I just turned in my EE rough draft.
I'm basically scared out of my mind, because I know it's a total piece of shit and Mr. Campbell is going to tear it apart.

On the other hand, Shane's hair is going to be red again, and I'm pretty happy about that.

I just went and helped Rachelle move into her dorm for fall ( Read more... )

I'm tired of boys pinning their problems on me ( Read more... )

&I think I'm the only 12th grader that's not excited about starting their senior year.
Actually, I'm completely terrified.
Because all of my friends were in '06,
and '07 hates me.

This year is going to be fucking miserable.

I hate boys.
All of them.
I have never had a guy friend that hasn't screwed me over, abandoned me, or turned into a complete dick.
I used to hold out hope,
but screw it.

Nothing is more final than using the past tense.

Probably one of the worst I've had in a while.
I didn't do anything except argue with my sister,
and realize that summer is already half way over.

I want my friends to stop leaving.
I want July to be about twice as long.
I want my senior pictures back.
I want everything to just pause.

I hope tomorrow's better.
I have a feeling it won't.

Tuesday
June 13th, 2006
12:36pm
something bad is going to happen
I can feel it coming.

This is not what I meant
I take it back
Make it go away
Make it not happen

I can feel it coming.

I'm leaving.

Don't worry, I'm coming back in 10 days.

But it's 10 days without a cellphone,
without any of my friends,
only hanging out with my family,
in Canada,
where it's supposed to be raining the entire time.

I really hope this miraculously turns into something fun
or else I might jump overboard.

love.