Sungmin/Kibum: 너 때문에 (Nottaemunhae: Because of you), Smut Spinoff
Title: 너 때문에 (Nottaemunhae: Because of you)
Spin-off: 왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파 (Why do I have to face the pain alone?)
Author: abstractpersona
Length: Long, one-shot
Pairing: Kibum/Sungmin; (implicit) Kibum/Donghae
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, Thriller, Angst, Smut
Summary: Escapism
Part 1:사랑하지 말걸 그랬어(I regret giving you all my love)
Part 2:정주지 말걸 그랬어(I regret getting attached to you)
Part 3: 붙잡지말걸 그랬어 (I regret holding you back)
Part 4/Spinnoff
왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
Kibum’s mind is in a daze from the alcohol.
And when a man, by the name of Lee Sungmin comes up to him, giving him the warmth that he needs to escape and to feel free and in control for a single moment in his life, he takes it, because he needs reprieve.
The first time they get at it, it is in a run down bathroom, and the walls are grimy with dirt, but Kibum does not care. His cock ached from neglect and desire, and when Sungmin ducks his head down, taking in Kibum’s full length and running his warm and wet tongue along the underside, tracing the thick vein, he can finally release himself into a hot sticky mess into the man’s welcoming throat.
He fists Sungmin’s hair and slides himself in and out of his throat, fucking his mouth over and over until he is dry. Sungmin knows how to pump Kibum’s cock, tease it enough that he remains hard too long. He lets Kibum taste himself through his mouth, his hot wet tongue wrapping around Kibum’s as he strokes Kibum’s cock in his own hand, denying his own as his pants form a wet patch at the groin.
Kibum swears that he will never do that again.
But he calls Sungmin up just hours after, and he does it again. And again.
Kibum feels completely in control with Sungmin. And that is why he likes it. Sungmin is adventurous and a change, from Donghae. He willingly lets Kibum stretch him open, so wide until he is past his knuckles and later, so tight around Kibum.
Kibum feels drained after each time with Sungmin, returning home, cock worn out and aching from friction.
He does not screw Donghae as often any more because he gets used to being on top. Gets used to seeing Sungmin suck languidly at his erection, his eyes pleading for Kibum to enter him.
Kibum usually complies, but when he is particularly frustrated, he takes it out on Sungmin. No prep, just mindless fucking. He grinds into Sungmin, pumping himself in and out until his cock is burning from the friction that is gradually lubricated by his own come.
He likes it when Sungmin is desperate and pleading, calling him and crying for Kibum. When Sungmin decides one day to take the wheel, Kibum loves it. But he can’t decide whether to be perturbed by the look in Sungmin’s eyes when he does it, or to be excited of the different side of Sungmin that he sees.
His mind remains foggy with the blood rush of libido as Sungmin presses Kibum into the bed sheets, face down, one hand stroking his hard cock and two fingers of the other pushed into Kibum. He withdraws the other two to Kibum’s aching whine, only to push in three.
“Sungmin please, I’m so stretched already just fuck me now, please-”
But he only grins, stroking Kibum more to dull the pain and prolong the desire. He wants to show Kibum that he too can be in control; that their sex is not an emotionless activity but it is for both of them.
He pulls out his fingers and tries for four this time, hitting the soft spongy bump that sends a shiver down Kibum’s spine.
Kibum screams Sungmin’s name, as though ordering him to fuck harder, himself pushing his hips for Sungmin to hit the same spot that keeps him sane and on fire.
“No Kibum, beg.”
The look in Sungmin’s eyes is menacing and cold. The hollow blackness sends shivers down Kibum’s spine-or it could be that Sungmin finds that spot again and drives himself into Kibum past his knuckles, causing Kibum to arch his back in desire and hurt.
Tears brim in Kibum’s eyes and his voice melts into a broken mess. “Pl-ease Sungmin, gawd I need you-please I’m so close.”
And Sungmin withdraws his fingers, leaving Kibum momentarily empty and gasping for air.
“SUNGMIN!”
And he fills Kibum, his come spilling across Sungmin as he enters, liquid pooling along the crease of his butt.
He probably finds Kibum’s spot again as Kibum shifts his hips, movements becoming increasingly regular and desperate against Sungmin’s cock, taking in Sungmin until he is completely filled.
“Fuck Kibum, I never knew you were so tight and perfect and hot. I could just fuck you senseless.”
His voice turns into an urgent moan and Sungmin pumps himself on Kibum, both hands situated on his hips, pushing himself up and down in synchronization with Kibum until they are both panting and exhausted.
And when Sungmin is done, he sidles into the bed next to Kibum wrapping his arms and legs around him, lips warm and wet on his chest and mumbles a quiet, “I love you Kim Kibum.”
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A/N: cause I promised smut><
Spin-off: 왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파 (Why do I have to face the pain alone?)
Author: abstractpersona
Length: Long, one-shot
Pairing: Kibum/Sungmin; (implicit) Kibum/Donghae
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, Thriller, Angst, Smut
Summary: Escapism
Part 1:사랑하지 말걸 그랬어(I regret giving you all my love)
Part 2:정주지 말걸 그랬어(I regret getting attached to you)
Part 3: 붙잡지말걸 그랬어 (I regret holding you back)
Part 4/Spinnoff
왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
Kibum’s mind is in a daze from the alcohol.
And when a man, by the name of Lee Sungmin comes up to him, giving him the warmth that he needs to escape and to feel free and in control for a single moment in his life, he takes it, because he needs reprieve.
The first time they get at it, it is in a run down bathroom, and the walls are grimy with dirt, but Kibum does not care. His cock ached from neglect and desire, and when Sungmin ducks his head down, taking in Kibum’s full length and running his warm and wet tongue along the underside, tracing the thick vein, he can finally release himself into a hot sticky mess into the man’s welcoming throat.
He fists Sungmin’s hair and slides himself in and out of his throat, fucking his mouth over and over until he is dry. Sungmin knows how to pump Kibum’s cock, tease it enough that he remains hard too long. He lets Kibum taste himself through his mouth, his hot wet tongue wrapping around Kibum’s as he strokes Kibum’s cock in his own hand, denying his own as his pants form a wet patch at the groin.
Kibum swears that he will never do that again.
But he calls Sungmin up just hours after, and he does it again. And again.
Kibum feels completely in control with Sungmin. And that is why he likes it. Sungmin is adventurous and a change, from Donghae. He willingly lets Kibum stretch him open, so wide until he is past his knuckles and later, so tight around Kibum.
Kibum feels drained after each time with Sungmin, returning home, cock worn out and aching from friction.
He does not screw Donghae as often any more because he gets used to being on top. Gets used to seeing Sungmin suck languidly at his erection, his eyes pleading for Kibum to enter him.
Kibum usually complies, but when he is particularly frustrated, he takes it out on Sungmin. No prep, just mindless fucking. He grinds into Sungmin, pumping himself in and out until his cock is burning from the friction that is gradually lubricated by his own come.
He likes it when Sungmin is desperate and pleading, calling him and crying for Kibum. When Sungmin decides one day to take the wheel, Kibum loves it. But he can’t decide whether to be perturbed by the look in Sungmin’s eyes when he does it, or to be excited of the different side of Sungmin that he sees.
His mind remains foggy with the blood rush of libido as Sungmin presses Kibum into the bed sheets, face down, one hand stroking his hard cock and two fingers of the other pushed into Kibum. He withdraws the other two to Kibum’s aching whine, only to push in three.
“Sungmin please, I’m so stretched already just fuck me now, please-”
But he only grins, stroking Kibum more to dull the pain and prolong the desire. He wants to show Kibum that he too can be in control; that their sex is not an emotionless activity but it is for both of them.
He pulls out his fingers and tries for four this time, hitting the soft spongy bump that sends a shiver down Kibum’s spine.
Kibum screams Sungmin’s name, as though ordering him to fuck harder, himself pushing his hips for Sungmin to hit the same spot that keeps him sane and on fire.
“No Kibum, beg.”
The look in Sungmin’s eyes is menacing and cold. The hollow blackness sends shivers down Kibum’s spine-or it could be that Sungmin finds that spot again and drives himself into Kibum past his knuckles, causing Kibum to arch his back in desire and hurt.
Tears brim in Kibum’s eyes and his voice melts into a broken mess. “Pl-ease Sungmin, gawd I need you-please I’m so close.”
And Sungmin withdraws his fingers, leaving Kibum momentarily empty and gasping for air.
“SUNGMIN!”
And he fills Kibum, his come spilling across Sungmin as he enters, liquid pooling along the crease of his butt.
He probably finds Kibum’s spot again as Kibum shifts his hips, movements becoming increasingly regular and desperate against Sungmin’s cock, taking in Sungmin until he is completely filled.
“Fuck Kibum, I never knew you were so tight and perfect and hot. I could just fuck you senseless.”
His voice turns into an urgent moan and Sungmin pumps himself on Kibum, both hands situated on his hips, pushing himself up and down in synchronization with Kibum until they are both panting and exhausted.
And when Sungmin is done, he sidles into the bed next to Kibum wrapping his arms and legs around him, lips warm and wet on his chest and mumbles a quiet, “I love you Kim Kibum.”
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A/N: cause I promised smut><