Not Just A Ride In The Park
TITLE: Not Just A Ride In The Park
Author: ailaling1017
Genre: angst
Warnings: yaoi
Disclaimer: If only I owned Super Junior. ;A;
Rating: G
Pairing: KyuMin
Verse: alternate
Type/Status: Drabble; Complete; 350W
Summary: It's only a dream - yet it's not.
A/N: Written because I feel like crap again needed to write something yet IDKH to write smut anymore neither Love Game nor Quaint is cooperating with me. Paueeey, help meeee! minayuurei
Unbeta'd so pardon the grammatical errors and whatnot. ='(
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The first time I laid my eyes on you, I knew I was in for the scariest roller coaster ride of my life.
Why roller coaster, you might ask.
Just like a roller coaster ride, loving you has had its ups and downs, spirals and circles, sudden bends and forks.
Quite arguable though - roller coaster rides never really made me feel like I was dying inside.
Nauseous, dizzy, faint, even - yes. The pain, however, was something quite distinctive of you and you alone.
I've always thought that you were just some kind of a phase in my life - something I'd get over of soon enough.
Boy was it so wrong of me to think so.
With you, I confuse dreams with reality.
That unique smile you have reserved only for me may be platonic but I can't help but think otherwise.
How you lean on my shoulder and no one else's definitely means something, right?
I guess I'm delusional when I thought that the way your hand lingers on mine might be something romantic at the least.
When you said that you loved me, I knew you meant it in a friendly way - that doesn't mean I didn't hope though.
It made me feel that I was important to you just as you are to me.
Words are something you throw quite casually and I of all people should know that you probably didn't mean them in a special way.
To you, it may not be, but it meant the world to me.
You are far from perfect - I know this much.
Then again, perfect isn't really what I was looking for.
Perfect, after all, only existed in the realm of Mr. Webster's world - just like how you and I only existed in my dreams.
You're not perfect. But you are perfect for me.
You are everything I've ever dreamt of having - perhaps, more.
She is everything you've ever dreamed of. Nothing more.
It's only a dream - yet it's not.
I want to wake up - but I'm already awake.
~
SORRY! THIS DOESN'T EVEN MAKE ANY SENSE OTL
Author: ailaling1017
Genre: angst
Warnings: yaoi
Disclaimer: If only I owned Super Junior. ;A;
Rating: G
Pairing: KyuMin
Verse: alternate
Type/Status: Drabble; Complete; 350W
Summary: It's only a dream - yet it's not.
A/N: Written because I feel like crap again needed to write something yet IDKH to write smut anymore neither Love Game nor Quaint is cooperating with me. Paueeey, help meeee! minayuurei
Unbeta'd so pardon the grammatical errors and whatnot. ='(
~
The first time I laid my eyes on you, I knew I was in for the scariest roller coaster ride of my life.
Why roller coaster, you might ask.
Just like a roller coaster ride, loving you has had its ups and downs, spirals and circles, sudden bends and forks.
Quite arguable though - roller coaster rides never really made me feel like I was dying inside.
Nauseous, dizzy, faint, even - yes. The pain, however, was something quite distinctive of you and you alone.
I've always thought that you were just some kind of a phase in my life - something I'd get over of soon enough.
Boy was it so wrong of me to think so.
With you, I confuse dreams with reality.
That unique smile you have reserved only for me may be platonic but I can't help but think otherwise.
How you lean on my shoulder and no one else's definitely means something, right?
I guess I'm delusional when I thought that the way your hand lingers on mine might be something romantic at the least.
When you said that you loved me, I knew you meant it in a friendly way - that doesn't mean I didn't hope though.
It made me feel that I was important to you just as you are to me.
Words are something you throw quite casually and I of all people should know that you probably didn't mean them in a special way.
To you, it may not be, but it meant the world to me.
You are far from perfect - I know this much.
Then again, perfect isn't really what I was looking for.
Perfect, after all, only existed in the realm of Mr. Webster's world - just like how you and I only existed in my dreams.
You're not perfect. But you are perfect for me.
You are everything I've ever dreamt of having - perhaps, more.
She is everything you've ever dreamed of. Nothing more.
It's only a dream - yet it's not.
I want to wake up - but I'm already awake.
~
SORRY! THIS DOESN'T EVEN MAKE ANY SENSE OTL