tonight was much better. almost made this week come out even. all i needed was good ol' fashion human contact. more than that - girl contact. why do guys think like this? as much as i would like something to happen, to make a move, nothing ever does. is it just me or is this how the world works ( Read more... )

today was a horrible day. its 11:40 at night and it keeps getting worse. i feel like rolling up in a ball on my bed and never coming out.

today when i got home from school, i naturally went almost straight to bed to take a nap. i then proceeded to have a pretty strange dream. or dream^2. ill elaborate. so after dreaming about nothing special for a while. i find myself in a meadow. a nice pretty meadow lined with trees and a babbling brook going through it. the kind of place ( Read more... )

i dont know. i feel lonely right now. even though i had a bunch of people over tonight. its like the more people im around, the more disconnected i feel. they arent doing it for me. maybe its just because i lost at poker. but deep inside i think its something else. nothing. thats it. emptiness. my life is missing something. something that ( Read more... )

i look forward to the near future ( Read more... )

a match made in heaven? id say so


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are you righteous? kind? does your confidence lie in this? are you loved by all? know that i was, too. do you imagine your suffering will be any less because you loved goodness and truth? there's not some other world out there where everything's gonna be okay. there's just this one, just this rock. i might be your best friend, and you don't even ( Read more... )

the quarter is almost over. this horrible horrible quarter is almost over. all the classes i took were classes that i didnt want to take. for some reason i decided to take them all at the same time. i guess at least theyre all over now. dynamics final tomorrow. for you non-engineers out there, dynamics is quite easily the hardest class ( Read more... )

march 4th is the only date in the calender that is also a statement, "march fourth."

thank you.

"what is life? it is the flash of a firefly in the night. it is a breath of a buffalo in the wintertime. it is the little shadow that runs across the grass and loses itself in the sunset." -said by chief crowfoot, blackfoot indian ( Read more... )