Comments | _survivors_: This is getting crazy

msfirstmom in _survivors_

This is getting crazy

May 29, 2006 12:34

My bdaughter contacted me saying that she was going to commit suicide. Thankfully I talked her down. My dog (the only living being that doesn't judge me) growled and snapped at me, my therapist had a cow when I asked her help to deal with an impulse, my husband and family don't believe that I should be in therapy. I give up, no joke, it's too ( Read more... )

suicide: attempted, stress, female abusers

Comments 10

teardrops7 May 29 2006, 17:49:36 UTC

*hugs* I'm nor sure what to say, except that I do understand where you are coming from and I do care! I am having difficulty saying exactly what I'd like because I am in the same frame of mind, which is no help to you. For that I am so very sorry but please know that I am here and listeneng and very much caring!!!

loving you, Diane

msfirstmom June 1 2006, 18:47:21 UTC

Thanks

bastets_place May 29 2006, 21:09:39 UTC

Well, on the one hand, I have no idea how you feel - My daughter, my dog, and my therapist have as yet to pull that kind of stunt on me.
On the other hand, I completely understand how you feel - there just doesn't seem to be anyone, anywhere, that I can talk to, ever again. There just doesn't seem to be any point in trusting anyone again - everyone I have trusted has fully pulled all semblance of support out from under me.

All I can suggest is to keep posting here; and possibly look into an alternative therapist.

msfirstmom June 1 2006, 18:48:01 UTC

I actually just told my therapist what she wants to hear so she'll get off my case and I can make my own decisions. Thanks

fruitsofviolet May 30 2006, 10:46:07 UTC

:( I don't really know what to say except that I'm sorry. Do keep talking to us here, we will support you. *sends kindness and understanding your way* *and if I may, a big hug*

msfirstmom June 1 2006, 18:48:21 UTC

Thanks

lajollashine May 30 2006, 15:56:18 UTC

maybe you should take a little week trip and just consintrate on yourself...like throw away your cell phone and just drive...I do that sometimes when I need to think and just be "emo."

msfirstmom June 1 2006, 18:48:58 UTC

I wish I could, bills to pay, kids to take care of and work...

sistahraven May 30 2006, 17:32:26 UTC

We all try to take it one day at a time, but sometimes several days attack us at once.

Sorry this week has been nutters for you. Wishing you a nice peaceful period to follow this week o'madness

msfirstmom June 1 2006, 18:49:20 UTC

I'm working on taking it an hour at a time now. Thans