my eyes are dry. my heart is stitched. I am empowered, strong, healed. You will not harm me anymore. I will no longer harm myself by thinking about those dreadful evenings.
I'm at Emily's cousin's -Jessica- place. We were supposed to get drunk but it ended up not working out. So I'm just drinking mike's watching this cheesy ass horror movie. But yeah, very bored. I decided that Gerard Way is very much the sex.
I want to have hardcore, grab ass, scream your name sex with someone. Preferably of the male gender.
hehe. so i was just sitting here and i saw this girl and i thought "wow, she's really cute" and then I realized that I knew her in elementary school, hehe.
So yeah, I'm at summer school. It fuckin' sucks. I'm so tired all the time now. I just got in an argument and frankly, it isn't effecting me as much as it should. Meh. Not my problem.
I'm sooo bored. as is customary. This couldn't be more boring, honestly. I still have an hour to sit in this room doing NOHTING. NOTHING! I miss my lip ring dearly. So I think I might repierce it. La dee daa. Dum Dee Dum
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Fuck. I can feel it inside of me. It's waiting. Waiting to put the pistol to my head, spit in my face and force me to submit. It's always going to be there, there's nothing I can do. So I'll submit. But I'll never stop looking for revenge.
I'm fuckin' bored again. I'm getting the shakes pretty bad. My whole body itches and my scalp feels like it's crawling. I can deal with this. I just can't deal with being fucking bored.