with my heart in my hands

[_starkiss]

I was going to come on here and write an entry about feeling depressed. The past few days have been on and off for me. I haven't been out much - I had a paper due on Monday and some midterm-ish stuff and now that it's a month till I get to go home I just want Christmas to be here, right now. I love Christmas and I miss home, and the fact that the

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[prettywordslike]

Is everyone this lonely? Is it a secret we all keep, hidden inside as we walk around, go about the day and wait to fall asleep at night? I stare up at the ceiling and think: is loneliness really the human condition?

Yes.

And whoever says otherwise is lying.

My lonely, book-loving, nerdy, anxious, quirky self.

I swear to god that boy is out there. He's going to listen to you ramble about book and he's going to remember titles you mention. He's going to think that quirk that you absolutely hate is adorable. And he's going to tell you ever chance he gets.

[princssconsuela]

freshman year is tough. it's got to be hard not being able to go home, and i know i was dangerously close to being seriously depressed last year (i might have been, actually). hang in there! i still feel lonely a lot, even though i have two great roommates. i didn't think i was the homesick type until i went to college, and then i had such a horrible time making friends that i just wanted to go home almost every weekend. it DOES get better!