[fic]The Perfect Life - 6
Title: The Perfect Life
Length: 6/?
Author:
changmin_nie
Rating: PG
Genre: romance, angst <- maybe a little bit
Pairing: JaeMin , YooSu <- maybe xD
Summary: Changmin want a Perfect Life. A Lover, great cooking, normal school and all those normal things. But his Life now is far away from perfect for him. He's stuck with a few Boys in SM Entertainment Audition and was accepted. Now, his perfect Life begins to fade.
AuthorComment: I just wanted to say... MERRY CHRISTMAS :D!
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06.
The third time Changmin realized that his Perfect Life was far away, was as Kangin entered the Building, the Junior Group and his dearest Friend. The next Days seemed like a Eternity for Changmin.
++ Flashback ++
"Changmin!...Do you know Kangin?" Junsu said after he reached his younger classmate. He dragged Kangin with him, who was grinning behind Junsu.
"Y-Yes." Changmin said nervous. He didn't follow Kangin's order, to not see Junsu anymore. He get the task to watch over Junsu and he will not betray Jaejoong and fail.
"He was approved yesterday! He is in your Junior Group now."
//Uh, Dear God of Luck, you're not on my side lately, do you?//
"Oh..." Is all Changmin could say. His Life gets difficulter every day, now.
Kangin stepped forward and was holding his Hand infront of Changmin. "I hope we get along well."
//I doubt that.//
"Surely! Changmin is a really nice guy. You will love him!"Junsu suddenly said, still smiling. Changmin doesn't wanted to disappoint the older one, so he reached forward to take Kangins Hand.
This would be a long and hard Year.
~ A hour later ~
Changmin was sitting alone in the Cafeteria. His class was the only one, who had a free-lesson at that moment, so he thought of just sitting alone in a silent room for a bit.
"Min?" The young student could hear Jaejoongs voice. He looked up to see the pretty face infront of his own face. "Are you alright?" Changmin just nods. He was nearly sleeping until Jaejoong came into the room.
"Yes, just a bit...tired." He doesn't said the full truth but he didn't wanted to worry the older boy.
"Oh, we're sorry. You are just tired because you helped us out. We should have known better than-..."
"No, it's okay." Changmin interrupted the blond haired man. "I'm glad If I can help you out."
"Mh...okay. Well, I've seen Junsu with some boy. Do you know him?"
Changmin watched Jaejoongs eyes, as he spoke. "...Do you talk about Kangin? A tall young man, not as tall as me, with dark hair and brown eyes?"
"Uh...yes. You watch the people around you very closely, do you?"
Changmin smirked. "Yes. And Kangin...well I don't know. I didn't talked to him that much. I will take a closer look at him later."
"Thank you." Jaejoong nodded and looked around with a serious expression. "I'm worried, you know. I have that feeling, that Kangin is not as nice as he maybe looks. I feel like I'm his mother or a little paranoid."
"No, I think you're right."
Jaejoong looked at me again. I return the serious expression of his earlier.
"Keep watching over him, please." Jaejoong said, before he got up and smiled at me. "See you later." With that he turns around and walked to the door, where Yunho was waiting. He looked at me with a look that I cannot describe. Did I do something wrong again?
His look turned to Jaejoong and they left.
A few Minutes later, Changmin was resting his head on his Arms on the table and was nearly asleep again as his head was violently raised. The grip on his Hair was hurtful and the Nails was digging into his head. He opened his eyes and saw Kangins eyes, who are starring back at him.
"Be careful." Kangin said in a low tone.
"What?"
"I told you to never come near Junsu again. Don't feel special just because he is in love with you."
"What?"
"You've heard me right. Don't ever think og being with him and live a happy life with him, because he's mine!"
"But I'm not in love with Junsu...besides that he has a boyfriend." The grip on Changmins hair tightened and he could hear a quiet hiss.
"That's a hurdle but no obstacle."
Changmin stared at Kangin in disbelieve. After a few seconds, Kangin realized the hair of the younger one, stood up and looked with a inferiority expression at Changmin.
"Don't interfere....Minnie!" He spat the last word out with a evil grin on his lips. After that he turned around to leave again.
++ Flashback End ++
"What should I do?" Changmin asked to himself, while he was watching Kangin at dance-practice.
//Will Junsu believe me, If I tell him what Kangin want to do? What he orders me to do?//
"But It seems that he likes Kangin." He leaned back at the Wall and closed his eyes, deep in his thoughts. He would tell it Junsu at school tomorrow. Junsu had to know what Kangin is trying to do. That he want to interfere the relationship between Junsu and his boyfriend. Hopefully Junsu will believe him and stay away from the other boy.
But there was another thing that bothered Changmin.
What did Kangin told him?
"Don't feel special just because he is in love with you."
Does Kangin told him the truth? But there was never a sign, that Junsu had feelings towards him. He couldn't believe that.
Changmin decided that he would ignore the words that Kangin had told him. That would be the best way, Changmin thought.
"Min!" Junsu appeared behind the younger one and patted him on the Shoulder. "We have great news!"
"Oh, what could it be?"
"We have finally found our 5th Member!" Junsu continued to speak.
"Oh...really?"
"Yes, and you know him! It's Kangin!"
"Oh..." Changmin stopped, he didn't know what to say.
"We can finally debut! Our Manager agreed already, now we have to wait for the test results of the high bosses."
"That's good." Changmin managed finally to say.
"Yeah! We will be away for a while, because of the promotion of our new single. Oh and our name will be 'Dong Bang Shin Ki'. It sound really cool, does it?"
Changmin only nods. He should be happy for Junsu ant the others..but for him, it was a goodbye again.
"Junsu!" Changmin interrupted Junsus Word-Waterfall. "I have a request...please be careful... I know you like Kangin but..." He looked in Junsus eyes again. " I don't know. Please, just be careful."
"I will be...Don't worry Min. Do you want to come over to Yunhos and Jaes place? We want to celebrate a bit." Junsu said, looking hopefully into Changmins eyes.
"If you want."
Changmin doesn't wanted to Junsu again, it was hard If you say to somebody 'No' that looks at you like a little puppy.
"Yes! I want!"
Later that evening, Changmin found himself between twenty guys he'd never seen before in his life. He just knew Junsu and the others of course. Kangin and Yunho were glaring at Changmin the entire evening, so he never stayed long between or with them. He searched for Junsu or Jaejoong, he kinda feel save If he's with the two.
"I wonder why they look at me like that?" Changmin thought loud, while Jaejoong was standing beside him in the kitchen.
"Who?"
"Hm?" Changmin looked at his side, to the older man.
"You just said you wonder why they look at you like 'that'. How does they look at you and who?" Jaejoong answered monotone.
"Oh... Yunho. Why does he look like that at me the whole time now? I didn't do anything wrong, or did I?"
Jaejoong looked at me and thought about what I'd just said. "He normally is always unfriendly to new people...but after a few days, he would accept it. It was like that as we met Yoochun and Junsu, too. And now, they're best friends."
"So...he really doesn't like me." Changmin looked still at the other room, where Yunhos currently was sitting on the Couch. Yunho suddenly turned around and looked back at him. Changmin quickly turned around and wanted to walk away, but he didn't saw Jaejoong in that Moment besides him. He stepped over the older one and was nearly falling on the hardwooden floor. In that moment Jaejoong quickly griped Changmin on the waist and was holding him, saving him from the hard floor.
"Are you allright?" Jaejoong asked, worried.
"Uh...uhm...yes. Sorry."
"No problem." Jaejoong smiled at the younger one and helped him to stand. "If you want...I can talk to Yunho. Maybe he tells me what bothered him."
Changmin stepped again to the point, where he stands just a few moments ago. "You don't have to do t-...this?"
Jaejoongs face was coming closer inch by inch. Changmin stared confused into the eyes of the older boy. Jaejoong still was coming closer untill he was just a breathe away. One of Jaejoongs hand was searching his way to Changmin cheek, just to brush lightly over the rose flesh.
"There was a eyelash." Jaejoong said, while he was closing his eyes and blowing the eyelash of off his finger. Changmin looked curious at the blond haired man.
Jaejoong opened his eyes, smiling as he noticed Changmin still looking at him, curiously. "What?" The blond boy laughed.
"What did you do with my eyelash?"
Changmin asked still starring at the older boy.
"I did make a wish."
"A wish?"
"Yes, If you find a eyelash you have to blow it away and make a wish."
Changmin looked still confused at Jaejoong. "Ok...Hey there is one under your eye, too."
"Blow it away and make a wish!" Jaejoong said smiling. "I can't make it myself."
Changmin nodded and leaned forward to Jaejoong. He brushed with his lips over Jaejoongs cheek and slowly blowed the eyelash away.
As Changmin leaned backwards again, Jaejoong was a little shocked and starring at him with flushed cheeks.
"What...Did I do something wrong?" Changmin asked nervous. Jaejoong just shook his head and looked in another direction.
"What are you two doing here?" Yunho suddenly was in the room and again starring at Changmin like there was no tomorrow.
"Nothing." Jaejoong quickly said. "And please, don't sneak in the room like that again."
"Sorry." Yunho said and walked to the other side of Jaejoong, watching Kangin in the other room. "I don't trust him."
"What?" Jaejoong said and followed Yunhos look. "Oh...Well, I don't trust him, too." He looked at Yunho again, who glanced at Changmin.
The youngest was looking at Kangin, too.
"Don't feel special just because he is in love with you."
"Do you know something we don't know, Changmin?" The youngest looked at Yunho, who watched him closely. Waiting for him to make a mistake or a wrong movement.
"I don't...really know something." He first wanted to talk with Junsu. Maybe he would recognize the fact that Kangin lusted after him and would kick him out of his life or something like that.
"You're sure?" Jaejoong asked. "You can tell us all, you know."
"Yes." Changmin breathed, looking away and to Kangin. He can't lie. Not If he had to see into the eyes of Jaejoong.
He would tell Junsu...and he would understand it. Changmin was sure about that.
"You what??" Jaejoong asked in disbelieve. "Junsu...please repeat that, I think I misunderstand something."
"No, you not, Jaejoong. I will quit school and will concentrate only on our band, like Kangin." Junsu said with confident and looked smiling at Kangin, who was sitting beside him.
"You can't be serious, Junsu." Jaejoong answered, half screaming.
"Calm down, Jae." Yunho patted his friend on the back and looked calm to Junsu. "Junsu, you are really sure about quiting school?"
"Yes." Junsu again said confident.
"But, Junsu..." Changmin said, taking a step forward to Junsu. "There are just the exams in a few weeks. After that you will graduate. Are you sure you don't want to graduate?"
"Changmin.." Junsu stepped forward to hug the younger boy. "I really want to continue to go to school with you...but Kangin and I want to just concentrate on the band and nothing other. Can you understand that?"
"No!" Jaejoong interrupted the two and dragged Changmin out of Junsus hug. "Kangin has a bad influence!"
"Jaejoong..." Junsu said in disbelieve. "Why-..."
"You will NOT quit to go to school!!" Jaejoong was holding on Changmins hand, he didn't realized it himself. He was too much in rage at the moment. He was clinging to Changmin hand, and the younger one let him do it, not knowing why but instinctive.
"Sleep a night over it, Junsu." Yoochun said calm. "Who knows how you will think about it tomorrow."
"Why do you say that, Yoochun?? You are his boyfriend! Didn't you should want just the best for him? Why do you don't stop him?"
Jaejoong screamed at Yoochun, who looked with no expression at Jaejoong an Yunho.
"Because he broke up with me."
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