I don't really know her very well. I've spoken to her about four times in total. She might be set in her ways. I wouldn't know. I just know he moved in with her when they found out she was knocked up, and that was only a few weeks ago.
Yeah, when I talk to her, I'm not sure she really wants my advice so much. I'm hardly a pin up for pregnancy and motherhood. She's probably got loads of other friends who've had kids to help her. James doesn't come out to play very often, Iz. Hardly ever.
I dunno, Iz. I don't know her. Last time we spoke, I just did all this talking at her and she hardly said anything in return. I felt a bit stupid. She probably just thinks I'm a nutjob. Which I am. I screamed her out in Starbucks.
I think she's just feeling on the outs because she's new to you and Marc... She's probably feeling like an intruder given you know James. I think she's just trying to get used to it all... It was the same with me when I first met you after becoming his partner. Then we somehow got onto the topic of vanilla versus chocolate and the rest is history.
Yes. It's been a strange week... There was temptation and yelling and crying, and now I've gone and fucked it all over again.
What the fuck? Seriously, I like her and all, but that's just fucked up. You make it sound like we aren't allowed to meet new people without them being as important in our lives as the old people. My head is too screwed for that and I'm too tired. It's not a pissing contest. Last I looked, James is AWOL. She knows this fucking Marcus Fraser better than I ever will. I hardly see him.
Hey, I'm just guessing. As if I'd know what she's thinking. I haven't met her yet. Cameron fucked her, though. And that's the other thing, he doesn't want to BE Marcus Fraser. She's dealing with a guy who doesn't know if he's coming or going, so maybe she's scared to talk to someone. Plus she had to sign some piece of paper.
We all had to sign a piece of paper. I'm not saying she doesn't have it bad. She does. But so does the rest of us. She didn't have to go to his funeral and watch his parents sob their hearts out for him or go through a thirty six hour labour alone, and neither did you. It's fucked up for all of us for different reasons. I tried to help her, but I just didn't get much of a sense I really helped her at all. And it stopped being about what he wanted when he got on that plane to Australia.
Oh fuck. I bet that went down like a shit milkshake.
Maybe we should bring her shopping? Make a day of it with lunch and stuff.
He's broken, Ali. He's also sick of everyone looking at him like he's messing things up just by breathing. And he's proud of being in the SS, but hating the way his personal life has gone to shit. And he's planning on putting himself in a coma.
And what if she just doesn't say anything again? I'll start to get a complex, on top of the other hundred I already have.
I'm guilty of that. I looked at him like that for about three weeks before the anger started to dilute. I really did want to hurt him, which I kind of did. I thumped him and knocked him out. His personal life is- WHAT? No. No, I'll put him in a fucking coma if he does that and it won't have anything to do with the diabetes.
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You broke him because he was James with you?
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Yes. It's been a strange week... There was temptation and yelling and crying, and now I've gone and fucked it all over again.
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What did you do?
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Talked to Pierce.
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Oh fuck. I bet that went down like a shit milkshake.
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Pretty much.
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So, what happens now? How is? I haven't seen him since he left that night after babysitting Sunshine.
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He's broken, Ali. He's also sick of everyone looking at him like he's messing things up just by breathing. And he's proud of being in the SS, but hating the way his personal life has gone to shit. And he's planning on putting himself in a coma.
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I'm guilty of that. I looked at him like that for about three weeks before the anger started to dilute. I really did want to hurt him, which I kind of did. I thumped him and knocked him out. His personal life is- WHAT? No. No, I'll put him in a fucking coma if he does that and it won't have anything to do with the diabetes.
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He thinks it's the only way out without losing his standing with the SS. They'll have to let him change his work a bit if he's physically not coping.
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