I got through it, and no worries, it's not a beast. I'm sorry to hear that you had to be around your father. My father was my abuser (and rapist, too), and I would be really upset about having to see him, too, especially with memories coming back up around the same time. ::big safe hugs if you want them::
And I'm sorry your friends aren't treating you well. I don't understand why people don't just love each other for who they are, why they always want to mold everyone into the same mindless person.
I read and it wasnt difficult to finish at all. Much sympathy with the father issue, i know how it feels. Well done for holding off on the drugs, it is a big achievment not to rely on unhealthy coping mechanisms in such a stressful environment.
I have also had friends say that i was attention seeking with my behaviours but i would always go to great lengths to hide my ED and self harm and other self destructive problems so i wasnt doing it for them to attend to me. In a way though it is a cry for help, so attention seeking in a sense, im saying something is wrong, help me.
Your freinds just cannot possibly understand where life has taken you and the experiences that have shaeped who you are. Real friends would accept you for who you are. I am struggling with the same thing with my housemates and they have pretty much given up in me.
Some people come into our lives and leave footprints on our hearts. Others just stay for a while and leave again. Its the ones that leave footprints that count.
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And I'm sorry your friends aren't treating you well. I don't understand why people don't just love each other for who they are, why they always want to mold everyone into the same mindless person.
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I have also had friends say that i was attention seeking with my behaviours but i would always go to great lengths to hide my ED and self harm and other self destructive problems so i wasnt doing it for them to attend to me. In a way though it is a cry for help, so attention seeking in a sense, im saying something is wrong, help me.
Your freinds just cannot possibly understand where life has taken you and the experiences that have shaeped who you are. Real friends would accept you for who you are. I am struggling with the same thing with my housemates and they have pretty much given up in me.
Some people come into our lives and leave footprints on our hearts. Others just stay for a while and leave again. Its the ones that leave footprints that count.
*safe hugs*
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