Why must I be so fucking awkward?

[airbefore]

It's come to the point that I cant even manage to make friends ONLINE. I mean, what the hell is that? You can be whoever you want online. No one knows the difference. Who do I choose to be? The same awkward weirdo I am in 3D.

Awesome.

I just want someone to share my Castle/Stana feelings with, man. Someone who actually, you know, gets it. outforawalk has

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[mammothluv]

So, true story. When I saw last night that you'd friended me, I thought I do not know this person and I do not know if I shall friend them back. Then I clicked on your journal and one of the first things I saw was the Beckett with her shoulder holster gif and I was all OBVIOUSLY ALL OF OUR IMPORTANT INTERESTS ARE THE SAME. *clicks 'add as friend' button immediately* What I am saying is, we don't know each other yet but, YOUR FEELS I AM OPEN TO THEM AND HAVE PLENTY OF MY OWN.

[airbefore]

Oh, man. I meant to send you a message when I friended you so that you wouldn't think I was just some random weirdo (even though I pretty much am) but I got sidetracked somehow and forgot. AND, YES, CLEARLY ALL OF OUR IMPORTANT INTERESTS ARE THE SAME. Castle, Beckett, hot ladies kissing each other. What else is there, I ask you?

My feels are complicated, yo. I feel more about this fictional non-couple than I do about my own (fairly non-existent) love life. I will have to type up a manifesto (yeah, I'm going there) sometime so that you can openly evaluate my level of crazy and make an informed decision as to whether or not you REALLY want to be party to it.

[mammothluv]

Castle, Beckett, hot ladies kissing each other. What else is there, I ask you?
NOTHING. THERE IS NOTHING ELSE IMPORTANT IN THE WORLD.

I feel more about this fictional non-couple than I do about my own (fairly non-existent) love life
I UNDERSTAND YOU. My free time lately is spent: rewatching Castle, reading the Nikki Heat books, reading Castle fanfic, writing Castle fanfic, making Castle fanmixes, listening to Castle fanmixes while having FEELINGS, perusing the Castle tag on Tumblr, making Castle gifs for Tumblr, thinking about how Beckett is perfect and glorious and her relationship with Castle the most beautiful thing to ever occur, etc. etc.

I look forward to your manifesto muchly!

[airbefore]

My free time for the past 2 months has been spent reading a disgusting amount of Castle fic, writing Castle fic, stalking every available Castle related tumblr, rewatching the series OVER AND OVER (though, really, that's been going on since I first started watching the show last summer), whining over my lack of Castle fandom pals, making Castle icons, having Castle thoughts 24/7 and falling progressively more in love with Stana and her adorableness.

My manifesto shall be a thing of terrible beauty. Mostly terrible, though.