I just realized I haven't made a lengthy entry into this thing since...well, yonks ago. This is a Bad Thing. Even if no one reads it, a journal is an important memory tool. I need to update it either way
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There's a lot out there, hun. I have the same issue with what people mean to me in general but it's become a rectifiable thing. You just...know, when someone cares that much about you.
And having grown up with a best friend who was a good as a sibling I can sort of identify with the twin thing...and there isn't so much that there's better out there, but it's all different, and you learn eventually to embrace it actively, not just as an observer. Not writing as much can also just mean you're doing more, in general.
I know. I mean, looking back, I realize that I'm young and I have a lot of time to live and make those connections. It's just a bit frustrating at times, because I'm trying, but I still feel alone...you know?
In any case, I'm doing fine. I've been visiting colleges in my state: Georgia College and State University [dumb name, huh?], the University of Georgia, etc. My ACT and SAT scores are good enough now to where I could get into them, and with the economy the way it is, I'm probably going to be stuck in-state; the Hope scholarship Georgia offers will be really helpful to my parents, who are basically paying my way. Ideally, I'd like to go to the University of New Mexico, but I really, really don't see it happening.
I can't help but feel will never mean as much to anyone as they mean to me.
I'm not being condescending when I say this, but you're only still young. You've yet to finish high school and go to college, yeah? Take it from me; when I dropped out of school, I met way, way more people than I did in school. And now, going back to school, my life's a little sheltered again. College is different, too, so don't feel too much like their won't be anyone that doesn't return your sentiments. There'll be people who love you more than you love them all your life, and the same'll happen to you. Then there's the ones who you click with and you know it.
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And having grown up with a best friend who was a good as a sibling I can sort of identify with the twin thing...and there isn't so much that there's better out there, but it's all different, and you learn eventually to embrace it actively, not just as an observer. Not writing as much can also just mean you're doing more, in general.
Which colleges have you been visiting?
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In any case, I'm doing fine. I've been visiting colleges in my state: Georgia College and State University [dumb name, huh?], the University of Georgia, etc. My ACT and SAT scores are good enough now to where I could get into them, and with the economy the way it is, I'm probably going to be stuck in-state; the Hope scholarship Georgia offers will be really helpful to my parents, who are basically paying my way. Ideally, I'd like to go to the University of New Mexico, but I really, really don't see it happening.
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I'm not being condescending when I say this, but you're only still young. You've yet to finish high school and go to college, yeah? Take it from me; when I dropped out of school, I met way, way more people than I did in school. And now, going back to school, my life's a little sheltered again. College is different, too, so don't feel too much like their won't be anyone that doesn't return your sentiments. There'll be people who love you more than you love them all your life, and the same'll happen to you. Then there's the ones who you click with and you know it.
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