OK so last night was probably one of the most fun nights I have had in a long time. While I was in FT Hills house sitting I got a random IM. And last night he asked me out for a beer. So I went along w/ it. He picked me up and we headed for the George and Dragon. But couldn't find it. So, we went to the Dubliner. SCORE!!! (side note the ( Read more... )

Ok so this will prolly be the best weekend I have had in a long time. I am house sitting in Fountain Hills for the weekend. Man I love this place. I am hoping to get to spend some good time alone. :) and see some friends. In a little while Gordon is supposed to come over but who knows there hes usually a flake when it comes to things like this ( Read more... )

No matter how I try to live mylife. I come out the bitch. I try to be there for ppl when its needed, care/love the ppl close to me. How every few there are. Maybe its my deal for not letting more people in. But I don't want anyone to see me when I am in this state ( Read more... )

Today was such a great day. I spent the day w/ a buddy. We drove all over the state. We went to Globe then onto Show Low then Payson and back home. In between Globe and Show Low we stopped at this great look off point and had a nice little lunch. Then when we got to Show Low we played in the snow for a bit. :) its been a long time since I have ( Read more... )

Hey all its Fat Tuesday. I hope everyone is safe and has a great time out there. I am very drunk and just having a great time. Have a spiffy night all. :)

I think I lost my job, part of me is really happy about that. However, I really need a job. I don't know what the fuck I am gonna do. I will figure it out. Anyone know whos hiring? I will take just about anything right now ( Read more... )

alright so heres the day ( Read more... )

For the first time in a long time I was 'scared' today. I got really angry and almost lashed out. I don't really know why I got so angry but it happened none the less. Maybe its cuz I haven't been able to really vent about the bs in my life in too long. I don't know but more to the point here. I almost tried to hurt someone. I am glad I was ( Read more... )

Well ok so I have no clue why I have been sleeping so much. It seems like I cant stay up passed 730-8 most nights. and then I sleep until I have to get out of bed. I don't think I am sick maybe I am just stressed way out and this is my body's way of telling me to slow down some. Hrmm I guess I will just have to wait and see ( Read more... )

Well I just really messed up. I hate making people feel bad and yet again I caused someone pain. It wasn't done on purpose but I still feel like shit. I just hope it all works out in the end...