[fic] In the heat of the moment - Yugioh, YnYxYugi, angst, R, theme 020 (100_chances)
Theme: 020- In the heat of the moment; for 100_chances
Author: Chey (duelist_gurl163)
Rating: R
Genre: Angst
Pairings: Yami no YugixYugi
Archive: Here
Warnings: Semi-explicit slash
Spoilers: None.
Summary: They’d been in too deep from the first kiss, the first touch…the first time their eyes met. They had been damned from the beginning.
Disclaimer: I'm not an uber rich Japanese guy named Takahashi. Sorry.
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Is this…right?
Yugi had asked him that earlier. His brain had never been in such a lightning-fast jumble, comprehending the billions of signals Yugi’s touch sent through him, and yet he still found some small place inside himself to worry over the question.
Is it right?
After asking, Yugi hadn’t waited for an answer; he had instead reclaimed his partner’s lips and prevented any chance at speech. And the spirit wondered, deep down, if Yugi had even wanted an answer at all. Because the proper answer, the correct answer…was no. No, it wasn’t right. No, they shouldn’t give in any further; they were already in too deep…
But they’d been in too deep from the first kiss, the first touch…the first time their eyes met. They had been damned from the beginning…it was inevitable that the fire would catch up.
Now as their bodies lay entwined, as his ears were filled with the sounds of gasps and moans and sobs and whispers…he wished that Yugi had never asked.
“Ai…aibou…”
“Mou hitori…no…boku…”
His hands clutched Yugi to him, embracing him, needing him. He could taste the heat between them and felt the desperate pounding of Yugi’s heart against his body. Yugi’s fingers tightened on his skin as they clung and strained and the forbidden words slipped between his lips: “I love you Aibou, I love you…”
No, it wasn’t right. If only it was purely physical. If only it was nothing more than chemicals and hormones, then there would have been hope. If they had never let emotions get involved, perhaps they could walk away from this situation - from each other - without getting hurt. Instead, they had stupidly, blindly fallen in love…the most foolish of all mistakes.
He knew the answer he should have given Yugi. The truth…that their destinies doomed them to separate futures and that this...that caring this much...could never be right.
But this was the moment to lie.
“I…love you…I love you too, m-mou…hi…”
“Aibou…”
This was the moment to fall and crash and surrender to the flames…when right and wrong blurred and drifted away in the smoke, and they could pretend.
Could pretend there would be no consequences, no sunrise, no world to have to face.
Could pretend their cruel destiny was nothing but an illusion, and that they held forever…even if only for a moment.
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Notes: Mind room!sex FTW, Y/Y? Oh come on, this theme was just asking for it.
…Um, I have no other words. ^^;;; Except to say that it was a rather amusing challenge to edit this while in the school library. I kept having to minimize the window to prevent random strangers from catching a glimpse of Puzzlesmut. xD
I am working on the two requests I haven't finished yet. I've been suffering another bout of writer's block, but it's letting up so hopefully they'll be finished soon. ^^