...I'm heartbroken...

Oct 01, 2010 19:40

And I blame Hoshino. Like, really? REALLY? When Mandy (harmony283) told me the spoilers yesterday...well. Yesterday was kind of hectic. I had tons of workload it's not even funny. And then I heard about the spoilers that--that...well. Needless to say, I felt like crying and basically, I went all "I NEED TO REMEDY THIS NAO" at Mandy, and then she wrote THIS Read more... )

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isumi_ilde October 2 2010, 03:58:21 UTC
I FREAKIN NEED A YULLEN ICON DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

That aside, well. I am dead. In many ways. Still a bit heartbroken, but at least it's amended, a little. I wonder where Hoshino's going to take this, but that aside, MY MUSE HAS COME BACK AND I SHOULD CELEBRATE.

Kanda's smile is made of WIN, yeah? xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Will read the fic after I take a shower. Seriously, my Mom's yelling already. *sighs*

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may_unleashed October 2 2010, 08:59:54 UTC
Hey bb Ali-chan ( ... )

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may_unleashed October 2 2010, 09:15:29 UTC
OHHH and I forgot to mention:

Gotta love Hoshino for still !!! feeding the Yullen fangirls love, what with the last scenes between Kanda and Allen there!

*wont go into detail until you read the chapter, dear* XDDD

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a1y_puff October 2 2010, 12:06:12 UTC
May-saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan *massive glompage*

hehe, sorry. Good to see you again though. I missed you <3 ( ... )

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hakasha October 2 2010, 14:59:03 UTC
\o/ I swear, when I read the chapter for the first time, I got stuck on page 23 and just couldn't bear to turn the page and keep reading because GODDAMN. KANDAAAAAA. FINALLY. AT LAST. ACKNOWLEDGMENT. ALLEN'S NAAAAAME. GAAAAH. \o/ \o/ \o/ \o/ \o/ (....but you're only going to read the chap on Monday, ne? daaaaamn ( ... )

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a1y_puff October 2 2010, 15:16:39 UTC
Yes, I'll only read the whole chapter on Monday, but I already peeked on page 23 and GODDAMN KANDA IS SMILING SO SWEETLY FOR THE FIRST TIME AND HE'S DIRECTING IT AT ALLEN AND EVEN CALLS HIS NAME AND GAH *DIESDIESDIES*

*cough*

anyway. My only heartbreak is because the Kanda/Alma hints were so blatant (the hug, shit) but then again, the Yullen there is just so subtle yet so strong, so yeah. I'm happy. A luttle afraid coz we still don't know for sure if Kanda would come back, but--he WOULD, right? RIGHT? D:

...Allen kniws where he's going anyway, lol.

And yeah, I do think this might be the start of the 3rd side of the war. Kanda surely has had enough of the order but he'd still want the Earl dead, so he'd join in, ne? And who knows, Cross might be preparing for it ever sincce his mysterious disappearance. Aaaand yeah. Shit, I want to know where this is going. Soon!

But before that, I want a Kanda-coming-back-and-take-Mugen-back-from-Allen fic :/

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hakasha October 2 2010, 15:33:52 UTC
I KNOW RIGHT? THAT SMILE. THAT SMIIILE. it wasn't even a smirk, no hint of mockery or condescencion, just plain sincerity and GAAAAAH. MOOOOOOOOOAR.

...the KandaxAlma hints didn't bother me too much once I was convinced Alma was going to die. Awful of me, I know, but I can't help it. I also couldn't help putting the fangirl goggles on and seeing Alma's comment to Allen as permission. Or at least approval. I'm a very bad person.

AND I TOO WANT SUCH A FIC. I WANT IT SO BAD. I imagine Kanda coming back some time later, like when he did back at the beginning of the Noah's ark arc, when he showed up in Japan - only this time, he'd come back when Allen and the others, now in the third side of the war, needed help. And Kanda would show up all fine and glorious and awesome and save the day. (and I'd also squeal if allen started walking around with Mugen constantly on his hip until the day Kanda came back. I seriously would.)

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a1y_puff October 2 2010, 16:05:39 UTC
OH HOLY SHIT I WOULD DIE HAPPY IF THAT REALLY HAPPENS!--ALLEN CARRYING AROUND MUGEN ON HIS HIP WHILE WAITING FOR KAND...THAT IS SO NEED TO BE WRITTEN DAMMIT! *pokes muse*

.....i want that so bad now. Damn you and your ideas ;A;

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finite_farfalla October 3 2010, 03:27:33 UTC
It sounds... euh... scary. I look forward to read it though. Ugh. /banting kerjaan

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a1y_puff October 3 2010, 06:13:34 UTC
Well... If you're not an avid Yullen fan or Kanda fan, it might not be that scary. Because otherwise, it somehow looks like a shoujo manga plot, because (to us) Allen's love is so obvious it's painful, so much that he helped Kanda back to Alma and let them escape. Like a shoujo manga in which the heroine sincerely wish for his dream man's happiness and let him go back to his dying ex, even if it hurts, and said dream man understands her sacrifice and is very grateful (thus the smile) and...yeah, seriously Allen's face after Kanda says his actual name and SMILES at him is so...complicated. >.>;

*cough* but yeah. Saya juga besok mo banting kerjaan di kantor dan baca chapternya XD

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