o20. Suki [voice]

[tessenwarrior]

[This is gonna take awhile, but Suki finally gets her 'berry working properly. Her head is killing her, and she knows she looks awful right now, so she won't be going to video anytime soon.]

Okay, I'm not going to be doing that anytime soon... [She's talking about the drinking, which she's sure is pretty clear.] Does anyone happen to have some

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[Private]

[nonmetus]

I... yeah. Yeah. Maybe... a little later? Bloody hangover.

[in person]

[nonmetus]

[He watches her for a moment, and then looks away] You're right. You're always right just like Remus is always right. As much as I don't want you to be.

[in person]

[tessenwarrior]

[She reaches over to place her hand on his.] I don't want to be either, but we both know you could never been truly happy with me... even though I wanted you to be.

I want to still be friends, but, it might be est if we just stay apart for awhile.

[in person]

[nonmetus]

Again, why are you right? I want to be friends... and I wish that we could continue on like we have been, and bloody fuck I don't want to stop, but... you're right! Right... [He laughs at himself, hanging his head]

[in person]

[tessenwarrior]

[She doesn't speak, instead she just pulled him into a hug.] I want that too. I wanted to love you... [Right now, she didn't want him to see her, or the fact there were tears rolling down her cheeks.]

[in person]

[nonmetus]

Suki... [He hugs her back, he eyes just staring at the grass behind her] I wanted to... too, but you're fucking right and I don't want you to be. It would... hurt us both too much.

[in person]

[tessenwarrior]

[She pulled away from the hug, though her hands were still on his shoulders.] Thank you though... Being with you, falling for you has made me so happy. Yesterday, before we... [Fill in the blank yourself, James.] You said those things to me? I don't think I've been so happy.

[She knew she shouldn't do this, but she leaned in and kissed James on the corner of his mouth. With her eyes closed and a smile on her face, Suki drew back.]

[in person]

[nonmetus]

[He's lost for words, and only smiles weakly at her, his hand reaching up to cup her cheek]

[in person]

[tessenwarrior]

[She looked at him for a moment, smiling, before turning away.] I think I should go now, or else I won't go... and make everything I just said a lie. [She tried to smile and joke, but inside, her heart was breaking.]

[in person]

[nonmetus]

Before-- you go. [He drops his hand, and his gaze] I just... thank you. Thank you for... doing this. I know I wouldn't have been strong enough to do this myself.

[in person]

[tessenwarrior]

I don't think I am either... [Suki got up, each movement felt so painful.] Goodbye James.

[Walking away from him crushed her, but she had to. She had to leave him, which only caused the tears to run down her cheeks.]

[in person]

[nonmetus]

Bye... [He watches her go, really hating that he has to wait til tomorrow to get completely smashed]