Sic Utere Tuo Ut Alienum Non Laedas
TITLE: Sic Utere Tuo Ut Alienum Non Laedas
Author: ailaling1017
Pairing: KyuMinKyu
Rating: NC-17
Genre: romance, angst, smut, yaoi
Verse: expanded
Warnings: homosexuality, minor cursing, language
LENGTH/STATUS: One-shot; Complete; 4,258W
Summary: Could it be true that there's more to QMi than what meets the eye? To say that Sungmin was dead pissed would be an understatement. (I know, I'm lame at summaries)
Disclaimer: This is purely fiction. None of the mentioned scenes happened in real life nor do I claim them to be true. It's just a product of my weird wild imagination and I hope that no one takes offense in some of the references I made to other members and/or KPOP artists. They're being put there solely for the progress of the story ~ what story?
A/N: So uhm, I was thinking of updating Quaint but I kind of lost the flow with it so I thought that maybe I'd do a Kyu birthday fic instead. I was wracking my brain on what I ought to write when I read minnijanni 's tweet about wanting to read top!Min ~ then I remembered how sad I was when Sungmin deleted @myblacksmile, thentwitpic.com/3vq3vvhappened then I sawtwitpic.com/3n0im4 I couldn't find the original pic without the macro in and poof! It became coco crunch! ZOMG IDE ~ I'm not even sure if the dates of these pics is congruent to what I wrote...NO, slash that. It is completely incongruent with what I wrote. I made it that way and I figured I wasn't making any sense but what the heck, fiction is fiction so ~ Self-beta-ed as usual. Grammatical errors are a must! 'kayyy here goes my second attempt at a fail!smut! *hides*
This is for you Andy sujudom ! Happy Birthday! ILYSFM! I know you hate top!Min but I hope you can stomach this ~ trololol *skips awayyyy*
As for the title, I had an exam on Nursing Law and Jurisprudence earlier today and I'm kinda hung up on it so I just thought I'd throw that in. If you don't know what that means, click legal-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/Sic+utere+tuo+ut+alienum+non+laedas~ I was just being lame. *dodges bricks*
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Sungmin has been staring at his computer desktop for the past fifteen minutes or so. He couldn't believe what he was seeing with his eyes. He was scrolling on his mentions when a particular tweet caught his eye:
ANDYdom @aiLaLiNg twitpic.com/3vq3vv - @myblacksmile ANDWAE! KyuMin is real. NOT THIS!!! ='(((
Sungmin's curiosity got the better of him. That, and the fact that he enjoyed looking at KyuMin fan-arts on the internet. He thought it was another one of Kyuhyun's pictures taken with Seohyun or another macro from @SUJUdom - maybe it was another one of those KyuMin LQ skits which had him laughing as it basically was no different from what happened in real life. And Seohyun? No, he wasn't jealous of her. Not in the slightest bit. He knew Kyuhyun would rather give Starcraft up than have anything to do with a woman's vagina. He clicked it anyway.
What he saw was something he hadn't expected. Zhou Mi was staring up at him with a lopsided sort of smirk - a half-frown and half a smile. At first glance, you wouldn't think there seemed to be anything odd about the picture. It was just a selca after all. But at the right corner of the photo where Zhou Mi's left bicep was, he could barely make out the right side of Kyuhyun's face - snuggling close to the Chinese man's arm.
Sungmin thought it was a good thing that Zhou Mi was in China where he couldn't reach him or he would've made Zhou Mi's face permanently lopsided. He wanted to teach Zhou Mi a lesson - a lesson that will keep the Chinese man’s hands off of Kyuhyun - off of what’s HIS, that is. It made hot blood rush to the sides of his ears and he put either hand on his throbbing temples. He didn't have a weibo so he had not seen this picture before. He couldn't believe how Kyuhyun could've done this to him. He thought he loved him. But then again, Kyuhyun never really said he did anyway.
He wanted to cry. He wanted to smash things. He wanted to break the PC in front of him. But above all, he wanted revenge. Sungmin wanted to punish Kyuhyun.
He typed a few paragraphs. Alibis. LIES. He felt bad for lying but he knew he had to. He knew twitterverse would end up in chaos if they clicked on @myblacksmile and suddenly, "page doesn't exist" appears. He wasn't really planning on closing down his twitter. Heck, he was even contemplating on whether he should get an iPhone 4 twitpic.com/25oio4 just for that. Nonetheless, he decided to do so because he can't let this happen anymore. He couldn't handle any more surprises like this. He knew he had to explain himself though - even if it was just a lie. He owes it to his fans - to ELF. He couldn't tell them the real reason though.
He then clicked on the Settings link on the upper right side of the window screen. He scrolled down a few and with a sigh, he clicked the Deactivate my account button.
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February 2, 2011
11:55 P.M.
Kyuhyun barely made it through the door of his shared room with Sungmin when he felt strong hands grip his sides and the next thing he knew, he was being shoved onto his bed. He wasn't afraid. He knew it was Sungmin and his head collided with the head board as the smaller man's hands pushed him against it. He didn't feel pain there though, instead, he felt a familiar twitching in his pants. He never thought Sungmin could be this aggressive and to say that he was greatly turned on by it would be the understatement of the century. He decided that he likes it when Sungmin gets rough.
"Oh hi baby, so excited to give me my birthday present, eh? There's no need to rush Cinderella. We still have five more minutes 'til we can get on with bringing that song Birthday Sex into real life." he whispered breathily to his hyung's ear, careful to nibble a bit at the elder's sensitive spot.
"Heechul-hyung is Cinderella, not me. And don't talk shit with me Kyuhyun-ah. I know what you did in China." Sungmin spat with so much venom that compared to that of the world's most poisonous snakes.
A chill ran through Kyuhyun's spine as he heard the tone of deadly fury on his lover's voice. He certainly wasn't expecting this kind of reply. He was pretty sure he'd get a reply of flirtation to reciprocate his teasing. He imagined Sungmin's voice to be as airy as his own. But no, he knew Sungmin and that tone seriously meant business. He fumbled on the side table and managed to pull the switch on the lampshade on his bedside table and the dark room was, in a sense, finally illuminated.
He was greeted by a naked Sungmin who had his fox-like eyes boring into Kyuhyun's and it took all of his willpower to force himself to hold his hyung's gaze. However, Sungmin's penetrating stare made the younger flinch and for the first time in his life, someone has finally succeeded in overpowering Cho Kyuhyun in a staring competition. The younger cowered under his lover's eyes until Sungmin made a move to pull Kyuhyun's shirt over his head which bared the maknae’s upper body. He then pulled on the younger's brown curly locks and tilted his head to the left.
He licked the side of Kyuhyun's jaw so slowly that it was like torture. Kyuhyun could only whimper as he felt his hyung pressing hungry kisses down his neck - all the while going southward - paying homage to every nook and cranny of Kyuhyun's chest. Sungmin didn't suck on his nipples, he bit on them.
Was it painful?
Yes, definitely.
Was it pleasurable?
More than you could ever think of.
Kyuhyun's eyes rolled to the back of his head and his eyelids fluttered shut as he was immersed in the mix of sensations he hasn't experienced before. He was tiptoeing along the fine line between pain and pleasure and he never thought that he had an inner masochist in him. He brought his fingers up to his mouth and sucked on it hungrily. His mouth felt so empty that he was willing to suck whatever. Sungmin was clearly too mad to be kissing him at the moment. Just then, he felt Sungmin lick at his navel and all reason seemed to have left him. He could feel the familiar burning knot at the pit of his stomach and he didn't care anymore if Sungmin was doing this to hurt him.
His hands were pried off of his mouth only to find Sungmin tying them to the either side of the bed posts with what looked like pink feathery handcuffs in one swift motion. He moaned at the loss and for the first time in his twenty two, no make that twenty-three years of living, he felt like he was at someone else's mercy. He was helpless against Sungmin's strong arms which battled with the buckles of his belt but the ecstasy he felt was more than enough for him to submit himself to the smaller man's command.
Sungmin glided Kyuhyun's pants and boxers off in one go and the younger man was stark naked under him right then and there. He let his hot breath ghost on the latter's proud erection and he felt him writhe under him. Kyuhyun felt his nerve endings go on overdrive at the mere feel of Sungmin's breath and he found himself looking down at his lover. He was met with the elder's stare and he thought he saw a glint of something else in those pair of brown orbs which he felt like falling into - something akin to lust, only deeper. Then it struck him, Sungmin was genuinely mad.
It took every ounce of self-control he had left in him to ignore his throbbing appendage and he made to reach out to Sungmin’s face, only to realize that he was bound to the bed by the pink handcuffs which he liked by the way. It was kinky.
“Baby? What’s wrong?”
“Don’t call me baby!”
Kyuhyun’s eyes widened when he saw Sungmin scramble out of the bed and get something from over the dresser. He was thinking Sungmin was gonna get K-Y jelly or something but he was surprised to find the other bringing a can of strawberry ice cream to the bed. This was when Kyuhyun actually started to fear for his life.
“Lee Sungmin! What are you doing?”
“Oh nothing CHO KYUHYUN. I was just thinking that maybe we should do something special. It’s your birthday after all. Now, I have to do something for you since I wouldn’t want to be a bad boyfriend like you.”
“W-wha-at? Bad boyfriend? In what way am I a bad boyfriend!?” Kyuhyun managed to gasp as Sungmin plopped down on the bed and forced his legs apart.
“Oh. I don’t know. Maybe when you…hmmm…slept with Zhou Mi in China?” Sungmin’s voice was husky as he took a spoonful of ice cream and shoved it to Kyuhyun’s mouth which almost made the younger gag.
“W-w-wait what!? I did not sleep with Zhou Mi! I never have and I never will.” Kyuhyun uttered in between pants as the ice cream melted in his mouth and he couldn’t help but want the warmth of Sungmin’s mouth all the more. He needed it and the thought of feeling those plump lips against his was enough to make him go crazy. Now that he knew the reason why Sungmin was angry, he gained back some of his confidence and decided to play along. He was innocent after all.
As Sungmin’s face turned into a puzzled look, he found the courage to continue talking.
“Are you jealous baby? I told you should’ve come with us. Then maybe I wouldn't have been too lonely and I wouldn't have had to...” he trailed off.
He smirked triumphantly when he saw fire in Sungmin’s eyes and he felt odd that he wasn’t in the slightest bit threatened by it. What it did to his body may have had resembled that of the normal mechanism of the fight or flight response as when a person’s erector-pili muscles react to a certain stimuli just like when somebody is frightened and it succeeded in making all the hairs on his body stand on end but it was definitely not out of fear that he felt that way. It stemmed from the complete opposite of that - pleasure - he was feeling pure, unadulterated lust and he tugged on the pink handcuffs so as to attempt to free himself.
The handcuffs might’ve looked frail as it was pink with feather lace along the metal but it didn’t budge in the slightest despite Kyuhyun’s almost brute force in pulling against them. Kyuhyun thought of how the handcuffs and Sungmin were alike in so many levels. Just like the handcuffs, Sungmin is so delicate-looking - you find yourself falling into his charm and you develop the urge to protect him as if he was the most fragile thing in the world. He really is too precious for words. Kyuhyun fell for those brown fox-like eyes that had everyone enslaved just by looking at it. Who wouldn’t? What he didn’t know is that deep inside, a beast is fighting to get out. Kyuhyun always marveled at the fact that Sungmin looked like the shyest girl there is but when it comes to bed, he becomes otherwise, and MORE. He can’t help but smirk at times when they go on TV shows and the hosts and other members coax Sungmin into showing his heart-winning aegyo and he could almost trick himself into believing that he was indeed untainted like that. Nevertheless, Kyuhyun knew that Sungmin was anything but innocent.
“Fuck you Kyuhyun-ah!”
A sneer made its way to Kyuhyun’s lips once again as he uttered his next words with challenge. He laced each syllable with every hint of malice he could muster.
“Oh yes baby. That’s the plan.”
He was taken aback when Sungmin’s scowl turned into something else - something he couldn’t quite place. And he held his breath when he felt the elder advance towards him. He felt so hot and he was anticipating the feel of the former’s tongue against his. Kyuhyun made to turn his head to capture Sungmin’s lips but the latter pulled his hair towards the other side and avoided the kiss. Instead, he felt hot breath ghosting over the nape of his neck then he heard Sungmin’s hoarse voice in his ear.
“Oh no you don’t big boy. I’m gonna do all the fucking tonight.”
Kyuhyun felt panic upon hearing his hyung’s words and a look of alarm flashed on his face. Sungmin’s expression shifted and Kyuhyun thought he was forcing himself not to laugh.
“Don’t worry BABY. I’m not a nurse so I won’t be giving you false reassurances that it’s not going to hurt. What I do assure you is that I will blow your mind and you’ll definitely think that the pain is all worth it. If not more. I will make you wish that you haven't even done so much as stand at a ten-foot radius of Zhou Mi's bed.”
Kyuhyun felt a shiver run down through his spine and he eyed his lover wearily. Sungmin bit the pinna of Kyuhyun’s ear ever so lightly but it made Kyuhyun gasp nevertheless. The gasp became a moan as the biting shifted to licking and Kyuhyun has finally decided that he has gone mad when he felt Sungmin’s wet tongue flicking on his neck and as Sungmin lapped on his adam’s apple, he felt himself crying out the other’s name wantonly.
“Sungmin-ah…”
“Oh, so you’re deciding that you need me now? Then what about Zhou Mi? Did he do better than this?”
He then placed feathery kisses across Kyuhyun’s chest and sucked just above his clavicle - leaving a bruise to mark his territory.
“Was Zhou Mi a good kisser Kyuhyunnie?”
“I-I-I wouldn’t know that, would I? I never really got to try. I was busy being faithful, you see. But then again by the looks of his tongue, he probably is. Don’t worry, we’re going back to China this weekend. I’ll see for myself.” Kyuhyun managed to say in between gasps as Sungmin continued to bite on his sensitive spots. Words were his only weapons against Sungmin at this point. And even that was taken away when he felt Sungmin’s teeth graze the skin above his left anterior iliac crest.
“Oh, so you like it when I do this here?”
“Miiiin…pleaaase...”
“Or here?”
“Suuuung…miiiiiiin…”
“I bet Zhou Mi could roll his tongue very well just like this…”
“Unffff…”
Kyuhyun could only moan as Sungmin continued his ministrations on the younger. He felt himself bucking up to Sungmin’s touch and he could feel the delicious friction between his member and Sungmin’s bare chest but he wanted more. No, he needed more. Kyuhyun was on the edge. He was holding his breath - anticipating the feel of Sungmin’s slick mouth on his dick as he struggled to keep himself from thrashing about the bed. His desperation grew all the more as the elder completely withdrew all body contact from Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun made to flutter his eyes open and he was greeted by Sungmin reaching out for the ice cream tub. He found it highly amusing that Sungmin couldn’t resist strawberry ice cream even at a time like this and to think he was stark naked while licking at the ice cream on his spoon. Kyuhyun found it such a turn on that he could almost feel the pre cum dripping off of his manhood.
Sungmin turned to him with mischievous eyes and a second later, Kyuhyun found himself losing control as he screamed Sungmin’s name without an ounce of self-preservation left in him. He didn’t care about the other members hearing anymore. It was his birthday after all so he could do whatever he pleased. If worse came to worst, he would blame it all on his hyung. It wasn’t his fault that Sungmin found it amusing to suck his cock with the ice cream still in his mouth.
Ironically, the cold sensation combined with the feel of Sungmin’s wet tongue did anything but to cool Kyuhyun off. If it did anything, it was to make him hotter all the more. He bucked up to the feel of Sungmin’s mouth on his member while the elder kept a firm grip on his hips. Sungmin gripped his hips so tightly that he was sure his hands were going to leave marks there for a long time but Kyuhyun didn’t care. Not when Sungmin’s tongue was doing unimaginable things to his bundle of joy.
Sungmin expertly deep-throated Kyuhyun and soon enough, the younger man uttered a string of explicits Sungmin couldn’t even be bothered of making out anymore. He hummed at the back of his throat and he felt the maknae get closer and closer to his limit. With one last flick of his tongue over the slit of the Kyuhyun’s cock, he felt hot liquid pour into his mouth and he swallowed every single drop.
Kyuhyun on the other hand seemed to have lost all energy as he came but Sungmin wasn’t going to let him off the hook that easily. He was trying to recover from all the tension that has transpired within the last five minutes - yes, it has only been five minutes. Damn, Sungmin was good all right, he thought.
“Happy Birthday Kyuhyun-ah.”
Sungmin breathed into his face, his lips a mere inch away from the younger’s and without so much as a warning, Kyuhyun felt himself being stretched beyond his limit and all he could do was lurch his head forward to capture his lover’s lips as it was all he wanted to do as soon as he stepped in their room and felt the elder’s nakedness press him onto the bed.
He sucked hungrily at Sungmin’s bottom lip as he felt hot tears burn onto his cheeks. It was all he could do to distract himself from the pain due to Sungmin’s thickness inside of him. Sex was not new to Kyuhyun and sex with Sungmin was what he practically lived for. This, however, was the first time he was on the “receiving end”.
He wondered how Sungmin could’ve gone through this each time they made love. Then it hit him. LOVE. Sungmin endured all this because he loved Kyuhyun and he was determined to pay it back by going through this too, even just this once. He was more than willing to submit himself to his lover’s mercy because yes, it may seem that he is heartless, and he indeed is evil, but he did love Sungmin. In fact, he has loved Sungmin even before the elder had started loving him. And with the reassurance of that love, Kyuhyun knew that after this, everything was gonna be okay. Although he wasn’t so sure about his ass.
Both of them had been kissing each other for a couple of minutes while Sungmin was inside Kyuhyun and only their lips moved. The kiss was slow and rhythmic and Kyuhyun took his time in delving his tongue deeper to every surface of his hyung’s mouth as the elder momentarily gave up his stance at dominance.
Kyuhyun’s kisses became more passionate by the second and Sungmin took this as cue that the maknae was now ready. Sungmin slowly withdrew his member and thrusted himself into his dongsaeng cautiously - taking note of his facial expressions. Caring not to hurt his lover so much. It was true that he did want revenge but now, he wasn’t so sure that Kyuhyun had been cheating at all.
Kyuhyun bit on Sungmin's shoulders as he adjusted to the steady rhythm of his hyung’s thrusts in and out of him. Kyuhyun’s bite on Sungmin’s shoulders gradually slackened and Sungmin could feel his dongsaeng's pants turn into moans of pleasure as their lips made its way to each other in another sweet duel between their tongues.
Sungmin's thrusts gained momentum and he shoved himself faster and faster into his dongsaeng while the sounds of Kyuhyun's heavy breaths coupled with his own stifled moans filled the air. Kyuhyun wrapped his legs around Sungmin’s waist in an attempt to bring his hyung closer as the latter hit the bundle of nerves inside of him and he felt pleasure so raw that it would’ve been enough to have him forgetting his name.
Sungmin’s hips increased their tempo; his left hand pinning Kyuhyun's hips onto the mattress while the other made its way to his dongsaeng's neglected member and he started palming it - matching the pumping with his own thrusts as both of them desperately clung onto each other for support as they felt themselves near their climax.
One powerful thrust later, Sungmin released himself within Kyuhyun as both of them reached their completion simultaneously. Sungmin collapsed on top of Kyuhyun with his head resting on the crook of Kyuhyun’s neck. He turned to the side with his lips barely touching Kyuhyun’s cheek. Kyuhyun on the other hand removed his legs from around Sungmin’s waist and made to turn to the elder in an attempt to make their lips just touch.
They stayed that way, unmoving for a while as both regained their strength, and their breaths lowered to its normal rate. When Sungmin felt strong enough to move, he made to push himself up and he hastily unlocked the handcuffs on Kyuhyun’s hands. He could see the wounds on Kyuhyun’s wrists where the slightest hint of blood can be seen through the bruises and he felt a pang of guilt. He kissed the wounds on Kyuhyun’s wrists ever so lightly and whispered words of love and he was asking for forgiveness.
“Kyuhyun-ah. I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
“It’s okay hyung. You were jealous and I taunted you.”
“But still, I didn’t even prepare you and that was your first first time.” Sungmin muttered worriedly.
Kyuhyun captured his lover’s lips so as to silence him and their lips met in a chaste kiss that assured Sungmin of Kyuhyun’s faithfulness. Sungmin carefully parted from Kyuhyun’s lips and tilted his head back, supporting his upper body weight with his shoulders which were on either side of Kyuhyun’s face.
“I’m sorry I ever doubted you.” He said sincerely.
“It’s okay. I shouldn’t have lain beside Zhou Mi in the first place. We were just watching a movie after all but I haven’t even thought about how others may have misconstrued that for. I’m sorry I didn’t consider your feelings.”
“It’s okay. What’s important is that I know the truth now.”
“And what truth is that?”
“That you love no one else but me.” Sungmin whispered cheekily.
“I do?” Kyuhyun cocked his eyebrows at his hyung.
“Yes you do silly. It was all you could say a few minutes ago. Sungmin-ah…Sungmin-ah I love you! Oh God! Sungmin! I fuckin’ love you! Sungmin-ah you’re the only one for me! Sungmiiiin-ahhh I looooove youuuuu!!!” Sungmin mimicked Kyuhyun with all the acting skills he got and the younger felt himself flush in embarrassment. He wasn't used to being teased - he was the one who did the taunting after all.
“Okay! Okay! That’s enough!” and he pulled Sungmin down to meet his lips once again in a gentle kiss. Sungmin rolled over to his side and made to face Kyuhyun while the latter turned towards him too so that they were facing each other with their foreheads just touching. Sungmin was just about to drift off to sleep when Kyuhyun slightly nudged him.
“Sungmin-ah?”
“hmmm?” Sungmin replied with his eyes still closed.
“Heechul-hyung asked me earlier why you closed down your twitter. Apparently, he saw #comebacksungmin on the top tweets.”
Sungmin opened his eyes and chuckled at the thought.
“Oh it’s nothing. I figured it’d be better if we made a joint account you see.”
Kyuhyun scoffed but he let Sungmin go on anyway.
“So I was thinking that we could name it BunnyKyu or PumpkinKyu. Nothing too obvious. The fans might suspect something.” Sungmin said earnestly.
Kyuhyun laughed and said: “No! Never! Not in a million years! I’d rather name it DanceKyu…or GaemGyu! Yes! I’d like that!”
Minnie pouted and made to punch Kyuhyun’s shoulder.
“I thought you loved me!”
Kyuhyun’s eyes turned to look serious and he looked at Sungmin eye-to-eye.
“I do and don’t you ever doubt that. It’s just that BunnyKyu or PumpkinKyu is just too…I don’t know…RIDICULOUS!?! I’ve been building my reputation for years and now they see me as someone mysterious and completely cool. Please don’t take that away from me baby. I beg of you.”
“But…”
Kyuhyun trapped his lips in a kiss and whispered something against his hair that finally silenced him.
“I love you so much Lee Sungmin.”
It was the first time Kyuhyun has actually said this - the very first time when they weren’t having sex anyway. Although it has always been implied between the both of them, the maknae wasn’t really the type who was big on words and hearing these words come out of his very own lips was more than enough for Sungmin to drop his resolve.
“GaemGyu it is.” He muttered as he snuggled close to Kyuhyun and the both of them finally drifted off to dreamland.
~END~
*HIDES FOREVER*
Author: ailaling1017
Pairing: KyuMinKyu
Rating: NC-17
Genre: romance, angst, smut, yaoi
Verse: expanded
Warnings: homosexuality, minor cursing, language
LENGTH/STATUS: One-shot; Complete; 4,258W
Summary: Could it be true that there's more to QMi than what meets the eye? To say that Sungmin was dead pissed would be an understatement. (I know, I'm lame at summaries)
Disclaimer: This is purely fiction. None of the mentioned scenes happened in real life nor do I claim them to be true. It's just a product of my weird wild imagination and I hope that no one takes offense in some of the references I made to other members and/or KPOP artists. They're being put there solely for the progress of the story ~ what story?
A/N: So uhm, I was thinking of updating Quaint but I kind of lost the flow with it so I thought that maybe I'd do a Kyu birthday fic instead. I was wracking my brain on what I ought to write when I read minnijanni 's tweet about wanting to read top!Min ~ then I remembered how sad I was when Sungmin deleted @myblacksmile, thentwitpic.com/3vq3vvhappened then I sawtwitpic.com/3n0im4 I couldn't find the original pic without the macro in and poof! It became coco crunch! ZOMG IDE ~ I'm not even sure if the dates of these pics is congruent to what I wrote...NO, slash that. It is completely incongruent with what I wrote. I made it that way and I figured I wasn't making any sense but what the heck, fiction is fiction so ~ Self-beta-ed as usual. Grammatical errors are a must! 'kayyy here goes my second attempt at a fail!smut! *hides*
This is for you Andy sujudom ! Happy Birthday! ILYSFM! I know you hate top!Min but I hope you can stomach this ~ trololol *skips awayyyy*
As for the title, I had an exam on Nursing Law and Jurisprudence earlier today and I'm kinda hung up on it so I just thought I'd throw that in. If you don't know what that means, click legal-dictionary.thefreedictionary.com/Sic+utere+tuo+ut+alienum+non+laedas~ I was just being lame. *dodges bricks*
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Sungmin has been staring at his computer desktop for the past fifteen minutes or so. He couldn't believe what he was seeing with his eyes. He was scrolling on his mentions when a particular tweet caught his eye:
ANDYdom @aiLaLiNg twitpic.com/3vq3vv - @myblacksmile ANDWAE! KyuMin is real. NOT THIS!!! ='(((
Sungmin's curiosity got the better of him. That, and the fact that he enjoyed looking at KyuMin fan-arts on the internet. He thought it was another one of Kyuhyun's pictures taken with Seohyun or another macro from @SUJUdom - maybe it was another one of those KyuMin LQ skits which had him laughing as it basically was no different from what happened in real life. And Seohyun? No, he wasn't jealous of her. Not in the slightest bit. He knew Kyuhyun would rather give Starcraft up than have anything to do with a woman's vagina. He clicked it anyway.
What he saw was something he hadn't expected. Zhou Mi was staring up at him with a lopsided sort of smirk - a half-frown and half a smile. At first glance, you wouldn't think there seemed to be anything odd about the picture. It was just a selca after all. But at the right corner of the photo where Zhou Mi's left bicep was, he could barely make out the right side of Kyuhyun's face - snuggling close to the Chinese man's arm.
Sungmin thought it was a good thing that Zhou Mi was in China where he couldn't reach him or he would've made Zhou Mi's face permanently lopsided. He wanted to teach Zhou Mi a lesson - a lesson that will keep the Chinese man’s hands off of Kyuhyun - off of what’s HIS, that is. It made hot blood rush to the sides of his ears and he put either hand on his throbbing temples. He didn't have a weibo so he had not seen this picture before. He couldn't believe how Kyuhyun could've done this to him. He thought he loved him. But then again, Kyuhyun never really said he did anyway.
He wanted to cry. He wanted to smash things. He wanted to break the PC in front of him. But above all, he wanted revenge. Sungmin wanted to punish Kyuhyun.
He typed a few paragraphs. Alibis. LIES. He felt bad for lying but he knew he had to. He knew twitterverse would end up in chaos if they clicked on @myblacksmile and suddenly, "page doesn't exist" appears. He wasn't really planning on closing down his twitter. Heck, he was even contemplating on whether he should get an iPhone 4 twitpic.com/25oio4 just for that. Nonetheless, he decided to do so because he can't let this happen anymore. He couldn't handle any more surprises like this. He knew he had to explain himself though - even if it was just a lie. He owes it to his fans - to ELF. He couldn't tell them the real reason though.
He then clicked on the Settings link on the upper right side of the window screen. He scrolled down a few and with a sigh, he clicked the Deactivate my account button.
~
February 2, 2011
11:55 P.M.
Kyuhyun barely made it through the door of his shared room with Sungmin when he felt strong hands grip his sides and the next thing he knew, he was being shoved onto his bed. He wasn't afraid. He knew it was Sungmin and his head collided with the head board as the smaller man's hands pushed him against it. He didn't feel pain there though, instead, he felt a familiar twitching in his pants. He never thought Sungmin could be this aggressive and to say that he was greatly turned on by it would be the understatement of the century. He decided that he likes it when Sungmin gets rough.
"Oh hi baby, so excited to give me my birthday present, eh? There's no need to rush Cinderella. We still have five more minutes 'til we can get on with bringing that song Birthday Sex into real life." he whispered breathily to his hyung's ear, careful to nibble a bit at the elder's sensitive spot.
"Heechul-hyung is Cinderella, not me. And don't talk shit with me Kyuhyun-ah. I know what you did in China." Sungmin spat with so much venom that compared to that of the world's most poisonous snakes.
A chill ran through Kyuhyun's spine as he heard the tone of deadly fury on his lover's voice. He certainly wasn't expecting this kind of reply. He was pretty sure he'd get a reply of flirtation to reciprocate his teasing. He imagined Sungmin's voice to be as airy as his own. But no, he knew Sungmin and that tone seriously meant business. He fumbled on the side table and managed to pull the switch on the lampshade on his bedside table and the dark room was, in a sense, finally illuminated.
He was greeted by a naked Sungmin who had his fox-like eyes boring into Kyuhyun's and it took all of his willpower to force himself to hold his hyung's gaze. However, Sungmin's penetrating stare made the younger flinch and for the first time in his life, someone has finally succeeded in overpowering Cho Kyuhyun in a staring competition. The younger cowered under his lover's eyes until Sungmin made a move to pull Kyuhyun's shirt over his head which bared the maknae’s upper body. He then pulled on the younger's brown curly locks and tilted his head to the left.
He licked the side of Kyuhyun's jaw so slowly that it was like torture. Kyuhyun could only whimper as he felt his hyung pressing hungry kisses down his neck - all the while going southward - paying homage to every nook and cranny of Kyuhyun's chest. Sungmin didn't suck on his nipples, he bit on them.
Was it painful?
Yes, definitely.
Was it pleasurable?
More than you could ever think of.
Kyuhyun's eyes rolled to the back of his head and his eyelids fluttered shut as he was immersed in the mix of sensations he hasn't experienced before. He was tiptoeing along the fine line between pain and pleasure and he never thought that he had an inner masochist in him. He brought his fingers up to his mouth and sucked on it hungrily. His mouth felt so empty that he was willing to suck whatever. Sungmin was clearly too mad to be kissing him at the moment. Just then, he felt Sungmin lick at his navel and all reason seemed to have left him. He could feel the familiar burning knot at the pit of his stomach and he didn't care anymore if Sungmin was doing this to hurt him.
His hands were pried off of his mouth only to find Sungmin tying them to the either side of the bed posts with what looked like pink feathery handcuffs in one swift motion. He moaned at the loss and for the first time in his twenty two, no make that twenty-three years of living, he felt like he was at someone else's mercy. He was helpless against Sungmin's strong arms which battled with the buckles of his belt but the ecstasy he felt was more than enough for him to submit himself to the smaller man's command.
Sungmin glided Kyuhyun's pants and boxers off in one go and the younger man was stark naked under him right then and there. He let his hot breath ghost on the latter's proud erection and he felt him writhe under him. Kyuhyun felt his nerve endings go on overdrive at the mere feel of Sungmin's breath and he found himself looking down at his lover. He was met with the elder's stare and he thought he saw a glint of something else in those pair of brown orbs which he felt like falling into - something akin to lust, only deeper. Then it struck him, Sungmin was genuinely mad.
It took every ounce of self-control he had left in him to ignore his throbbing appendage and he made to reach out to Sungmin’s face, only to realize that he was bound to the bed by the pink handcuffs which he liked by the way. It was kinky.
“Baby? What’s wrong?”
“Don’t call me baby!”
Kyuhyun’s eyes widened when he saw Sungmin scramble out of the bed and get something from over the dresser. He was thinking Sungmin was gonna get K-Y jelly or something but he was surprised to find the other bringing a can of strawberry ice cream to the bed. This was when Kyuhyun actually started to fear for his life.
“Lee Sungmin! What are you doing?”
“Oh nothing CHO KYUHYUN. I was just thinking that maybe we should do something special. It’s your birthday after all. Now, I have to do something for you since I wouldn’t want to be a bad boyfriend like you.”
“W-wha-at? Bad boyfriend? In what way am I a bad boyfriend!?” Kyuhyun managed to gasp as Sungmin plopped down on the bed and forced his legs apart.
“Oh. I don’t know. Maybe when you…hmmm…slept with Zhou Mi in China?” Sungmin’s voice was husky as he took a spoonful of ice cream and shoved it to Kyuhyun’s mouth which almost made the younger gag.
“W-w-wait what!? I did not sleep with Zhou Mi! I never have and I never will.” Kyuhyun uttered in between pants as the ice cream melted in his mouth and he couldn’t help but want the warmth of Sungmin’s mouth all the more. He needed it and the thought of feeling those plump lips against his was enough to make him go crazy. Now that he knew the reason why Sungmin was angry, he gained back some of his confidence and decided to play along. He was innocent after all.
As Sungmin’s face turned into a puzzled look, he found the courage to continue talking.
“Are you jealous baby? I told you should’ve come with us. Then maybe I wouldn't have been too lonely and I wouldn't have had to...” he trailed off.
He smirked triumphantly when he saw fire in Sungmin’s eyes and he felt odd that he wasn’t in the slightest bit threatened by it. What it did to his body may have had resembled that of the normal mechanism of the fight or flight response as when a person’s erector-pili muscles react to a certain stimuli just like when somebody is frightened and it succeeded in making all the hairs on his body stand on end but it was definitely not out of fear that he felt that way. It stemmed from the complete opposite of that - pleasure - he was feeling pure, unadulterated lust and he tugged on the pink handcuffs so as to attempt to free himself.
The handcuffs might’ve looked frail as it was pink with feather lace along the metal but it didn’t budge in the slightest despite Kyuhyun’s almost brute force in pulling against them. Kyuhyun thought of how the handcuffs and Sungmin were alike in so many levels. Just like the handcuffs, Sungmin is so delicate-looking - you find yourself falling into his charm and you develop the urge to protect him as if he was the most fragile thing in the world. He really is too precious for words. Kyuhyun fell for those brown fox-like eyes that had everyone enslaved just by looking at it. Who wouldn’t? What he didn’t know is that deep inside, a beast is fighting to get out. Kyuhyun always marveled at the fact that Sungmin looked like the shyest girl there is but when it comes to bed, he becomes otherwise, and MORE. He can’t help but smirk at times when they go on TV shows and the hosts and other members coax Sungmin into showing his heart-winning aegyo and he could almost trick himself into believing that he was indeed untainted like that. Nevertheless, Kyuhyun knew that Sungmin was anything but innocent.
“Fuck you Kyuhyun-ah!”
A sneer made its way to Kyuhyun’s lips once again as he uttered his next words with challenge. He laced each syllable with every hint of malice he could muster.
“Oh yes baby. That’s the plan.”
He was taken aback when Sungmin’s scowl turned into something else - something he couldn’t quite place. And he held his breath when he felt the elder advance towards him. He felt so hot and he was anticipating the feel of the former’s tongue against his. Kyuhyun made to turn his head to capture Sungmin’s lips but the latter pulled his hair towards the other side and avoided the kiss. Instead, he felt hot breath ghosting over the nape of his neck then he heard Sungmin’s hoarse voice in his ear.
“Oh no you don’t big boy. I’m gonna do all the fucking tonight.”
Kyuhyun felt panic upon hearing his hyung’s words and a look of alarm flashed on his face. Sungmin’s expression shifted and Kyuhyun thought he was forcing himself not to laugh.
“Don’t worry BABY. I’m not a nurse so I won’t be giving you false reassurances that it’s not going to hurt. What I do assure you is that I will blow your mind and you’ll definitely think that the pain is all worth it. If not more. I will make you wish that you haven't even done so much as stand at a ten-foot radius of Zhou Mi's bed.”
Kyuhyun felt a shiver run down through his spine and he eyed his lover wearily. Sungmin bit the pinna of Kyuhyun’s ear ever so lightly but it made Kyuhyun gasp nevertheless. The gasp became a moan as the biting shifted to licking and Kyuhyun has finally decided that he has gone mad when he felt Sungmin’s wet tongue flicking on his neck and as Sungmin lapped on his adam’s apple, he felt himself crying out the other’s name wantonly.
“Sungmin-ah…”
“Oh, so you’re deciding that you need me now? Then what about Zhou Mi? Did he do better than this?”
He then placed feathery kisses across Kyuhyun’s chest and sucked just above his clavicle - leaving a bruise to mark his territory.
“Was Zhou Mi a good kisser Kyuhyunnie?”
“I-I-I wouldn’t know that, would I? I never really got to try. I was busy being faithful, you see. But then again by the looks of his tongue, he probably is. Don’t worry, we’re going back to China this weekend. I’ll see for myself.” Kyuhyun managed to say in between gasps as Sungmin continued to bite on his sensitive spots. Words were his only weapons against Sungmin at this point. And even that was taken away when he felt Sungmin’s teeth graze the skin above his left anterior iliac crest.
“Oh, so you like it when I do this here?”
“Miiiin…pleaaase...”
“Or here?”
“Suuuung…miiiiiiin…”
“I bet Zhou Mi could roll his tongue very well just like this…”
“Unffff…”
Kyuhyun could only moan as Sungmin continued his ministrations on the younger. He felt himself bucking up to Sungmin’s touch and he could feel the delicious friction between his member and Sungmin’s bare chest but he wanted more. No, he needed more. Kyuhyun was on the edge. He was holding his breath - anticipating the feel of Sungmin’s slick mouth on his dick as he struggled to keep himself from thrashing about the bed. His desperation grew all the more as the elder completely withdrew all body contact from Kyuhyun.
Kyuhyun made to flutter his eyes open and he was greeted by Sungmin reaching out for the ice cream tub. He found it highly amusing that Sungmin couldn’t resist strawberry ice cream even at a time like this and to think he was stark naked while licking at the ice cream on his spoon. Kyuhyun found it such a turn on that he could almost feel the pre cum dripping off of his manhood.
Sungmin turned to him with mischievous eyes and a second later, Kyuhyun found himself losing control as he screamed Sungmin’s name without an ounce of self-preservation left in him. He didn’t care about the other members hearing anymore. It was his birthday after all so he could do whatever he pleased. If worse came to worst, he would blame it all on his hyung. It wasn’t his fault that Sungmin found it amusing to suck his cock with the ice cream still in his mouth.
Ironically, the cold sensation combined with the feel of Sungmin’s wet tongue did anything but to cool Kyuhyun off. If it did anything, it was to make him hotter all the more. He bucked up to the feel of Sungmin’s mouth on his member while the elder kept a firm grip on his hips. Sungmin gripped his hips so tightly that he was sure his hands were going to leave marks there for a long time but Kyuhyun didn’t care. Not when Sungmin’s tongue was doing unimaginable things to his bundle of joy.
Sungmin expertly deep-throated Kyuhyun and soon enough, the younger man uttered a string of explicits Sungmin couldn’t even be bothered of making out anymore. He hummed at the back of his throat and he felt the maknae get closer and closer to his limit. With one last flick of his tongue over the slit of the Kyuhyun’s cock, he felt hot liquid pour into his mouth and he swallowed every single drop.
Kyuhyun on the other hand seemed to have lost all energy as he came but Sungmin wasn’t going to let him off the hook that easily. He was trying to recover from all the tension that has transpired within the last five minutes - yes, it has only been five minutes. Damn, Sungmin was good all right, he thought.
“Happy Birthday Kyuhyun-ah.”
Sungmin breathed into his face, his lips a mere inch away from the younger’s and without so much as a warning, Kyuhyun felt himself being stretched beyond his limit and all he could do was lurch his head forward to capture his lover’s lips as it was all he wanted to do as soon as he stepped in their room and felt the elder’s nakedness press him onto the bed.
He sucked hungrily at Sungmin’s bottom lip as he felt hot tears burn onto his cheeks. It was all he could do to distract himself from the pain due to Sungmin’s thickness inside of him. Sex was not new to Kyuhyun and sex with Sungmin was what he practically lived for. This, however, was the first time he was on the “receiving end”.
He wondered how Sungmin could’ve gone through this each time they made love. Then it hit him. LOVE. Sungmin endured all this because he loved Kyuhyun and he was determined to pay it back by going through this too, even just this once. He was more than willing to submit himself to his lover’s mercy because yes, it may seem that he is heartless, and he indeed is evil, but he did love Sungmin. In fact, he has loved Sungmin even before the elder had started loving him. And with the reassurance of that love, Kyuhyun knew that after this, everything was gonna be okay. Although he wasn’t so sure about his ass.
Both of them had been kissing each other for a couple of minutes while Sungmin was inside Kyuhyun and only their lips moved. The kiss was slow and rhythmic and Kyuhyun took his time in delving his tongue deeper to every surface of his hyung’s mouth as the elder momentarily gave up his stance at dominance.
Kyuhyun’s kisses became more passionate by the second and Sungmin took this as cue that the maknae was now ready. Sungmin slowly withdrew his member and thrusted himself into his dongsaeng cautiously - taking note of his facial expressions. Caring not to hurt his lover so much. It was true that he did want revenge but now, he wasn’t so sure that Kyuhyun had been cheating at all.
Kyuhyun bit on Sungmin's shoulders as he adjusted to the steady rhythm of his hyung’s thrusts in and out of him. Kyuhyun’s bite on Sungmin’s shoulders gradually slackened and Sungmin could feel his dongsaeng's pants turn into moans of pleasure as their lips made its way to each other in another sweet duel between their tongues.
Sungmin's thrusts gained momentum and he shoved himself faster and faster into his dongsaeng while the sounds of Kyuhyun's heavy breaths coupled with his own stifled moans filled the air. Kyuhyun wrapped his legs around Sungmin’s waist in an attempt to bring his hyung closer as the latter hit the bundle of nerves inside of him and he felt pleasure so raw that it would’ve been enough to have him forgetting his name.
Sungmin’s hips increased their tempo; his left hand pinning Kyuhyun's hips onto the mattress while the other made its way to his dongsaeng's neglected member and he started palming it - matching the pumping with his own thrusts as both of them desperately clung onto each other for support as they felt themselves near their climax.
One powerful thrust later, Sungmin released himself within Kyuhyun as both of them reached their completion simultaneously. Sungmin collapsed on top of Kyuhyun with his head resting on the crook of Kyuhyun’s neck. He turned to the side with his lips barely touching Kyuhyun’s cheek. Kyuhyun on the other hand removed his legs from around Sungmin’s waist and made to turn to the elder in an attempt to make their lips just touch.
They stayed that way, unmoving for a while as both regained their strength, and their breaths lowered to its normal rate. When Sungmin felt strong enough to move, he made to push himself up and he hastily unlocked the handcuffs on Kyuhyun’s hands. He could see the wounds on Kyuhyun’s wrists where the slightest hint of blood can be seen through the bruises and he felt a pang of guilt. He kissed the wounds on Kyuhyun’s wrists ever so lightly and whispered words of love and he was asking for forgiveness.
“Kyuhyun-ah. I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
“It’s okay hyung. You were jealous and I taunted you.”
“But still, I didn’t even prepare you and that was your first first time.” Sungmin muttered worriedly.
Kyuhyun captured his lover’s lips so as to silence him and their lips met in a chaste kiss that assured Sungmin of Kyuhyun’s faithfulness. Sungmin carefully parted from Kyuhyun’s lips and tilted his head back, supporting his upper body weight with his shoulders which were on either side of Kyuhyun’s face.
“I’m sorry I ever doubted you.” He said sincerely.
“It’s okay. I shouldn’t have lain beside Zhou Mi in the first place. We were just watching a movie after all but I haven’t even thought about how others may have misconstrued that for. I’m sorry I didn’t consider your feelings.”
“It’s okay. What’s important is that I know the truth now.”
“And what truth is that?”
“That you love no one else but me.” Sungmin whispered cheekily.
“I do?” Kyuhyun cocked his eyebrows at his hyung.
“Yes you do silly. It was all you could say a few minutes ago. Sungmin-ah…Sungmin-ah I love you! Oh God! Sungmin! I fuckin’ love you! Sungmin-ah you’re the only one for me! Sungmiiiin-ahhh I looooove youuuuu!!!” Sungmin mimicked Kyuhyun with all the acting skills he got and the younger felt himself flush in embarrassment. He wasn't used to being teased - he was the one who did the taunting after all.
“Okay! Okay! That’s enough!” and he pulled Sungmin down to meet his lips once again in a gentle kiss. Sungmin rolled over to his side and made to face Kyuhyun while the latter turned towards him too so that they were facing each other with their foreheads just touching. Sungmin was just about to drift off to sleep when Kyuhyun slightly nudged him.
“Sungmin-ah?”
“hmmm?” Sungmin replied with his eyes still closed.
“Heechul-hyung asked me earlier why you closed down your twitter. Apparently, he saw #comebacksungmin on the top tweets.”
Sungmin opened his eyes and chuckled at the thought.
“Oh it’s nothing. I figured it’d be better if we made a joint account you see.”
Kyuhyun scoffed but he let Sungmin go on anyway.
“So I was thinking that we could name it BunnyKyu or PumpkinKyu. Nothing too obvious. The fans might suspect something.” Sungmin said earnestly.
Kyuhyun laughed and said: “No! Never! Not in a million years! I’d rather name it DanceKyu…or GaemGyu! Yes! I’d like that!”
Minnie pouted and made to punch Kyuhyun’s shoulder.
“I thought you loved me!”
Kyuhyun’s eyes turned to look serious and he looked at Sungmin eye-to-eye.
“I do and don’t you ever doubt that. It’s just that BunnyKyu or PumpkinKyu is just too…I don’t know…RIDICULOUS!?! I’ve been building my reputation for years and now they see me as someone mysterious and completely cool. Please don’t take that away from me baby. I beg of you.”
“But…”
Kyuhyun trapped his lips in a kiss and whispered something against his hair that finally silenced him.
“I love you so much Lee Sungmin.”
It was the first time Kyuhyun has actually said this - the very first time when they weren’t having sex anyway. Although it has always been implied between the both of them, the maknae wasn’t really the type who was big on words and hearing these words come out of his very own lips was more than enough for Sungmin to drop his resolve.
“GaemGyu it is.” He muttered as he snuggled close to Kyuhyun and the both of them finally drifted off to dreamland.
~END~
*HIDES FOREVER*