Beautiful Lie [to Believe in] | 07-a/?? | AoixRuki, UruhaxRuki

[akichuu]

Title: Beautiful Lie [to Believe in]
Chapter: 7-a/??
Author: akichuu
Fandom: the GazettE
Pairing: AoixRuki, RukixAoi, UruhaxRuki, possibly more to come
Theme: 021: Illness Illusion - Gackt @ 50stories
Rating: R, NC-17
Genre: AU (highschool), angst, smut
Warning: Yaoi, (slight) pedophilia, incestuous relationship, domestic abuse, possible violence. Not comfortable

Comments

[fa_ying]

oh god, im so glad im a freak and checked my lj for the 2323 time today :D
goes to read <3

[fa_ying]

ahh im moved by this (as usual as it seems xD)
liked the whole atmosphere of overflowing fear, to relief and the horror that came with truth and yuu's way of healing

and i liked how you threaded the talkshow in there
i hope taka realises just he can make himself wake up from this nightmare, no one else is going to change his life but him

welcome back <3
:)

[akichuu]

Ahahahah~ You're really quick!
Thanks a lot ^^
So sad to say that Taka's nightmare might last just a little bit longer *dead*
But no, hopefully not excessively long. I'm not planning to make 40 chapters of this story XDDDD

Thank you! I'm glad to be back :D

[fa_ying]

because i was happy to see you update <3

ah i wouldnt expect his nightmare to be over so easily, no :)
there still has to come some blow but i think having Yuu by his side just makes a difference ne
xDD 40 chapters *cough* whatever you write, ill read xD

[12thgrave]

aw! I remember~ *happy dance* but my heart goes out to Taka-chan~
poor baby needs someone to be strong for him, and hopefully that will remain Yuu... I don't think he can take much more,
but thank yuo for updating!

[akichuu]

He does need that huh...
I know I'm putting too much pressure on Ruki *hides*, but probably he'll be happy someday XD
you're welcome, and thank YOU for reading and commenting ^___^

[izumi_luvsjrock]

oh shnap XD*saw comments*....*gets to part B * bwahhaah I'll send it tonight~! And omggooshsh I'm getting so into this story o-o;;;

[akichuu]

Mwahahahaaha~
Yes you get to that! *runs* XD

[nandedattebayo]

I'm soooooooo glad that you're back with this fic!! *does happy dance*

Man, is Ruki a lucky man or not!?! *gets kicked*

I kinda suspected that his mother had cheated on his dad and that's why he hated him so much. But now one door is open for him, if he looks it on the bright side, he doesn't have blood relation with Aoi, and now he can feel less guilty for having sex with him [if he ever felt that way]. XD

When you are so young things always look worst than what they really are, I've been there, I think he can still find his place in the world no matter what happened, parents are just where our life begin, never should be where it ends.

I'll put the lyrics of Placebo's song because it's what I repeat to myself when I feel like there's nowhere to go and I think it fits the moment... hold your breath and count to ten, fall apart and start again, start again, start again...

Gambatte Ruki!! Every thing is gonna be okay, just don't give up!

ok, I'll shut up now xD

*hugs Chuuuuuu*

[akichuu]

Ahahahaha~ I'm glad to be back *dances along*
You have a strong hunch to be able to come up with that guess XD
True, true *nods*
Things looked the worst when we were teenagers, but it's actually the worst of things that taught a person how to be strong :)

Ooooh~ Placebo ♥

*huggles back*
Thank you so much! ^___^

[gioiadivisione]

I couldn't ignore the Placebo lyrics <3

And I agree, things look much worse when younger ^^

[ellalillie]

updaate! :D Love it.

There's something about Aoi's characters I really like. I don't know.. he just seems so nice. Maybe because of the way he treats Ruki.

[akichuu]

Thank you~ ^^
Hmm~ He does seem nice doesn't he? Honestly I meant to make him a tad bit more cruel. I don't know how he ended up this way XDDD