God I pray you find me worthy...of the right to sleep beside you.

[affleck]

I have a yellow post-it note stuck to my monitor with the points I need to touch on in this update scribbled on it. If I hadn't done that, I would probably forget something. Fucking sad, isn't it? Only thirty and already losing my memory.

Politics - All we can do at this point is hope that the conflict is resolved quickly and with as few deaths as

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[billy_zane]

So my next question will be --do you feel better?

I think that was all very well said and it truly reflected you, not coming across as crass in any way.

[christina_a]

you both stole my question, i hope you realize.

[billy_zane]

I answered for you in my post. You were the person who asked me. Nothing stolen.

[affleck]

I do. I think I really just needed to get everything out there, once and for all.

Yeah, I can almost be fucking eloquent sometimes.

[sandra__bullock]

I'm flattered that I'm one of your favorite people. You're one of my favorites, too. *smiles* And by the way, there is NO way that I'm letting us lose touch again. Today's lunch made me realize how much I've missed you, Ben.

[affleck]

And by the way, there is NO way that I'm letting us lose touch again.

Good.

[h_grant]

I was a touch surprised to see that Sandy is apparently back in America. I had tea with her last night. I suppose I need to keep up with people's schedules better.

I really wish I could make a better comment than that, yet I have no idea how to even begin to respond to the other items, perhaps in time. Although, I bloody well can't keep away from my fags when I am sick, so I can relate to that.

[sandra__bullock]

[I was going to ask you if it was okay if we say that they had tea in the afternoon, and then she flew the red eye home last night so she could be home to have a late lunch with Ben. Sorry for the mis-communication]

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[h_grant]

[It is fine by me.]

[sandra__bullock]

[Alright, thanks. :)]

[k_richardson]

Yes, enjoy it. It may get really hard to handle when you least expect it.

[johnrzeznik]

Hmm.

[k_richardson]

Was that a good hmm, a bad hmm, an "I just wanted to comment to you" hmm, or something else?

[affleck]

I'm prepared for that, I think. It's just not what I want to concentrate on right now. I don't know.

[norah_j]

Ben, I know this is a frivolous comment, but hell in a world full of war and worry, I figured why not. That icon is adorable. That's all. Just saw it and had to tell ya.

[affleck]

Nothing wrong with a frivolous comment, babe. Thanks.