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[aj_johnson]

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[mr_dean]

Can't believe what, Angelina?

[aj_johnson]

I trusted someone and I made a mistake.

A very big mistake. But I don't know who to hold accountable. Him or me.

[mr_dean]

Do you want me to kick his ass?

I'm tough like that, you know.

[aj_johnson]

I... don't know.
I should want you to, shouldn't I? I mean... Merlin.. I didn't expect this.

Three of us... one night.

[amazing__allie]

Well.. From what I've read in other journals.

I think you may need a tissue and a nice cup of tea.

If you don't remember, I know what it's like, Angelina.

[aj_johnson]

I'll trade the tissue and the coffee for something a lot harder to drink right about now.

[amazing__allie]

Whatever flys your broom.

My doors are open.

[george_r_us]

Can't believe what? ô.o

[aj_johnson]

Miles.
He...

[george_r_us]

...

Miles? Bletchley? What's he got to do with anything?

[aj_johnson]

I was going to tell you when we were out the other day but...

Miles and I are or were, or... I dunno. We were/are together.

us

[_torturedslyth_]

I'm sorry, Angelina. I honestly didn't know- the last thing I would want to do to you is the same thing you did to me. I know how much that hurts.

I warned you about, him. Why couldn't you just listen? He's not one to settle. He sucks at settling. I'm sorry.

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[aj_johnson]

You didn't do this Tracey. As hurt as I am I can't blame you.

This was Miles. All him.
Maybe you were right, maybe trusting him was wrong but this isn't the same. Look, I'm sorry about what happened between you and Miles and that it was partly my fault.
But this is different.

You and Miles were in love. He and I.. well we were just dating. He doesn't love me and I don't love him.

For what it's worth, I'm sorry.

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[_torturedslyth_]

Miles... sometimes I doubt that he loved me. He had a really funny way of showing it, Angelina. By pushing me around, hurting my feelings, and making out/fucking other girls? If that's love, I don't plan to fall into it ever again.

As weird as this is for me to say this, you deserve better than him. I'm honestly not mad at you any more- I don't feel a thing for Miles any more- so if you want to try it again, go ahead, but I suggest you don't. :\

Thanks for the apology. I really appreciate it. And it's ok... everyone makes mistakes. I should know.

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[aj_johnson]

If anything I can tell you he did love you. Maybe he is an idiot and doesn'tknow how to show it. I don't know.

I havn't really talked to him too much. I just get so angry when I do I'm afraid I'll say soemthing I can't take back.

Trying again... the thought of this ending is still racking my brain I don't know if I can comprehend 'trying again' yet. I trusted him. I mean, I understand he's a bit... what's the word... promiscuous. But the same night?
I... feel like it's my fault.
Like I didn't do something, or I did something wrong. That this is on me. Why else would he go and sleep with two other people?

[cessy_]

Look- this sucks. Believe it or not, we've all been in this situation before. I wish I had more control over what I did.

You're better off.

[aj_johnson]

What happened to being glad you were on a list, to that great fuck you were so proud of?

This does suck. And quite honestly I think you enjoyed yourself whether you had control or not.
So why are you telling me I'm better off? You didn't exactly seem to give two shits before how this effected anyone else.

[cessy_]

I sobered up, Johnson. That's what happened.

I never said I didn't enjoy myself, but at the time I didn't have much else on my mind. Look, if you want to be bitter about it, that's fine. You deserve to be pissed off.

I'm telling you you're better off because its the truth.

[aj_johnson]

Why does everyone think that being drunk makes it okay? Means that it doesn't count or that it hurts any less?

Look, if I am bitter it's not directly because of you. You weren't exactly kind about what happened, but why should you be right?

So just... I don't know...

I don't know if I'm better off without him or with him. Or if any of this can end with a 'better off'.