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[abinator_015]

have you ever heard of the term expressionless? well i havent until this christmas season. every single year since i was born christmas has been my favorite time of year. i loved how happy it seemed everyone was and how it seemed perfect. i dont know what it is about this year, but ive lost that feeling. the christmas season is here, but i dont

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[greeneyes2616]

for some strange reason, this season ive felt the same. it just doesnt seem like SPECIAL this year. i think we are missing the snow to make it christmas. it may be freezing and every house may be decorated to the max, but i think we are missing the real joy in the winter/holiday/xmas season and that is snow.

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[bridge822]

ab, i totally know that same feeling, its like the excitement is all drained out. i guess its all apart of growing up, and its sad because you realize now that you wont be forcing yourself to wake up at 6:30 in the morning to rip open all of your presents like normal, selfish children. all of that feeling is gone. yet it leaves you feeling content knowing that money really doesnt buy happiness. knowing that you have everything you want and nothing more can fufill you is quite gratifying. but anyways, dont worry about it, your not the only one lacking christmas spirit.
peace. <3. sex.
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[lauren_blair]

oh abigail, my lover. We shared the same feelings this Christmas. Same exact feelings. The fam decided to vacation the week before santa day so we came home and it was Christmas eve and it felt like a Thursday, not Christmas Eve. Christmas came...went...and was [dare I say it] forgotten? I gave presents to people, ya I felt good about that but not good enough. I was so excited back in November, what happened? Oh dear.

Well I miss you and I hardly see you in school. It makes me sad, remember those soccer parties at your house with that awesoem popcorn your mom always makes, that was the shiz. Hopefully freshman year is a rockin year, have fun with finals, they're a bitch.

Peace, Lauren

p.s. You know I am always here if you need an emotional drain, never hesitate okay?