memories are a double edged swordakane2040March 25 2009, 07:19:05 UTC
memories are a double edged sword i think i can stockpile them for the day i know you will turn away
after the fact dusting them off after pulling them out of my heart the dulling pain reminds me i have a bittersweet treasure trove reliving the past in my hazy mind in a failing effort to grasp comfort still tasting the salty residue of my tears numb from sitting completely still in the different stages of dark and light
is love worth the risk after the unhappily ever after?
empty of wordsakane2040April 28 2009, 03:49:01 UTC
empty of words to describe the weight of my heart with you imprisoned a perfect memory tucked away incomparable especially to your true self Mansfield Park (movie directed by Patricia Rozema)/WIP
i think one day in the futureakane2040May 15 2009, 07:19:43 UTC
Boys Before Flowers MVs JiHooxJanDi - Ce qu'il reste de toi JanDixJiHoo - Love Proof i think one day in the future when the unsettling in my heart has gone away i will move on without pain or regret however, the memory of yesterday still plays in high definition in my mind turning my eyelids a sore tinted pink and my nose into beacon in the dark i found someone to would have made me happy given my soul its' mate but she fell in love with another i knew it as i was fell anyway but i could not contain the tidal wave love remained after i thought the key had been lost my shell shattered and my body became incandescent overwhelming logic and rational thought i could not runaway anymore i gambled and lost but i do not regret
stinging inspirationakane2040August 12 2009, 07:06:47 UTC
source material: Funny People
stinging inspiration watching celluloid people attempting to live in the movie, experience emotion before the credits roll invisible voices echoing tugging on heart-strings wanting to relive the moment begging for a broken, jagged second chance which escaped via the plot wanting to start over but in denial only real choice is to continue from where you left off getting another twenty one days to re-map the course losing the glimmer in your eye walking along x-rated minefields, and vinegar soaked sarcasm denying the truth reflected in the eyes of a walk all over you that's your purpose friend maybe leaving the re-do for another entry
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i think i can stockpile them for the day i know you will turn away
after the fact
dusting them off after pulling them out of my heart
the dulling pain reminds me i have a bittersweet treasure trove
reliving the past in my hazy mind
in a failing effort to grasp comfort
still tasting the salty residue of my tears
numb from sitting completely still in the different stages of dark and light
is love worth the risk
after the unhappily ever after?
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Mansfield Park (movie directed by Patricia Rozema)/WIP
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JiHooxJanDi - Ce qu'il reste de toi
JanDixJiHoo - Love Proof
i think one day in the future
when the unsettling in my heart has gone away
i will move on without pain or regret
however, the memory of yesterday
still plays in high definition in my mind
turning my eyelids a sore tinted pink
and my nose into beacon in the dark
i found someone to would have made me happy
given my soul its' mate
but she fell in love with another
i knew it as i was fell anyway
but i could not contain the tidal wave
love remained after i thought the key had been lost
my shell shattered and my body became incandescent
overwhelming logic and rational thought
i could not runaway anymore
i gambled and lost
but i do not regret
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trying to let go of the baggage from our relationship
but knowing enough time hasn't passed to look back
aching heart
red rimmed eyes
shaky hands
wistfully moving on, taking steps into the unknown future
knowing you're there but i'm not first place in your affections
the word i'm looking for eludes me
common place love songs with catchy phrases
remind me of what was lost
but this time around for the two of us was not meant to be
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stinging inspiration
watching celluloid people attempting to live in the movie, experience emotion before the credits roll
invisible voices echoing
tugging on heart-strings
wanting to relive the moment
begging for a broken, jagged second chance which escaped via the plot
wanting to start over but in denial
only real choice is to continue from where you left off
getting another twenty one days to re-map the course
losing the glimmer in your eye
walking along x-rated minefields, and vinegar soaked sarcasm
denying the truth reflected in the eyes of a walk all over you that's your purpose friend
maybe leaving the re-do for another entry
Reply
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