Don't let your days be unbearable enough to warrant fast-forwarding. Do one thing a day that makes you happy. And if you can't think of anything that makes you happy, think harder. Buy a milkshake, take a bath, read a book. Entertain your senses or your mind. Don't be a slave to your own life. With school and work (I don't know if you work) and shit that restricts how you can spend your time time you feel like you're in a brick house with no doors, but schedules are bullshit. You're in control. You can walk through the walls.
and I try my best! I really do. I go out with friends, I go to shows, I don't take things too seriously, I hardly ever plan things out for more than a couple days in advanced (which kills my parents), I am constantly trying to appease myself. But it has been harder than I ever imagined to see something [college] so close and almost tangible but not be able to touch it. The truth is, I really am enjoying myself, but everyday it's so hard not think about some extraordinary thing I could be accomplishing somewhere else.
Actually, who knows? Maybe I'll hate college and want to stay home for the rest of my life. I have no clue but it's almost torture to me.
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Do one thing a day that makes you happy.
And if you can't think of anything that makes you happy, think harder.
Buy a milkshake, take a bath, read a book.
Entertain your senses or your mind.
Don't be a slave to your own life.
With school and work (I don't know if you work) and shit that restricts how you can spend your time time you feel like you're in a brick house with no doors, but schedules are bullshit. You're in control. You can walk through the walls.
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and I try my best! I really do. I go out with friends, I go to shows, I don't take things too seriously, I hardly ever plan things out for more than a couple days in advanced (which kills my parents), I am constantly trying to appease myself.
But it has been harder than I ever imagined to see something [college] so close and almost tangible but not be able to touch it.
The truth is, I really am enjoying myself, but everyday it's so hard not think about some extraordinary thing I could be accomplishing somewhere else.
Actually, who knows?
Maybe I'll hate college and want to stay home for the rest of my life. I have no clue but it's almost torture to me.
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