A Moment Out of Moments - GDA 12/9/10
Title: A Moment Out of Moments - Golden Disk Awards 12/09/10 Inspired in part by pics like this here and like the one in my icon
Pairing: Heechul/Kyuhyun
Length: 463
Genre: Angst/Drama/Romance
Rating: PG13
Summary:KyuHyun and HeeChul get ready for the Golden Disk Awards
Author's Note: This is what you might call futurefic in the Moments Universe. It just wouldn't get out of my head til I wrote it down.
They've been quietly dressing together. KyuHyun hands HeeChul his socks and HeeChul helps KyuHyun with his tie because KyuHyun's hands are shaking too badly to do it right.
"I want this so much," KyuHyun says into the quiet that's formed between them, reaching up to take HeeChul's hands in his own. "Not for me, for you. I'm so..."
"Stop," HeeChul replies, squeezing KyuHyun's hands tightly. "Just stop. Whatever happens, it happens."
KyuHyun sways into his lover's body and though HeeChul is the slighter, he holds firmly, reaching to wrap one arm around KyuHyun's trembling form. A stab of obscure pain arrows into HeeChul's heart and he holds onto KyuHyun even tighter, gently rocking him back and forth in his arms.
"I love you," KyuHyun says quietly, trying to gather his usual poise and finding it a difficult task.
"Kyu-baby," HeeChul answers softly, leaning close so their freshly shaven cheeks brush together. "I love you too. Nothing can change that. Not tonight. Not...not service. Nothing."
HeeChul pulls back and looks into KyuHyun's eyes and sees the tears that the other has been fighting, glistening on the heavy dark lashes. Again HeeChul feels that arrowing pain and realizes, not for the first time, that he is still the stronger in some ways. KyuHyun for all his arrogance and beautiful perfectionism is as fragile as glass when it comes to Heenim himself. Dear Gods, let nothing happen to me, he thinks without a scrap of his own usual arrogance.
"Heenim," KyuHyun murmurs and tries to smile. "I'm sorry I'm so weak like this," he says and drops his gaze.
Now, HeeChul feels his own tears start to rise and he sighs, running his thumb across KyuHyun's lips. "You aren't weak. You just feel things...feel me and I wouldn't have you any other way."
Moving aside, HeeChul fetches two pairs of sunglasses from his extensive collection and a handkerchief. "Look up," he orders with a half smile.
KyuHyun is powerless against HeeChul's slightest wish, it seems, and now is no different. He raises his head and tries to smile back into those beloved luminous eyes.
"Go for the Bad Ass look," Heenim tells him and pats lightly around KyuHyun's eyes before sliding on a pair of the sunglasses onto KyuHyun's face, stepping back to admire the look.
"Heenim," KyuHyun starts again and finds himself without words. He watches his lover cover his own eyes with sunglasses and tuck the handkerchief into a pocket. "We have to stay away from each other tonight," he says finally.
"Just until we're alone," Heenim agrees and takes his hand, pulling him out into the main room where they are meeting the rest of their bandmates for the journey to the venue.
Pairing: Heechul/Kyuhyun
Length: 463
Genre: Angst/Drama/Romance
Rating: PG13
Summary:KyuHyun and HeeChul get ready for the Golden Disk Awards
Author's Note: This is what you might call futurefic in the Moments Universe. It just wouldn't get out of my head til I wrote it down.
They've been quietly dressing together. KyuHyun hands HeeChul his socks and HeeChul helps KyuHyun with his tie because KyuHyun's hands are shaking too badly to do it right.
"I want this so much," KyuHyun says into the quiet that's formed between them, reaching up to take HeeChul's hands in his own. "Not for me, for you. I'm so..."
"Stop," HeeChul replies, squeezing KyuHyun's hands tightly. "Just stop. Whatever happens, it happens."
KyuHyun sways into his lover's body and though HeeChul is the slighter, he holds firmly, reaching to wrap one arm around KyuHyun's trembling form. A stab of obscure pain arrows into HeeChul's heart and he holds onto KyuHyun even tighter, gently rocking him back and forth in his arms.
"I love you," KyuHyun says quietly, trying to gather his usual poise and finding it a difficult task.
"Kyu-baby," HeeChul answers softly, leaning close so their freshly shaven cheeks brush together. "I love you too. Nothing can change that. Not tonight. Not...not service. Nothing."
HeeChul pulls back and looks into KyuHyun's eyes and sees the tears that the other has been fighting, glistening on the heavy dark lashes. Again HeeChul feels that arrowing pain and realizes, not for the first time, that he is still the stronger in some ways. KyuHyun for all his arrogance and beautiful perfectionism is as fragile as glass when it comes to Heenim himself. Dear Gods, let nothing happen to me, he thinks without a scrap of his own usual arrogance.
"Heenim," KyuHyun murmurs and tries to smile. "I'm sorry I'm so weak like this," he says and drops his gaze.
Now, HeeChul feels his own tears start to rise and he sighs, running his thumb across KyuHyun's lips. "You aren't weak. You just feel things...feel me and I wouldn't have you any other way."
Moving aside, HeeChul fetches two pairs of sunglasses from his extensive collection and a handkerchief. "Look up," he orders with a half smile.
KyuHyun is powerless against HeeChul's slightest wish, it seems, and now is no different. He raises his head and tries to smile back into those beloved luminous eyes.
"Go for the Bad Ass look," Heenim tells him and pats lightly around KyuHyun's eyes before sliding on a pair of the sunglasses onto KyuHyun's face, stepping back to admire the look.
"Heenim," KyuHyun starts again and finds himself without words. He watches his lover cover his own eyes with sunglasses and tuck the handkerchief into a pocket. "We have to stay away from each other tonight," he says finally.
"Just until we're alone," Heenim agrees and takes his hand, pulling him out into the main room where they are meeting the rest of their bandmates for the journey to the venue.