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56 ☼ Wonka {Dream}

Apr 21, 2010 16:30

( Can a dream be a nightmare? )

willy wonka

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loves_la_vie April 21 2010, 22:47:21 UTC

It's just another of those dreams, isn't it?

makerofimage April 21 2010, 23:43:27 UTC

[Startled, he looks over his shoulder at the 'berry and nods.]

Yeah. It's...yeah.

[He didn't want to repeat the potion incident since he has taken it once before a long time ago which caused his purple eyes.]

Huh, it's funny now I think about it. There's simply too many issues that surround a little thing. Um, I have a question.

[He rubs his eyes as he yawns.]

Am I selfish?

loves_la_vie April 21 2010, 23:46:50 UTC

Selfish? I don't think so. You've tried to think of others since I've known you.

makerofimage April 21 2010, 23:56:40 UTC

[He nods and listens. He does his best not to break.]

I'm sorry if I hurt anyone. I didn't mean to. I was...thinking that if I could, I could be anything. Be anyone but I chose to live....well, it doesn't matter.

You know,

[He sits up on the bed and smooths his hands over his face. The gloves were off and he was vulnerable.]

ever since I was little, I wanted to know what it was like to be a kid. And now that I know, I guess I never wanted to grow up. And then I did that and I got hurt. So I chose to stay away to keep myself from becoming like them. Hard, cold and distant. I didn't like that.

But it seems, now that I look back at it, I did exactly what they would do. I became distant. I refused to accept that part of me that grew up and cast it away. I want to help. I want to see people happy and I like the feeling of seeing someone smile even if it's just for a moment.

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shadow_hands April 22 2010, 05:25:50 UTC

Mm. I feel as though we've talked about this before.

You deny it, but... is that really how you see yourself, Willy? As being selfish?

makerofimage April 22 2010, 05:33:14 UTC

No. Minako put it best that I do all I can for everyone else and not enough for myself.

shadow_hands April 22 2010, 05:35:05 UTC

Good and Minako is right. Please don't forget that.

makerofimage April 22 2010, 05:40:49 UTC

I have no intentions to. I don't know what happened. Normally I dream of colors and shapes. I hardly have dreams like this. I'm abstract and so are my dreams.

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mochi_hime April 22 2010, 14:31:30 UTC

[Usagi watches the scene play out, but shouts, startled, when the glass breaks.] Mr. Wonka! What's going on?!

Ah, you were having a bad dream, right?

makerofimage April 22 2010, 23:55:13 UTC

Yeah, but it's nothing I can't handle. At least it's not real, right? But boy did everyone see it.

[He sighs and gives an embarrassed smile.]

Sorry about the fit. He's always had a way of getting under my skin.

mochi_hime April 23 2010, 01:34:26 UTC

Mm! You really are strong! Right, but I can understand being upset. I can't imagine Mama or Papa saying stuff like that.

makerofimage April 23 2010, 01:53:23 UTC

[He exhales through puffed cheeks and nods.]

It's not something that I show often. I kinda like giving the people the impression that I'm some weakling with no idea how to fight, but you know, it has served me well in the past.

Say, when anyone says stuff like that, it's best to let it get under you but my dad has a way of doing it to me. He knows how to press just the right buttons. I kinda hate it, you know? No kid should ever hear that mess.

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