6 Song-Drabbles
Author:
akichuuFandom: the GazettE
Pairings: AoixRuki
Rating: PG to R
Genre: Drama, romance, fluff, angst
Warnings: Probably typos, grammatical errors and such.
Disclaimers: They're not mine... yet *insert evil plans here*
Comments: Got bored at the office, got a hold of one of the laptops, so I thought I'd just do something useful *LOL*
So, with that being said, I hope you enjoy these! :D
6 Song-Drabbles
1. Avril Lavigne - I'm With You
It was cold. You held yourself tight under the blanket, like a lost puppy without a mother to care for you, there in that room we were in. I couldn't help but watch. You were just a sight to behold, like a source of light that drew my eyes to you, relentlessly, unmercifully. Your bright, blonde hair seemed to emit a radiance of its own, and I wished so much I could touch it, run my hand through it. I knew it would feel a bit coarse, slightly tangled, but I also knew I would love it.
But who was I to you, Ruki? I, who sat here watching you sleeping, was with you yet I wasn't anywhere with you at all. I, who craved to touch you, to feel you within my arms and to love you, was no one. I was just a company who couldn't wish more than your presence here with me.
2. Judika - Bukan Rayuan Gombal
I have said what I wanted to say and now I see you have that look on your face that just spells out doubt. Alright, most of the things I said might have been too corny, even for me. Even so, I wasn't making things up, Aoi, truthfully I say a lot of things but I meant every single one of them. Don't look at me like that, you're making me feel stupid and I hate feeling stupid! I risked a lot already, like my pride and everything, to go knock on your door and tell you what I've always wanted to tell you.
What? Okay, I think it's time for you to say something, Aoi. Come on. Give it to me. I know you're going to reject me, make me swallow the biggest humiliation of my life, so just do it and make sure you do it fast. I ain't got all night. When I get this over with, I'm going to hit the bar and get myself drunk until I can't remember my own name. Yes, that's it, go ahead and tell me to piss off and leave you the hell alone, Aoi, I know you want to--
Oh shit, you didn't just kiss me, did you?
3. Daniel Powter - Love You Lately
Well I can't say much except that I like the way you moan my name when you come. It's always so magical, and although the term might be odd, but it's the closest thing I know to what I am thinking about. Your voice, deep and throaty, fills my world like a sudden attack of sunlight, so bright, blinding me to the point where I can't see a thing but you and your beautiful, orgasmic expression. I always find it the biggest turn on in my life, and it's usually what drives me to the edge and leads me to the ultimate height, along with you, together.
Funny, isn't it? But this is where we are now, and here I am, lingering on the sweet reminiscence of your voice. Your bed... well, it's a total mess, but who are we to protest? You barely give it a glance and simply put your arm around my chest, eyes closed and I know you'll soon drift asleep. God knows what you're going to dream about, but hopefully it's me, because I know I'm going to be dreaming of you later.
Yes, it's so funny, but we find ourselves here snuggling together upon your bed, and I find myself doing nothing else but loving you lately.
4. Rico Blanco - Your Universe
Soft, almost inaudible whisper that spells sweet nothings fills my ear, and I can't help but to believe everything you say when you speak to me the way you do, clutching me tightly inside your arms, running your hands on my back, and filling me with your warmth, slowly, slowly but surely. My world is too bright even for me to see anything, but it's alright, because I know you are there and you're not letting me go. I thank my stars for you, for your existence and for you being here with me. I thank the stars for everything that took place and brought us here to this place, living our fates that somehow intertwined with each other.
You kiss my lips when you leave my space, but I know you'll still be there, and I thank my stars for that also.
5. Remy Zero - Save Me
I was so lost, wasn't I? Yes, I recognize the words that never make it to your lips, never get to be said out loud. I can hear your conviction even before you tell me. Still, nothing comes through your mouth and thank you, I truly thank you for not giving me more reason to give up, to think of myself as bad as everyone else keeps saying. You're the only one who never says anything, and God am I glad that you're here now instead of anyone else.
Waiting for you in the darkness of my twisted little world, breathing the acidic air into my lungs because I have no other choice, I can't tell you how glad I was when I saw your face appear on the door, you and your arms stretched out far and wide, reaching out for me. You've become my saviour, Ruki, please save me again from myself.
6. OneRepublic - All This Time
Alright, so what now? My head feels like it's trying to kill me, Aoi, so just tell me what do we do now because honestly, I'm running out of ideas. I feel so tired as if I've been running all across Japan, all the way and back without stopping. Have you any idea how long I've been searching, how much disappointment I've had to deal with throughout my life? I've lost count, to tell you the truth. I guess, somewhere in the middle of the way, I stopped counting because there was really no use to keep track of the ugly things I only wanted to forget. You can tell me I'm hopeless, well, maybe I am, and I don't know what to do about it.
Every single turn I took, every path I walked, they all lead me back here, Aoi, and I honestly can't understand it. Is this the game that fate likes to play? Because I am sure as hell hadn't planned all this.
Your hand holding mine, your perfume filling my senses, is this where it's supposed to end?
"No, this is where it's supposed to begin," you say. Well, you do have a point there.
So I guess this is it, huh? After all this time, I'm happy it's finally, inevitably you.
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