I do not know what is wrong with me. Usually I am this very opinionated argumentative teenage girl. But lately I just don't care, I don't argue back when I know it's a good fight and when I know they're wrong. I'm always the one in the middle of everything and now, I'm sitting on the side lines. Man, the curb is so damn lonely. Why am I being so ( Read more... )

I never though I was that bad...

I liked it so much better when people just came up to my face and told me that they hated me. It's much more worse when they actually act like your friend.

THIS IS MY FINAL GOOD-BYE...

Goodbye jerks!!!

((i didnt think anyone would notice))

i'm holding on, but not for long ( Read more... )

pain... sums up my day. the word "pain" even sounds depressing. why who ever made up this english language why didn't they make the word "pain" uplifting so maybe when you said that you were in such agony your life might look a little up. i mean how many times have you ever heard someone say "hey you cheer up your in pain!" gah... i hate negativity ( Read more... )

YOU MAKE ME SO DAMN HAPPY!  :)

but why you? why do you make me happy? do i make you happy? i know you say i'm always on your mind, but sometimes it's so hard to tell.

thanks kid... i can't seem to erase this smile from my face. and honestly, i have no clue where it came from. thanks.

shh. you know a secret that only i know... shh, ( Read more... )

I WENT SHOPPING!!! Jenn and I went to the movies and had alot of fun. We missed the movie ahem but had fun any hue. We invited some people but they were too busy and didn't want to come... so bleh to you!!! Then we saw kayla mary and matt! Mary did the brodie from the distillers the mohawk and all it looks very cool. we ran around shoprite and had ( Read more... )

How can I stand this any more?

OH YEAH! 91 on the Earth Science Regions.. GO ME!!!!

"Beautiful Disaster"

He drowns in his dreams
An exquisite extreme I know
He’s as damned as he seems
And more heaven than a heart could hold
And if I try to save him
My whole world could cave in
It just ain’t right
It just ain’t right

Oh when I don’t know
I don’t know what he's after
But he's so beautiful
Such a beautiful disaster
And if I could hold on
Through ( Read more... )

Do you see this smile upon my face? It's only for you and you're the reason why it's there. I used to wish I had everything but now that I look back on the year... everything I had ever wished for I got. She says I grew up, I guess I have. Usually I'm the one to always rush. But this time I'm taking all the long roads. No more short cuts. And even ( Read more... )