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The man set off to church in the morning, to cleanse his soul.

The woman stayed home and washed the sheets.

...And i have been made a fool ( Read more... )

Ahh yes and thus begins the post dating game....with carefully contemplated phone calls where we both pretend to be exuberantly happy, the happiest we've ever been...and of course theres the race...the feeling we must one-up eachother by acting as crazy as possible...all to hide the pain...to forget the emotions....well I hate it...emotions are not ( Read more... )

Ive decided those are two things that would really help me heal at the moment. I was doing so well at the beginning of the night...not a single tear...not even with Mr and Mrs happy new couple (i mean this in the sweetest way- you guys are cute)...right in front of me the whole time...and the love songs...i even said no to the PLUM WINE....the 80' ( Read more... )

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Soup
Similarly to food, to dream about soup, represents emotional hunger or nourishment. In addition, it also signifies comfort and healing. Consider the contents inside the soup and its symbolism.

All I want is to know i pursued love in every aspect, explored every corner, and followed it through every fog ( Read more... )

The tears dropped like bombs on my pillow today ( Read more... )

Yes, Lindy is ok, actually the days have been quite nice ( Read more... )

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I am tired of being the angel, the mute, shhh...quietly giving of myself...FUCK the caring heart

But i chose this path and i will finish it...shhhh...nod and smile

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I sit in my room and i cry...i look forward to being alone...because alone, there is no one to disappoint

me...

ps this is such bullshit