Shake me up
Watch the flakes fall to the ground
Such a simplistic design
bliss frozen in time
Only life isnt so clear
On the outside

I'm now officially jobless ( Read more... )

Ive been waiting for a good day
ive been holding back long enough
Ive been hurting to tell you some things
its not the falling of the temperature
thats making all our bones run cold
its the freeze you made, the presence felt when youre around me.

Fuck this place and everyone involved.
Im so over this.
Im ready to kill./
And need to do so before its myself.

thanks to my friends, or the lack there of for doing absdolutely nothing to help me out during the rough time much love.

My car died.
Im so fucking stressed.
Towson called me back, they're still very interested.
Thats about the only positive thing going for me at this point in my life.
Umm im ready to die now.
K,Bye.

honestly,I dont think ill be, ok this time
Ive finally fell onto my knees
upon the shards, of shattered dreams
My heart was frozen
My thoughts arent half empty this time
drowned my sorrows to hell
and its destroyed me
memory by memory
Each breath another reason
To give in

I lost my, lost my heart.

im leaving for pa, this is just another random update to kill time.
Ill be back sometime sunday.
I love you court, have fun, be safe, dont cry.
as for the rest of you bitches im guessing monday at merrit park it is.

Check out this website guys.
http://www.lemonparty.org/

Id rather die than have to see you smile.