You didn't do this Tracey. As hurt as I am I can't blame you.
This was Miles. All him. Maybe you were right, maybe trusting him was wrong but this isn't the same. Look, I'm sorry about what happened between you and Miles and that it was partly my fault. But this is different.
You and Miles were in love. He and I.. well we were just dating. He doesn't love me and I don't love him.
Miles... sometimes I doubt that he loved me. He had a really funny way of showing it, Angelina. By pushing me around, hurting my feelings, and making out/fucking other girls? If that's love, I don't plan to fall into it ever again.
As weird as this is for me to say this, you deserve better than him. I'm honestly not mad at you any more- I don't feel a thing for Miles any more- so if you want to try it again, go ahead, but I suggest you don't. :\
Thanks for the apology. I really appreciate it. And it's ok... everyone makes mistakes. I should know.
If anything I can tell you he did love you. Maybe he is an idiot and doesn'tknow how to show it. I don't know.
I havn't really talked to him too much. I just get so angry when I do I'm afraid I'll say soemthing I can't take back.
Trying again... the thought of this ending is still racking my brain I don't know if I can comprehend 'trying again' yet. I trusted him. I mean, I understand he's a bit... what's the word... promiscuous. But the same night? I... feel like it's my fault. Like I didn't do something, or I did something wrong. That this is on me. Why else would he go and sleep with two other people?
What happened to being glad you were on a list, to that great fuck you were so proud of?
This does suck. And quite honestly I think you enjoyed yourself whether you had control or not. So why are you telling me I'm better off? You didn't exactly seem to give two shits before how this effected anyone else.
I never said I didn't enjoy myself, but at the time I didn't have much else on my mind. Look, if you want to be bitter about it, that's fine. You deserve to be pissed off.
I'm telling you you're better off because its the truth.
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A very big mistake. But I don't know who to hold accountable. Him or me.
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I'm tough like that, you know.
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I should want you to, shouldn't I? I mean... Merlin.. I didn't expect this.
Three of us... one night.
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I think you may need a tissue and a nice cup of tea.
If you don't remember, I know what it's like, Angelina.
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My doors are open.
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He...
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Miles? Bletchley? What's he got to do with anything?
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Miles and I are or were, or... I dunno. We were/are together.
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I warned you about, him. Why couldn't you just listen? He's not one to settle. He sucks at settling. I'm sorry.
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This was Miles. All him.
Maybe you were right, maybe trusting him was wrong but this isn't the same. Look, I'm sorry about what happened between you and Miles and that it was partly my fault.
But this is different.
You and Miles were in love. He and I.. well we were just dating. He doesn't love me and I don't love him.
For what it's worth, I'm sorry.
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As weird as this is for me to say this, you deserve better than him. I'm honestly not mad at you any more- I don't feel a thing for Miles any more- so if you want to try it again, go ahead, but I suggest you don't. :\
Thanks for the apology. I really appreciate it. And it's ok... everyone makes mistakes. I should know.
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I havn't really talked to him too much. I just get so angry when I do I'm afraid I'll say soemthing I can't take back.
Trying again... the thought of this ending is still racking my brain I don't know if I can comprehend 'trying again' yet. I trusted him. I mean, I understand he's a bit... what's the word... promiscuous. But the same night?
I... feel like it's my fault.
Like I didn't do something, or I did something wrong. That this is on me. Why else would he go and sleep with two other people?
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You're better off.
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This does suck. And quite honestly I think you enjoyed yourself whether you had control or not.
So why are you telling me I'm better off? You didn't exactly seem to give two shits before how this effected anyone else.
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I never said I didn't enjoy myself, but at the time I didn't have much else on my mind. Look, if you want to be bitter about it, that's fine. You deserve to be pissed off.
I'm telling you you're better off because its the truth.
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Look, if I am bitter it's not directly because of you. You weren't exactly kind about what happened, but why should you be right?
So just... I don't know...
I don't know if I'm better off without him or with him. Or if any of this can end with a 'better off'.
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