he might break this work of art if he did it too roughly. His lips traveled down the long expanse of slick skin, kissing and licking along the way. Aoi's taste, Aoi in his senses; he loved it and he loved every single second of devouring it. "I love you..." His hand had not yet stopped trailing teasing tracks along Aoi's twitching member, savoring each pulse he could sense, fingertips crawling up and down, making the flush go deeper red on Aoi's face. He looked so beautiful...
He watched as Aoi bit his own lower lip; he seemed to be holding something back but the effort was proven fruitless as a moan slipped out of his mouth. "Ruki..." Aoi breathed, "Ruki, Baby... Oh God..." Hm, why would he have been calling for God now? Was it getting to be too much? Was Aoi begging for mercy?
Should Ruki have given him what he wanted, what he seemed to need? His whole body quivered as though he was going to explode...
Ruki stared, Ruki observed. Should he? Should he just rave this man to no end? He wanted to. He didn't know if Aoi would want him to, but he sure as hell wanted it.
He ignored the quickening pace of his heart-it was rumbling against his chest--and he squeezed. He gripped Aoi's length--not too hard, he didn't want to hurt Aoi--making him scream, drawing quick breaths, groaning unstoppably... At his sides, his hands were trying to grip on to something; there was nothing but the damp wooden floor under him. Aoi's nails raked against the surface of the floor, making a screeching noise. Ruki only made it worse by sliding his grip along the length up to the head, so freaking slowly that he knew it would drive Aoi mad, like he was pumping Aoi's sanity completely out of him while enjoying the scenery of him losing more and more of his self control, right inside of Ruki's hands.
He looked down. Ah, Aoi had leaked onto his hand and he had only just realized it... He could hear Aoi panting as he let go, only to lift up his hand to his mouth and lick the fluid from his palm. He could see Aoi’s widening eyes peering at him, at what he was doing. He kept his eyes on Aoi, tongue still busy cleaning his hand. Ruki was still indecisive; should he or should he not? Or maybe it would be easier just to ask... Aoi's voice saved him the trouble of a shaky intention to utter the question on his mind. "Ruki, please..." Those eyes spoke more to Ruki than the words Aoi was uttering. "Please, Baby, please..." Between his panting, Aoi pleaded, Aoi asked.
"Take me..."
And that was all the approval that Ruki needed, that Ruki was thinking hard about asking for and it had slipped out freely from Aoi's lips. He was asking Ruki. He wanted Ruki.
And Ruki wanted him.
So he leaned down, his face dipping onto Aoi's stomach which only trembled harder, his lips trailing the same track as before but lower... And lower... His tongue slipped out, marking a wet trail as he focused all his attention on Aoi's cock, his tongue darting and flicking the base, as he slid up slowly. As he reached the tip, Ruki worshiped it with his tongue, swirling it between his lips, biting it teasingly but softly, and finally--noticing how mad Aoi had become, screaming and begging, louder and louder--he slid it into his mouth. Aoi moaned loudly, half-thrusting up into Ruki's mouth, but Ruki didn't complain; he bobbed his head, following Aoi's movements, careful not to choke himself, and happily danced his tongue around Aoi's shaft. Aoi never forced him to go deep, he never ever did, but Ruki wanted to. He slid almost the whole length into his mouth, so deep that he almost choked at the feeling of Aoi's tip in his throat. He could hear Aoi moan, a sound so desperately arousing that filled the air with more heat even though it was already burning hotly all around them. It seemed like Aoi was letting his need flow right out, quaking in every inch of his body, including his vocal chords. Ruki pulled back, leaving only Aoi's head between his lips and he sucked, ever so lightly at first, but then he sucked hard.
"AAHH~" Aoi tilted his head up, bucking up his hips in an almost panicked reaction to what Ruki had done. Ruki could feel him leaking inside of his mouth; he licked it, lavished attention on it, and sucked it again. The taste of Aoi was just too addictive... He trailed his fingers along the parts he couldn't reach with his mouth, stroking Aoi as best as he could, imagining how Aoi would treat him. He only hoped that he was doing as good a job as Aoi would do for him...
Hmm... How should he do this? He knew Aoi wouldn't mind what way he did it, but he'd like to give it a little of his own... Touch.
Why of course...
Ruki smirked secretly as he slipped Aoi's cock out of his mouth, leaving his job unfinished, smirking even wider as Aoi groaned, looking quite disappointed when he backed away. But he gave Aoi an assuring smile, a promise that he'd make it up soon. "My Aoi, my sweet Aoi..." Ruki whispered, keeping his eyes locked on to Aoi's desperate ones, and slowly he leaned down, both hands spreading Aoi's legs apart, softly pushing Aoi's thighs to his sides. "You want me?" Ruki asked lowly, planting soft, teasing kisses on Aoi's thigh. Aoi shivered against his lips; such a wonderful sensation... "Do you want me, Aoi? Hmm?" Kisses, licks. He enjoyed the little flinch Aoi made as he bit gently on the milky skin.
Aoi breathed hard, looking down at Ruki. "Do you even have to ask?" he grunted. Ruki bit again, giggling as Aoi twitched; yes, that specific part of him did too. "Yes... I want you so much, Baby. I want you." Oh yes, Aoi... Say that again... Ruki went lower, teasingly licking Aoi's balls that had tightened so hard it looked painful. Aoi growled at that. "Baby, I want you... I want you..." he breathed his words right through his gritted teeth. He sounded so sexy... Lower and lower, Ruki leaned just low enough for him to be able to reach Aoi's entrance, both hands pushing Aoi's thighs further apart because he needed more space. "I need you..." Aoi moaned, lifting his hips just a bit, giving himself up completely to Ruki's will.
Aoi... The perfect meal for a hungry Ruki.
Ruki teased, just gently with his tongue, but Aoi moaned nevertheless, shifting his hips even higher. Ah, he'd be tired soon, having propped himself up that way so Ruki lifted both Aoi's legs to lean on his shoulders, holding Aoi's hips firmly. Perfect angle, perfect view. He licked, darting his tongue into Aoi's entrance, slipping into that hole, while Aoi twitched and moaned and shivered and did ever other aroused reaction he was capable of. Aoi felt wet, was wet. He was wet and hot and so damn inviting. Aoi wanted him... He could feel that when Aoi clenched himself around his tongue. This will be so good, Aoi... Ruki promised quietly, silently.
He dug deeper with his tongue, trying to reach as far as he could, searching for Aoi's sensitive spots. He could hear Aoi whimpering... Once his lover, his Aoi, told him how he loved this tongue, right after one of their hot and intense kisses. Ah, Aoi, this tongue wasn't made just for kissing... It could please you in so many ways you couldn't even imagine of at the time... "RUKIII..." Aoi moaned a little louder, panting at the end of his moan. Ruki had just touched someplace good, hadn’t he? So he touched more, and more, only driving Aoi crazier with each and every stroke.
When Aoi bucked hard, Ruki immediately pulled back. Hmm, looking at Aoi like this... Maybe he should just keep it short and simple. He knew Aoi wouldn't last too long, he should just speed it up, just do it with his fingers. So he pressed one finger in, making Aoi buck his hips again after feeling the sweet friction of Ruki’s finger inside him. Yeah, well, it had been a while since Aoi had had this, hadn't it? But it was only exciting for Ruki... Another finger, and Aoi moaned louder still. Oh, he had been touched in here so rarely that almost every stroke made him react like he had never been touched there before. Ruki stroked, pushed and separated his fingers, doing everything as slowly and gently as possible, while Aoi twisted his torso in a way that seemed inhuman.
Ruki shifted, finally, after having had enough with torturing Aoi, knowing that if he kept doing that Aoi would definitely fall to pieces. Aoi's legs slipped off of his shoulders and returned to their previous position by Ruki's sides. He should hurry, shouldn't he? He looked at Aoi; such a pretty sight… Pretty?! More like... Arousing. Aoi was a living, breathing sin, and he was in such a deadly, tempting pose, body stretched out tensely, skin flushed perfectly beautiful and slightly shiny for the sweat and cum sticking on him. His cock stood up, straining and leaking desperately, arms laid helpless by his sides, his eyes staring at Ruki. Oh God. Even the virtuous ones would fall immediately into this trap, simply by looking into those eyes...
It seemed that every single inch of Aoi's body was, unconsciously, screaming one single command that one could not refuse: Ruki, fuck me now.
And that was exactly what Ruki planned on doing.
Ruki started to stroke himself, moaning as he touched his own forgotten member; he was hard, painfully so, and he had only just realized it. Aoi had sidetracked him from absolutely everything, apparently. He couldn't even focus anymore, trying to stroke his own cock, yet having those eyes glaring lustfully at his. Aoi was eating him alive with his glare alone. Oh damn, this was why most of the times Ruki would just let Aoi do all the work; Aoi did all his work flawlessly. Ruki struggled, however, knew that his effort would pay off highly in the end. Aoi kept staring at him, lower now, staring at Ruki stroking himself. "Enjoying the sight?" Ruki murmured, hands still sliding his precum all over his cock, giving Aoi a free show.
"Hmm..." Aoi approved without shame, eyes in tandem with Ruki's movements. "Yeah..." He licked his lips in a way that showed him how much better Aoi was at being a tease even when Ruki was supposed to be the one doing the teasing. "This must be one of my dirty dreams coming true," Aoi confessed.
Ruki giggled, finally letting go of his serious manner and shifting closer to Aoi. "Pervert," he mumbled, grinning as he teased Aoi.
"When it comes to you, I can't help being one," Aoi giggled along, "And I know you don't mind me being one..."
Even if that just sounded quite conceited, Aoi was right. "No," Ruki agreed, "I don't mind at all." He moved in between Aoi's spread legs; almost automatically, Aoi shifted his legs to accommodate him. "Just as long as you keep your horny thoughts--" Ruki smirked, "--about me and no one else..."
"I thought I was the one being possessive--AAAHH~" Okay, so that had been a a little unfair; Ruki hadn’t even let Aoi finish speaking before he slid in without a warning, his cock pressing into the tight hole, slowly, carefully, moving deeper. Aoi panted, moaned, and left whatever it was he had been saying hanging. As Ruki moved even deeper, he couldn't help thinking, had he prepared Aoi enough? Because it was still so tight; Ruki breathed hard, panting too, leaning forward as his hips finally met Aoi's hips. He was deep.
Aoi's face was completely scrunched up at this point, and that made Ruki worry. "Aoi?" he whispered. "Aoi, is this okay? Am I hurting you?" With one hand Ruki touched Aoi's flushed cheek, a little surprised at how hot the skin felt on his fingertips. But as Aoi opened his eyes to meet Ruki's, those dark orbs blazing with need and lust, he didn't really have to say out loud how much he actually liked it. Aoi lifted his hands towards Ruki's cheeks, pulling his face down close to Aoi's face. "Fuck me, Baby," he breathed, and then kissed Ruki hard, pulling Ruki down on him impatiently, his tongue sneaking madly into Ruki's mouth.
Damn. That was way too much. Even if Aoi hadn’t said it like that, Ruki would've done exactly that; fuck him. But now that Aoi had actually said it, with a face like that, with a voice like that and a kiss like that... Ruki just had to move his hips, rocking against Aoi. That was what Aoi wanted, after all. That was his request. He could feel his own body shivering; the pleasure was just too much, rumbling through every artery in his body. Aoi was so tight, so deliciously hot and... What was the word? Utterly fuckable. As Ruki started a slow and shallow rhythm, Aoi started to moan repeatedly, unstoppably, mouth breaking off from the kiss because he seemed to have trouble breathing. Ruki dipped his face into Aoi's sweaty neck, keeping his mouth busy while his lower part was dancing for Aoi, into Aoi. Soon he could feel Aoi's hands on his back, gripping him tightly, scratching a little painfully; Ruki couldn’t care less if Aoi’s scratches left large marks. He had left some similar marks on Aoi's back, several times.
"Mmh... AH!" Aoi gasped, "There... Right there..." He bucked his hips up against Ruki, and that was when Ruki knew he had successfully hit Aoi in the right spot. X marked the spot; he had just hit a bullseye. Ruki pulled back, halting for a few seconds and then thrust back in quickly making Aoi scream when he hit the same spot as before. That's it, Aoi... Oh how Ruki loved his name being screamed like that... Ruki did it over and over again, hiting that spot hard, slowing down and then striking back again, just as hard as before. His back would look as though it had been the victim of a furious abusing, but Ruki didn't give the slightest damn about that.
Ruki had never seen someone quiver as hard as Aoi did and it worried him; he looked like he was having a seizure… Aoi's face stated the complete opposite though; that he was actually enjoying everything Ruki was giving him, every painful yet pleasurable bit of it, Aoi's voice letting him know that he wanted more. Ruki was surprised when Aoi exploded, screaming, his whole body wracked with spasms; he clenched Ruki so tightly that Ruki had to scream too, pushing forward a so roughly that Aoi slid a little further against the slick floor. "Ru... Ruki..." Aoi repeated the same syllables a few times, panting, his hands on Ruki's back digging in deep as though he were gripping on for dear life. It only drove Ruki to desperation for release too and while Aoi was still spurting cum, he moved hurriedly, rocking himself against Aoi so that Aoi slid again and again on the floor. It wouldn't take him too long, he knew that; that familiar pressure was there, like something's trying to burst out of him, so close...
Howling Aoi’s name through the living room, Ruki’s mind blew up into millions of atoms, scattering in the hot air, and flying right up into heaven. It was almost like a very, very good death, coming to take him into purgatory. Only... He was still breathing; while sucking and releasing air in and out of his lungs, he realized was still in the mortal world, this becoming very clear when he opened his eyes to find that the living room wasn't heaven like he thought it was for some good long minutes. But it was fine, it was heaven indeed, for Ruki.
The momentum he had maintained before he came seemed to hard to maintain now, so much so that Ruki collapsed, body slouching on top of Aoi who was still just concentrating on trying to catch his breath. He was close to fainting--or so he thought, because he was so damn drained that he didn't think he had enough left in him to even lift himself up--when Aoi's hand caressed his head. Ruki breathed, still irregularly, on Aoi's sweaty chest. "That was..." Ruki mumbled, "So... Damn... Amazing..." He wanted to kiss Aoi so badly right now, just to let Aoi know how thankful he was for this awesome opportunity, wanted to caress Aoi for being so generous. "Thank you, Aoi..." Mumbling his thanks into Aoi’s chest was all he could do at the moment, though, because lifting his body seemed too impossible to even attempt.
Aoi giggled, the rumbling going straight to Ruki's cheek. "You're thanking me?" he asked, "I thank you, Baby. You're amazing."
Ah, sweet, sweet Aoi... Ruki smiled.
"I think I love your tongue even more now..." Aoi muttered, "You and all the dirty things you can do with it."
Ruki giggled, "You are a pervert, Aoi."
Aoi laughed louder, "Yeah, I guess I am..."
The warmth of Aoi’s body was so inviting that Ruki tried to snuggle closer, even though he was already skin on skin with Aoi; any closer and they would have become one single entity. But just hugging Aoi like this felt so good... Maybe it wouldn't be such a bad thing, him and Aoi melting into one being, just so he could hug Aoi like this for the rest of his life...
"I thought you were supposed to pack up?"
And that ruined the perfect mood in such a horrible way. "Aoiiiii~" Ruki complained against Aoi's chest, burying his face onto Aoi's skin with an irritated look on his face. He was supposed to be forgetting that, had intended to forget about that, and all those many hours of making love with Aoi had made him forget… "Why did you bring that up?" Ruki lifted his head weakly, pouting when he saw Aoi grinning naughtily. "Idiot, I was already feeling better, and you just had to remind me again..."
"Sorry..." Aoi said, sliding his palm on Ruki's flushed cheek. Ruki only grumbled, knowing that he couldn't complain. It's was his job, his duty. It was one of the risks that he took when he agreed to sign the contract to spend his life as what he was now: a rockstar. "Just... Remind me not to punch Manager-san too hard when I see him tomorrow..." Ruki leaned down, finally giving in and kissing Aoi's smirking lips. Yeah, Manager-san deserved Ruki's fist on his face for changing the radio-campaign partners schedule, but Ruki promised quietly that he wouldn't do too much damage to Manager-san's face; just some bruises here and there... That would do just fine...
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