I can’t handle this /cry

[a_preppy_goth]

Originally published at Megan's Blog. You can comment here or there.

I can’t handle living with my sister anymore. She keeps putting all these limitations on me and my behavior. She doesn’t like my personality, she hates that I live on a ‘whim’ and do things and have fun and she keeps telling me I need to calm down. Perhaps she forgot I am bipolar

Comments

[rocketgirl_85]

I'm really sorry you are having such a rough time with your sister. She sounds like a manipulative bitch. *sorry!* You are how old now? 21? You should be able to do what you please and your sister shouldn't be so controlling. I mean, even if you are staying at her place, and it sounds like you are not the kind of person to disrespect the rules of the house, your sis is going overboard it seems on the rules. Seriously, what is her deal? It really sounds like she is a control freak. :S

I hope you can find somewhere else to crash or somehow talk to your sister about these issues. *virtual hug*

[a_preppy_goth]

yeah.... I am currently choosing to sleep in my car in the Wal-Mart parking lot. People can think that's ridiculous all they want, but sleeping there last night was the best night this week.

[a_preppy_goth]

I really don't know what herd deal is. I'm not staying with her anymore. I'd rather sleep in my car >

Re: I always read...

[a_preppy_goth]

Yes, I understand where she's coming from too. But what I was doing wasn't unreasonable. I asked if my friend could hang out with me and play guitar hero for an hour, she said no. I am extremely quiet when I go in and had no intention of bringing people over at night. But she also knows I am a night owl and am up till 3am. I don't make noise. I don't listen to music. I don't do anything that actually causes problems. My coming home at 3am would not affect her in any way. She just hates the fact that I am choosing to spend my time not sitting on my ass (she said that) and thinking about what I want to do. But that's not how I work, and she doesn't understand me. For me, I think better when I'm doing things and out and about and driving with the windows down and the music turned up. I realize it's not safe sleeping in parking lots, but right now, that is what I feel I need to do. And I'll deal with that on my own time. Thanks for your good wishes.