well, i got my new apartment. i'm going in to sign the paperwork tomorow. i haven't started packing yet. i need boxes. my sister will help me get some tomorrow morning
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stupid banks, that's why I use the credit union. Sweetie, I know you don't fully want to, but, the best thing for you right now is to move into your new apartment and be alone for a bit. I don't mean becoming a hermit; just enough time to figure things out for yourself without distractions (as fun as Pirate Yahtzee is...). It helped me a lot when I broke up with Chris - I moved into my apartment on Tremont Ave, and just focused on me. As selfish as that may seem, it helped me both get over it, and focus on where I want to go in life - in the near future and on the "extended plan" fuck, I need a coffee. Need. My body is falling asleep
i *know* it's what I need. My brain isn't the problem, and it's not even as sappy as my heart is the problem cuz I'm so far from still in love with the guy, that's way past, I honestly don't even know what the problem is or why I want to stay around him. I think it's the change that weirds me out the most. I've never handled change very well :/
I'm sorry. Neither do I. My insecurities are getting the best of me right now, and all I want to do is stand on my balcony and start screaming incessantly. Or, slam my head in the microwave. Or, hey, that fifth of smirnoff citrus is still 3/4 full... we'll split it. Alcohol doesn't solve problems, but it does create new ones that divert your attention away from the matters at hand
Ha, that sounds like a very good idea. when i actually get into my new place i'll invite you over. not like it's the best place for a party since it's a tiny tiny studio, but either way.
well, I'd invite you over to my place, but I don't need to, since you're always welcome gfgkgfhj that was me banging my forehead into my keyboard things will be better tomorrow yes, they will
Ha. i need to get to your place. i need another weekend away. well theoretically a weekend cuz i can't get weekends off. i need a party. i haven't drank in 13 days and it's starting to mess with my head.
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Sweetie, I know you don't fully want to, but, the best thing for you right now is to move into your new apartment and be alone for a bit. I don't mean becoming a hermit; just enough time to figure things out for yourself without distractions (as fun as Pirate Yahtzee is...). It helped me a lot when I broke up with Chris - I moved into my apartment on Tremont Ave, and just focused on me. As selfish as that may seem, it helped me both get over it, and focus on where I want to go in life - in the near future and on the "extended plan"
fuck, I need a coffee. Need. My body is falling asleep
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My insecurities are getting the best of me right now, and all I want to do is stand on my balcony and start screaming incessantly. Or, slam my head in the microwave. Or, hey, that fifth of smirnoff citrus is still 3/4 full...
we'll split it. Alcohol doesn't solve problems, but it does create new ones that divert your attention away from the matters at hand
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gfgkgfhj
that was me banging my forehead into my keyboard
things will be better tomorrow
yes, they will
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