i'm tired. my bedroom is a mess of bags and boxes and belongings that don't all fit into this old space. it stresses me out. and i am unemployed. i can say that officially now. because i am. i'm not just 'without a job for the summer.' this is it. i don't go back to school come fall. i'm just unemployed. jobless and young and sitting ( Read more... )

because i'm in denial about the fact that i should be packing up my apartment right now. oh, and because hanna said so.

1. Total number of films I own on DVD/video: that i bought? about 36.
2. The last film I bought: Bridget Jones: Edge of Reason
3. The last film I watched: Little Black Book *is ashamed*
4. Five films that I watch a lot or that ( Read more... )

it appears rob has gotten a job offer. its exciting to see all these people i know and love finding the beginnings of their very own lives. even if every once in a while, kind of like now, i have an 'oh my god why can they get it together when i can't?!' moment when i hear everyone's good news. extreme excitement with a twinge of minor jealousy ( Read more... )

simple things make me happy these past two days ( Read more... )

its weird. because usually, this isn't my type of thing. its more the domain of like, my mother.

but i cannot turn cnn off. i've been watching it all day. obsessively.

like i cannot miss the very moment when they announce his death. at one point, a few tears even leaked.

i can't explain it. but there it is.

maybe there's something wrong with me. sometimes i feel like there is. like. why don't i feel as wrapped up in livejournal as so many of my friends do? livejournal is this huge part of my life. i refresh it fiftymillion times a day, just trying to get a glimpse into the lives of the people i care about, all spread out across the world. i don' ( Read more... )

spring break, for the most part was amazingly relaxing. drove down to pawley's island friday. stay there till monday. visited brookgreen to be in awe of plantation gardens and american sculpture. knitted a ton. used my gift certificate (bday gift from parents) to buy frivolous but beautiful yarn that cost more than i would ever spend on my own ( Read more... )

i have made it my personal mission to improve the status of blue's 'breathe easy' on audioscrobbler. this means i listen to little else. but its all good. the vocal...sigh...i could listen to this forever, solely for lee's jump into his upper register at the chorus. i can't believe i'm even admitting that i know who sings what part in this song ( Read more... )

i'm still sick. not quite as miserable as i was on, say, sunday. i feel better. i just SOUND horrible. my voice is fucked and i'm coughing up all sorts of lovely, and my nose is still alternately runny and stuffy. its really all a very sexy thing ( Read more... )

this weekend, i stole a pair of socks from my brother. they were in his bedroom. and i was in need of warm/high socks to go with my adorable new rubber boots, purchased specifically for the snowstorm this past weekend. when i put on ryan's socks, the heel, shaded dark grey, was half way up my calf. he's so big ( Read more... )