man i hate how i cant make it better for her...this sucks...it didnt happen to me, and its never happened to me but i feel it...
this is one one the moments where you realize what jerks guys can be...im convinced there may only be one or two good ones out there....all love brings is heartbreak...

This weekend was pretty good compared to the others i guess....went to the mall with gabby(duh)on friday...after about a half hour we saw josh and i went off with him and she stayed with kyle and ryan and all her other crazy guy friends lol. I also saw anna bananna there..it was her b-day..HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA.. Saturday back to taco hut...i trained ( Read more... )

i feel all flowy cause of my skirt today...
i love my new glasses which is surprising because i didnt think i was going to....Super Mario is Awesome!!! haha but donkey kong will always be better...i <3 that game... hehe anyway im really hyper today....i really want to talk to josh but every time i try to my mind just goes blank...that never happens ( Read more... )

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blah...4th period...at library with gabby and nicole....talked to very cute certain someone this morning<333....gabby says she likes tight pants like whoa..haha whatever that means...tight pants are nice :) esp if they would be on josh...hehe...anyways im off to comment on nicoles journal~because shell murder me with her boots if i dont lol*chrissy

~playing with bubble wrap~Fun Fun ( Read more... )

Yesterday i went to the mall with nicole and gabby...i had fun....after those guys were trying to get us to make out for a wet dollar we met up with Josh<3, his brother, and Bill. Bill asked Nicole out,yay! and i got to actually have a conversation with josh instead of just "wanna make out". i wish jesse lived closer though because i feel like it ( Read more... )

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im really happy again today! whoohoo!!! lol anyway this day started pretty crappy cause of the rain...i like looking at from inside or being out in it but when my hair gets all crazy form it it sucks~yea so anyway im developing a crush on the first kid form the last entry...i think this might work out....but hey thats what i said about the last two ( Read more... )

I've been really happy sort of today...which is weird since ive been upset about stuff for awhile. im so happy in fact that my therapist thinks im on something heh....im confused on the guy situation i like this one kid...but then theres the one that will forever be on my mind and then theres the one thats really nothing but i keep going back and ( Read more... )