I went way overboard last night, by letting stuff get to me and drank far to much and looked like a total ass, and can't remember big sections of thursday night. I don't want to do that every again. I broke the news to my parents today, and i had to bite my lip to keep control on the phone. I don't ever want to dissapoint them, but i have over and ( Read more... )

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I realize how i screwed up now, and i understand i have to learn from it, I found myself at the upfront with daniele and her friends for her cousin sarahs birthday. And i had a great time because danielle included me and introduced people to me, and the music was great to me. I wish i could have danced but i kept imagining how great it would be to ( Read more... )

1.Three weeks ago I dropped all my classes for the fall semester at northern. Why: I became a lazy dumbass who was well on his way to amounting to nothing ( Read more... )

The last two nights have been much better for me, friday night i recieved a call from my cousin inviting me out for drinks after they saw cosby, i had drank alot by then and had already said a really stupid thing to court which i regret. But i got my neighbor kelley to drive me to the landmark and had a great time with my aunt, her man dan, my ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving is coming and i can't wait to see my family, I miss them so much, here is some pictures from last christmas, i would put pictures of the most amazing time i had at my grandparents anniversary but it would make me awfully sad.

Me and dad at christmas

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Why does someboday make who said they once loved you make it so hard. I understand she is happy now and I have to live with that, ok i understand, but why purposefully make it that much harder on me? Journal entries about sex that you know i'm gonna read, do you know how much that kills me? And then telling me you are glad that it does? I would ( Read more... )

Earl told me this the other day ( Read more... )

Had a great night the other day, decided to go shopping and have chelsea pick me out some stylish clothes, i wanted all camo but she just dosen't seem into the military fatigues, after that got some beer and watched monday night football over at one of joshes friends, one guy evenbought us all pizza. After that stopped over at mikes got in to ( Read more... )

Today was a lot better, If i keep myself busy then the less it bothers me. I'm ready to be that single swining bachelor i once was, just need to shake the rust off. Also i really need to go shopping for some clothing, anyone care to help me out? I was able to return the ring after explaining the situation and i had previously bought a promise ring ( Read more... )