well. i'm here. i was suppose to goto my moms work with her today, until saturday. but i thought about me not being able to talk to vinnie all night, while i was there anymore. and then i just got really depressed, and just told her i really didn't want to go. i am haveing a horribly hard time dealing with everyday now a days. i just can't handle ( Read more... )

hm. it's raining again tonight. i love it. but it feels like beginning of spring sort of, and i hate that. anyway.. i didn't do much today, at all. i mostly slept. there isn't anything to do around here. i have been out of cigarettes since last night, i am dying. it's killing me. gr·fucking·owl. and people such, horribly. i hate people more and ( Read more... )

I once felt strong
It wouldn't last for long
I wrap my hands around my neck
Kill myself again
Cut my arm with the biggest knife that I can stand.

♥
such an awesome song. ;]

My cat is eating BBQ potato chips. o.O

It's raining. The rain always makes me happy, but right now it isn't. Deep down inside it is. Heh. So, my scarification is looking very good. I am thinking about getting another star, on the other leg ( Read more... )

Yet another new journal. The background isn't uploading well anywhere, so I haven't gotten an URL for it, therefore it isn't on my journal yet. Heh ( Read more... )