I hate myself. This whole vacation has sucked, well with food. Ive spent all of my time with my friends and I completely binged out on food. Thats all Ive done. It seems as if people are beginning to catch on to my ED and the cutting though. I need help.

Tomorrow starts the 2 day liquid fast. Sucks that I am going to be with my family all day tomorrow on a ski trip, but hey maybe that will give me an excuse. Too tired to eat? I was looking at pictures taken of me today from my digital camera and realized that I have gained so much weight over the holidays. Fasting MUST begin. Supposively depression ( Read more... )

I can't live like this anymore ( Read more... )