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[aditou]

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[midnightdiddle]

To be honest, I don't know if I ever really lived before I hit twenty. I didn't do much, and I didn't have any amazing friends. And still now, sometimes I wonder what I've done with my life, and I'm scared the answer is nothing. But, well, I must've done something. And I tell myself I will do something.

So-- Give yourself time. The first twenty years of your life are a warm-up, and you still have eighty years to go. You'll have more experiences when you get older. And I've heard from a lot of people that you really start to live when you hit thirty-ish. Maybe it's true, I dunno. But you'll make it. ♥

[aditou]

Thanks, Kiki. You're right of course. Hearing from you always makes me feel better.

[midnightdiddle]

I think one of the best things, though, is what you already do-- talk about it. To talk about what you feel, like why you're scared, and stuff-- I think that is fantastic. And I'm afraid that sometimes I seem overbearing, or like I'm always trying to tell you what to do. And I really don't. I just want you to feel better, and I don't know any answers, but I know that you're not alone. Your family and friends are rooting for you. And I know I say this all the time, but the offer will always, always stand. If you ever need, or just want, someone to talk to, just tell me, and I'll be happy to listen.

I hope your semester is going well. I was glad, when I read your birthday article, that your birthday went well with your sister. :) Are you doing anything fun for Halloween?

[ikumi_mimura]

I wish I could say anything different, but I think giving yourself time *is* the best thing right now. I still have that issue just from the prospect of moving back to the same podunk little rural town once I graduate...

But you'll be fine. Everyone figures it out eventually.