Depressed and Oh Yeah New Master Listy goodness

May 21, 2012 09:31

I am depressed. I am fighting it hard. Like so hard, trying to keep my mind occupied with books and writing and crafts and movies and I don't even know, going for walks, playing with my dog. But I'm depressed. :/ Depression for me is like... sinking into quick sand. I'm taking my pills, I'm doing what I'm supposed to do but there I go sinking ( Read more... )

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seungjiyeon May 21 2012, 13:40:34 UTC
Even if i don't know u, I hope you'll get better, because depression is really not funny. I've seen people taking pills because of depression, I hope your depression is not too acute!

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imvus May 21 2012, 13:58:13 UTC
I hope you feel better soon. I had a dream last week that you moved in next door to me..and I was helping you get your internet up and you had a house warming party and the first friend that came over was a girl name pam or peg and I had a last name but forgot it. Then 2 older couples came in fussing at each other and sat down on one of the many couches ( the apartment changed where it was long and there were tons of couches and our apartments had a connecting door like at the hotels with adjoining rooms) then more people came and some went into my apartment so I went in there to shoo them out (a bunch of teenagers) and then I started to get mad because they weren't listening to me and I got to one couch (which now my apartment also had a ton of couches) where their 4 guys sitting on it and they had to be in their early twenties and asian ( you had every nationality there by the way..good job) three were sitting together on one end while one was sitting by himself ( and I could tell he was tall like over six feet)the other were cute ( ... )

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min7girl May 21 2012, 14:18:17 UTC
HUGS!!!!!! damn it woman!!! HUGS!!!!!!

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theblobmaster May 21 2012, 15:22:28 UTC
Hey

Been some time..
About the depressed thing, have you heard about something called Access? I don't know where you live, but it's almost any place in the world. They really really helped me when I was depressed, and also with unlocking anything that held myself back. You can get something called a bars treatment and they work..

Of course every person fights depression in their way, but if you wannt to try something else (since it seems you want to rid of it).

No matter what I hope you get better, there's nothing worse than being stuck in a depression :/

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jinkibumiminho May 22 2012, 00:07:01 UTC
Oh, sweet unnie, I feel for you. I think we late-forties gals have crazy peri-menopause crap going on, perhaps. I've been dancing on the edge of the abyss, too, but I think our Seattle style daylight hours are helping. I decided to triage some outgrown little girls' clothes yesterday and thought I would need to curl up in a ball and cry over missing the days of my little Shirley Temple in seersucker dresses.

I got maybe an hour of sleep last night...I think my subconscious was beating me up over skipping smtown.

But today...there are Jinki abs. I want to squeal and perv out but am in a very public cafe and too wimpy to watch my porn in plain view.

I hope the gorgeousness of the tummy will be of some small cheer to you. Just hang on and keep on keeping on, because you know eventually there will some light at the end of the tunnel!{huggles}

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