Sex, Lies, Saudade (R), ficlet

[aguardente]

Title: Sex, Lies, Saudade
Pairings: Paulo Ferreira/John Terry, Paulo Ferreira/Ricardo Carvalho
Rating: light R
Warning: Angst
Disclaimer: 100% fiction
Summary: Paulo’s love life is a race which he might not win.
A/N: For inesdelsol who wanted wine yesterday. There’s no wine in this one, just coffee and bitterness, but hope you’ll enjoy it, dear.

Comments

[aguardente]

Dammit, girl, you made me sigh with relief :) Angst usually makes me go kill myself, but here it's rather this kind of melancholic confusion.
Er, yes, or something like that.

Anyway, Riccy is RAWRGIVEUSTHISSMILEAGAIN, isn't he? *sighs* I'm so not supposed to be online, but we just started to talk about alcohol yesterday, and I couldn't stop myself :)

Thank you for amazing feedback, miss <3

xxx

[aguardente]

He is! He's so underestimated in slash. What a pity.
NO! Where can I find this awesomness? *glomps you* Is he pretty baby there? Argh, now you made it all even more interesting :) <333

xxx

(pity you didn't participate in Comment Porn, we'd spam it with Riccy ;))

[sophiamoon]

Angst and melancholy. And them. What a combination. On a saturday evening.
You spoil your readers, woman.

[aguardente]

Thank you much. So so much. I don't feel like I like what I write at the moment. That's why appreciate your comment :)

[sophiamoon]

That's when you show your craft. That's, I would almost (almost, mind you) say, real writing.

[aguardente]

Nah, it's far from what I want to write, mainly because I can't focuse these days. Still have a few prompts to do, one with a very unexpected pairing (looking forward to doing it, actually) ;)

[reima]

Fucking hell.
I haven't read fiction this good in weeks.
I only read this because it was you and it was Paulo, but now I'm damn happy I did.

[aguardente]

I seriously didn't expect it to leave such impression on anyone, so thank you mucho, girl, glad it was worth reading!

x

[acrayonsmile]

Poor Paulo, I wouldn't mind being in his position though. John and Riccy, it's a good place to be stuck between. I like the way you write angst.

[aguardente]

I think it'd be epic, to be honest.
Riccy being attentive and John rough and uninhibited.

[aguardente]

Me too! I'd bear the sorrow stoically, I promise *prays to gods*

I wanted it to be rather mild; thanks a bunch girl <3

[inesdelsol]

OMFG!!!!!! and this is for me...!!! <3
Lady, you did my day! I wasn't on line since Saturday morning I guess, and this... god... big Thank You!!! And that pairing... jesus, you made Aggie's day as well, she loves, as you see above, Riccy, in that uncontrollable way I can't understand but I love how she expresses it. [love should be impossible to understand, n'est pas?]. So - the fic is so intense and hot and sad that I can't focus now on anything. Probably I'm gonna read it again and again.
As for wine... I had it yesterday. Particularly - 2 bottles of wonderful white, semi-sweet wine. I'm alive today but it's only, I suppose, a habit. Not a real need [cause I want to die actually...] but what a night it was! *winks*

Thanks again for that superb gift :)

[aguardente]

I'm so so glad to hear that you enjoyed, was fearing for angst, but obviously you don't mind :D *squishes you* THANK YOU and feel free to inspire me any time you want :D

[inesdelsol]

saying "feel free to inspire me" it's a very very dangerous thing... as I see we are soul-mates ;- )So... I need something coming from The Church Of Holy Joey. Some very kinky fic on Joe Cole. I miss him fuckin much. Make him hard. In both ways - mentally and physically. I want to see him as a very kinky bitch. Deal?

[aguardente]

Ouch! Never did anything to Joe (ho ho ho), but I guess I kind of have to now... ;) Listen, we totally need to meet some day and perv over the beautiful men and have a coffee with chocolate cake and then wine together!