[fiction] One in a Lifetime

[changmin_nie]

Title: One in a Lifetime
Length: OneShot
Author: me? Oo

Rating: PG-13

Pairing: JaeMin [of course XD!]
Warning: SongFic! , romance 
Disclaimer: Not mine..~ *sigh* Song: Bosson - One in a Million

Summary:  "It's not that I wanted me to change in such a drastic way..." <- says all XD!

Sometimes I can't hate you every day
Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see
Only one can really make me stay
A sign from the sky
Said to me

I'm a player.

Damn it, yes. I'm a goddamn bastard, who uses people, women, men and it didn't bother me.
I can tell, I'm proud to be the man I am.
No one cares that I have sex with many people and that I leave them after I had my fun.

A few women are trying to win me over. They want me to stay with them, to be their boyfriend. But I don't want a relationship. I want to live into the day, to see what comes next without any bonds to someone or something.

My mother told me about love at first sight as I was a kid. She had found her first and forever love in high school. He was her classmate and also my father.
She believed with all that she had but I don't believe in such stupid things.

Maybe there is someone special for you on this planet...you can't be sure that you'll meet him in your live. You can live in different country's, you can have different languages, different social standards, simply different paths in life.

Whatever, I'm not complaining. I'm happy the way it is now, it's much easier.

You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us

That's how I am today. A selfish, horrible, idiotic, damn Bastard, who use strangers for his needs. Well, I was a selfish bastard. I changed.
It's not that I wanted me to change in such a drastic way...

"Hello, I'm Shim Changmin."
Deep brown eyes, looking at me with a hint of curiosity.
Beautiful.

"Kim Jaejoong."
My lips feel like steel, moving just with a lot of effort.
Nothing special about the kid. 
First thoughts. Trying to put the fact aside, that he is indeed very beautiful for a boy.

"Nice to meet you, Jaejoong."
I turn around, ignoring him completely. 
I missed his smile.
He tries to talk to me once more but I just walk away, leaving him confused behind me.

I've been looking for that special one
And I've been searching for someone to give my love
And when I thought that all the hope was gone
You smile, there you were and I was gone

I always will remember how I felt that day
A feeling indescribable to me
Yeah
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer
And you, you're the one for me

We saw us often after the first meeting. Not because we started to being friends, just because a friend of a friend knew him and brought him to the meetings.
 I didn't talked much with him at the beginning, don't wanting to meet the boy with the beautiful brown eyes again. 
I tried to ignore his attempts to talk with me, saying such things like 'I'm just waiting for my friends to come.' and 'Sorry, I'm busy right now.' But he didn't gave up on me. He walked at my side. Sitting down next to me in the club, facing me.

It was the end of the night as I looked up to him and saw his smile, that was reserved only for me.
His lips moved but I could only stare at his smiling lips, not processing what words were falling off of his lips.

"You're not listening Am I right?"
My eyes wandered to his, my mouth opened but there was nothing I could say. I turned my eyes away and ignored him again.

Later that night, he left and I felt something I couldn't place right.

"He's nice. Why don't you give him a chance?"
The words of my best friend echoed in my mind. He smiled at me and I thought of Changmins smile. I should feel the same way with everyone that smiles at me but something with the boy was different... special.

I didn't saw him for a while after that night.

You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us

You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us

I thought about this weird feeling a whole month. 
But the time passed by and I forgot about the boy with the brown eyes and beautiful lips, little by little. 
Day by day. 
Step by step.

Affter a year, I was my old self again. My whole life turned around One Night Stand, cheap hotels and clubbing again. I never wasted a thought of being with someone special.
Until the second day of September...

I dressed like I always did when I had a date with a cute girl. I found out that the cute and innocent girls always preferred a naughty, vampire-like boy and I used that with all I had. And I had a lot.
I was finished and ready to go as my doorbell rang.

"I'm coming!" I was sure that was not the last time I would say those words this night.
My feet carried me to the door and I opened it.

"How can I help you?"
The first thing I saw were brown eyes.
Damn, beautiful brown eyes.

"Hello."
He said and bowed slightly down.
I was stunned and surprised. My thought swirled around what to do and my brain searched for the name of the boy.

"Would you mind, If I enter?"
He raised his voice first and I stepped aside to give him room to enter my apartment. Forgotten was my intention to go to a date and have a hot night with some chick.

The boy takes the invitation and slipped out of his shoes to walk over the floor to my Living room.
I followed him and starred at his back as he sat down on my couch, smiling silently.

We said nothing for a long time. He just looked at his hand and seemed to be in his own thoughts, while I starred at him, thinking of his reason why he had come to me of all people.

"It wasn't hard to find out your address. It seems everybody around knows you."
He had stopped to starre at his hands and looked up at me now, smiling with a hint of happiness.

So that's how he found out my address... well, It' s not difficult. I fucked all with long legs and beautiful face around here, I think.

"What do you want?"
My voice filled the room for the first time since he had entered.
His eyes turned around and to his hands again.

"I needed someone."
That doesn't gave me a clue to understand his thoughts.
I sighed and walked to sat down beside him. I could feel his eyes on me as I sat there, trying to think about something I could help him with.

"I wanted to see you again."
My head turned to te left, looking at him, still smiling.
He wanted to see me? That doesn't make sense. It's not that we met every day until now. I had saw him last year the last time. Not only that, I almost forgot I saw him in my entire life.

His eyes were still set up on me, his smile vanished with every silent second.
He was as beautiful as I could remember he looked like the last time. I felt the weird feeling in my stomach welling up again after one year.

"Smile for me."
The words were said before I could think about it and stop myself.
"What?" His face turned red and he quickly turned his head away, to escape my question.
"Smile for me." I repeated, knowing he had heard it the first time but saying it once again nonetheless.
He stays silent, probably not knowing what to do.

I reached for his chin and cupped it between three fingers to turn his face to me. My thumb caressed his lips and he opened his mouth a bit, enjoying the treatment.
That was my clue and I leaned forward to kiss his soft lips.
He stayed still and I could feel his lips moving against mine. I stepped a level higher and licked over his upper lip to the entrance of his sweet mouth.

That was the moment he decided it was enough. He pushed me away and watched me licking my lips with a satisfied grin, disgusted.

"I'm not gay!" He yelled and slapped me across the face. Grabbing his bag, he quickly stood up and stumbled out of my apartment.

"I think I'm falling in love."

I was cool and everything was possible
You tried to catch me but it wasn't possible
Nobody could hurt me it was my game
Until I met you baby and went insane
And when you didn't want me, I wanted you
Because the finer thing bout it was I like to go
I like it when its difficult I like it when it's hard
You know it's worth it if ya find your heart

After that I had gone to be sure that it would be a next time for him and me to meet.
I arranged a meeting with those friends, who were also his friends and talked them into bringing him with them. 
That was also the point were I found out that he doesn't likes to go drinking.

I was on the dance floor as they arrived, that's why he didn't saw me at the first moment.
My arms left the women that had tried to seduce me until now and I left the dance floor to greet my brown eyed beauty. He was sitting on a couch, near the make-out-corner and watched his drink with less interessting.

"Do you wanna dance, beauty?"
His eyes shoot up at me and I could see that he tried to hide a smile.
"No."
His calm answer didn't convinced me to stay away and I took his hand to drag him to the dance floor.
He struggled against my hold but didn't seemed to be strong enough to break it.

Finally on the dance floor, between the crowd, I turned to him and pulled his body close to mine. 
"I said I don't want to dance!"
I smirked and wrapped my arms around his waste, liking the feeling that was flowing trough my entire body again.
"And?"
I breathed against his lips and he didn't said anything back, too lost in the moment. He tried to gain control over his body again, I could see it in his eyes but his heart wanted him to stay.

My lips inched closer to his and I kissed him.
He didn't pulled back like the last time. His eyes closed and I felt his body relaxing into my arms.
I pressed his body against mine, slipped my tongue into his mouth and also this time he didn't pushed me away. He greeted my tongue with his and battled with me for the win.
We had to let go of another as we had to breathe again. Changmin, a friend told me his name, opened his eyes and didn't looked into mine.

"Stay with me."
I said to him, watching his reaction closely.
He stayed the way he was earlier, don't moving at all, I just could make out his silent whisper.
"You're a player."

"Stay with me."

"Why?"

"Because I love you."

You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us

You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us
You're one in a million
You're once in a lifetime
You made me discover all the stars above us

So, that's how it has began.

My eyes turned to the left side of the bed, were a boy with closed eyes rested at the moment. His breathing is slow and gentle, while he lays on my chest, dreaming of something beautiful.
My lips curl up into a slight smile and my hand runns trough the dark hair of my lover.

That's how I got you.

And you stayed with me after the night four years ago. You stayed with me and made me happy with your brown eyes, that light up everytime I cook for you, (my new hobby that I learned after we were together for a short time) your lovely smile, that makes my day every morning and so much more.

"Why are you still awake, love?"
Your eyes open and you look at me with a sleepy expression.
"I've been thinking about you, Minnie."
You hide your face in my neck and I know that you're turning red right now.
"Sleep."
Your breathe tickles my neck and my hand caressed your hair with smooth movements.

In four years, I've slept with no one expect of Changmin...
I just have no desire to touch anyone other than him anymore, it's like he had cured me from a disease.
Maybe he is my medicine...my miracle medicine.

"I love you."
I whisper quietly. Your breathe hitched and I can feel you relax into my arms, like on the night four years ago.
You kiss my neck and gently bite my earlobe.
"I love you, too."

Yes, I found my one in a lifetime.

You're one in a million
Oh
You're one in a million