Why? What was I to you? Was it fun while it lasted?

[addaboytiger]

All I wanted was to like you and be liked in return. I wanted to make you happy. Nothing else was more important to me then to make you smile. Now I can confidently say I did not deserve that. Why Couldn't you wait ONE day? All you had to do was call me up and say it's over. Thats all I needed, one EFFFFING DAY

Comments

[anonymous]

It hurts when you finally realize that you weren't anything special, huh?

[anonymous]

hi prewitt (wow, that was a while ago). i'm reading your journal. i feel like we havent talked much lately and i dont know about all this drama and whats going on but i just wanted to remind you that your my ho and im here for ya.

-cousbev :-D

mike

[playafosho985]

i know its a bad time, i know it is................but i just wanna bring to your attention that she did tell u numerous times that she didnt want a bf and that she didnt know what she wanted.......... so in fact there is no reason y she would have to tell you........ You guys were not dating she was not ur gf and she did tell u she still had feelings for chris and didnt know what was going on. So i mean i know how u feel but just think about the end quote u wrote "I’m sorry I can’t be that for you." SHE TOLD U THAT MIKE THAT SHOULD HAVE BEED A SIGN RIGHT THERE MAN. And i dont care what anyone thinks about me defending her or whatever u wanna call this.........she is my bestfriend im tryin to make u see a different side to this so call me brainwashed like len i dont care i really dont..........

Re: mike

[addaboytiger]

I took that quote a different way then think. Right before she wrote that she talked of being inadequate to me. I, of course, told her that was nonsense. but thats how I took that quote in her LJ. Hey maybe I was wrong, but I had no reason to really think that she was saying we couldn't be together. I came to her numerous times with fears of her not being into our relationship, but she always seemed to calm those fears by kissing me and telling me she really cared for me. Call me crazy but I guess I fell for that. Now that I think about it what I wanted was to good to be true. And I'm getting used to this feeling.

[anonymous]

Chris, if she was so damn confused about her fucking feelings, then she shouldn't be making out with people ( i.e. Michael) or having sex with people ( i.e. chris and me)...Your problem is she's always perfect in your eyes. SHe never does anything wrong. You're so busy trying to find ways to make her the victim, that you ARE totally blind to everything else. Sorry to say, bro. Your friendship used to mean something to me, but truthfully it doesn't mean jack shit to me, because no matter what, you'll always have her back over mine. And that's just not worth it to me...

hey len

[playafosho985]

the true problem is that ur still so obsessed with jessica that its crazy...............i really never gave a shit if u were my friend or not i really didnt.................and i will always have her back over anyone else she is my bestfriend............and i dont think she is innocent in everything, i know shes not innocent in everything.........i dont think what she did was right and not once did i say what she did is ok...........so before u start coming out talking, saying aww shes only perfect in your eyes get your shit together because i know the story its obvious u dont. thats the thing len u know only what u want to know.........overall u care only about urself...............and too mike u tryed ur best man everything doesnt work out but least u gave ur whole heart into it........you will learn from this and benefit from it.........

lata CREE

Re: hey len

[anonymous]

wow it is sad to see friendships torn apart like this

p.s.

[playafosho985]

mike i dont mean to sound like an asshole but im kinda glad u and jessica are over i was really gettin tired of all the drama between me and you........so now things can go back to the chill way they were......................