Chances are if you haven't seen it already you're not going to see it at all, so here are a few pics of the new place. Three bedroom/two bath in Seminole.

Front yard...

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I had a dream last week that it was fall again and I was in New York. I remember looking out of my bedroom window at the perfect clear sky over the hill in my parent's back yard and being filled with something I can only describe as relief ( Read more... )

...what sucks is that those few hours made me realize that this was the feeling that i had been chasing for two years, flooding my body with chemicals trying to emulate that emotion. it makes me sad to think that i would trade away all of my friends and all these experiences for some girl, but i would.

Well, exactly one month after initially planned, I am moving out. I probably won't be online for a few days until everything gets settled.

More on this later.

So last night me, Richie, Donley, Geneva and Joylynn went down to the Orpheum to get drunk. We get there, I drink 7 long islands because I'd forgotten what drinking was like, and before I know it I can barely walk. I think to myself that some fresh air might perhaps do me some good, so outside I go; I cross the street to sit on a bench and stare at ( Read more... )

Life is over.

In recent memory, I cannot recall a month that has been as spectacularly terrible as this one has been. On the verge of moving out, I wreck my car and almost get arrested, lose my license, get my credit card number stolen and used, and have another memorable bout of ego dissolution. I have to come up with $730 by the 1st to move out, $500 by ( Read more... )

We have decided that it is going to be a great summer.


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Contrary to what half of me wants to believe, the past really should be left where it belongs. It has honestly never provided me with much more than some attractive false hope. No matter how much I want to bring it to comfort me here in the present, it always ends up being unfamiliar or distorted in some way. I don't even know what it feels like ( Read more... )

twenty-one!