it's time for some honesty

[adecor]

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[doublekill]

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hm.

[doublekill]

I don't know what to tell you, because I disagree with what you're saying but I don't know if there is anything I can tell you to change your mind about it or if you're set in your thoughts.

I can honestly tell you I never would, have, or will change myself because I want to be someone else. I'd say I'm sorry you feel that way but I can't really see a reason for me to apologize because as far as I'm concerned, I am me and I always have been and I'm as happy as I always have been.

Chances are, unless we had a bad falling out, I still want to be friends with you. If you're not interested in being friends with who I am now, then I am honestly really sorry because I don't like losing friends, but it's not like I'm gonna change who I am.

Uh, and I still consider myself unique LMFAO.

[doublekill]

I don't want you to change back for me or for anybody. I just want you to feel genuine and content. I'd elaborate further because I think maybe you'd understand what I am saying better but it would give myself away and I don't want to do that because I don't want you to think poorly of me. I've just felt this way about you for a very long time. It's taken me over a year to muster up enough courage to say this to you, even under anonymity, because I actually care about you. But I just miss being able to relate to you. We no longer have anything in common. I feel like you've left me behind. Most of all, I feel like you left me behind to fit in with other people.
But I'm not asking you to change. I just wanted to let you know that I miss the old you. It's been on my mind for awhile and I needed to get it off my chest. I'm sorry.

[doublekill]

That's fair. I do feel genuine and content, and actually really touched that you care about me enough to really feel concerned about this.

You know, I've actually been feeling kinda guilty for the past few months or so because I'm remembering a few people that I used to be really good friends with but lost along the way because of my carelessness. Idk chances are you might be one of them and I owe you one hell of an apology.

I respect your comment and stuff and thanks for sharing. I wish you would IM me eventually or something and we can talk :(

[doublekill]

I don't want you to feel guilty. I really just want you to be happy. I guess I was under the impression that you've changed so much to please other people, but maybe they just rubbed off on you and in the process we just had a falling out idk

[doublekill]

is this jeni because if it is bb you're the number one i've been feeling guilty about and i miss talking to you like burning.

also yeah the whole

typing and speaking thing rubbed off on me we all comment on that often it's weird because i used to make fun of chatspeak and everything but it grows on you and it's kind of endearing after awhile.

and then all these inside jokes and soon whenever you open your mouth it's just Hideous lfmao......

[doublekill]

and if this isn't jeni this is josh.

[doublekill]

It's neither. You probably don't even remember me lmfao. :I
That's kind of the main reason I was hesitant for so long. I figured it wouldn't really matter.

[doublekill]

*grabby hands at* It does matter to me.

[doublekill]

is this misti because if it's not man i'm out of ideas.

and i'm sorry if it's not i probably do remember you but i only remove people from my flist if we never talk anymore...

[candlejack]

sometimes i scream your name during sex

[doublekill]

good.

[candlejack]

most of the time i say mine though

[radiocandy]

derp

you're super nice and super funny and even though we don't agree on stuff sometimes i still consider you one of my really really good friends.

[doublekill]

i consider you one of my really good friends too *picks up* lmao and yeah on that not agreeing thing

when we had our first big disagreement i got really freaked out and upset because i was like SAKI AND I DON'T GET UPSET AT EACH OTHER WHAT IS THIS :'( but I realized that through the small disagreements we've had I feel like I know you better because of it and it makes me love you even more!!!!!!! /gay

and you always can make me smile derp

[radiocandy]

LMFAO YEAH :( i was so sad after we fought it was just ffjklskl;
i felt awful.

yeah now for some reason i feel like i know you better LMFAO it's funny how fighting can bring you closer to people somehow. like you learn what upsets them/pushes their buttons and in the future you just learn to tread lightly around areas like that.

eee you always make me smile too bb c: even if it's just in an im to say "hi" ♥