Strength.

[angelbuffy]

So, I was going over what had happened all through my head. Thoroughly couldn't believe what I was seeing. Actually, it was the only thing I was seeing. It was everything I'd been seeing for the past few hours. It wasn't even an it. It was a he. He was Spike

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[got_the_spark]

Still felt too good to be true all that had happened with her. She was opening up to me for once and not running the other way, no more chasing after her. She wanted this, she wanted me. Even told me she loved me, almost seems to good to be true. Buffy Summers the bloody slayer loving me. Sure she said it that day before I went out in my grand exist, but I figured it was just a goodbye, giving me something good to hold onto before I went out. But she actually meant it, she said she did

[angelbuffy]

I didn't know whether to go into Wolfram and Hart and thank them, or to go in there and start breaking things. You see, I knew that something this great had to come with a price, it just didn't dawn on me how big the price could be or who it involves.

There had to be a loop hole. But I wasn't going to ruin the moment thinking about it, or telling Spike about my unsettling feelings. This was just too great. This, being here.

When he touched my cheek, I just smiled at him, then he asked me if it was real. The same thing I had been thinking for the past few hours. I needed closure, because I could stand here, and I could feel him against my cheek.

I took a deep breath, because I seemed to have forgotten to breathe with that touch. It was like all the heat escaped the room when he touched me. It was a good feeling.

"I was about to ask you the same question."

Screw it, I thought. I leaned over and kissed him. I wanted to feel his lips upon mine, It was proof, he was real...and that kiss was still amazing.

[got_the_spark]

Even she couldn't believe this was all really happening. It was like a dream come true to me, finally get the woman I love. Never did have much luck in that area but now I suppose you could say all those long years paid off. And what I realize now is that if the slayer and I would've done that whole fallin' in love thing then things would've turned out differently. It would've been harder on the both of us when I had to save the world during that final fight.

I smiled and was about to answer her question but then I felt her lips upon mine. So soft and warm against my icy cold ones. She tasted sweet as always. I rolled my tongue over her lips before she parted them open allowing my tongue to enter and meet up with hers.

This right here was the best feeling I’ve ever felt, sure I kissed her before but it wasn’t no were near this. There was something different there now, a certain passion that wasn’t there before.

[angelbuffy]

God, what was I doing? This wasn't me. I wasn't here. Yeah, dreaming. I was dreaming, which wouldn't suprise me, because I was miss lack of sleep lately. Especially Giles put me on the watcher crew. So the thing was, even though I could feel him, and kiss him, and feel things that I never imagined possible again, I had to be dreaming.

I must have just passed out in the graveyard, the only silence that i had gotten in days. Yes. That had to be it. Just don't wake me up any time soon, please.

I didn't even pull away to breathe. I just let our tongues meld together, in some perfect symphony. I didn't even know how much time had passed, but it was enough to prove to me one thing. That I wasn't lying, and that neither was my mind.

We parted, and I smiled sheepishly. I hadn't really done that for ages, and I hadn't seen him either. What was there to say after this?

'So..you look good'? Pfft.

"So..." I was still smiling.

"You look good."