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I hate it when you feel happy for a few days and then BAM, the sadness hits you really really hard and you just want to stop doing everything. Stop talking, stop eating, stop seeing people, just stop all of it.

I bought the most beautiful hair straightner today. It's one of those ones where you can straighten your hair while it's still wet. I love it. It made my hair look so pretty :)

Nick's coming to Australia in six weeks to live.

Georgie said these things come in three. I think she's right.

So last night I went to dinner. You know, I thought it was just going to be Ross, Mum, Bob and I. But I get home and find out that my mum has invited Garth, Michelle and their kids along too. That really pisses me off. It's MY dinner, so I want the people that I like to come. And I don't like them. I know it sounds mean but they're not all that ( Read more... )

Happy birthday to me! Happy birthday to me! YAY! I'm 18!

I got a cook book and a jacket and a scratchie which I won $5 on and a cd and some chocolate and some more chocolate and some more chocolate and yeah I'll get more tonight. HUZZAH!

I went and saw Belinda last night. She doesn't seem upset at all. She was so happy and so excited to see me. She's going shopping today because she is allowed to go out of the hospital for one day. She's going to Eastgardens. I laughed because that's where Ross works ( Read more... )

I feel like my life is too repetitive. I'm getting bored. I mean not with everything. But probably mainly with my job. I'm not sure. I like Georgie, and Nadia and Brian and Bob and .... yeah so I don't want to leave because of them but I kind of really really want to do some study. Wow I never thought I would say that. You know, I just want to go ( Read more... )

Yesterday I found out that my cousin has Leukemia. Is that how you spell it? Fuck it's not fair. She's been sick for her whole life and now something like this comes along. She's only a year younger than me and we were best friends when we were kids. She lives in Port Macquarie but she's in St Vincents Hospital down here so I think I will go see ( Read more... )

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