so i've been thinking about going back to the bar. sedar foods was a nice change, infact they have helped me realize something ( Read more... )

it was a good christmas. i recieved alot of really nice gifts. i felt loved by alot of people ( Read more... )

well, its that time of the year again. i swear i thought i was turning 26. nope, 24 today. yeaup. soooo exciting. no one is around to love me. where is all the love people. gimme loves. birthday hugs. kisses are welcome, but i prefer spankings.

even if i've seen only one episode, it gets an (x ( Read more... )

im going to japan.
in 200 Days.
its gonna be sick.

well, it looks like another boring night.
this weekend will probly suck as well.
no one is ever around.
friends are either working on weekends or they are chilling with they're girlfriends.

i've had the worst week ever.
and im so confused.
i dont know what to do with this heart of mine.

you things are supposed to happen in a good order.
but in my life things get fucked up.

i fucked up.

and now everyones mad at me.

i'm sorry.

you know, you'd thinki'd be happy to have at least seen her today. and i was, until we couldn't chill for the rest of the night...
and then we were gonna try and hang out tomorrow, but she cant.
and i thought i was sad earlier.
i just wanted a kiss goodbye...

i've also quit cigarettes... again ( Read more... )