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Feb 01, 2005 23:09

It's ten past eleven. I should have been alseep at nine thirty. Why am I still up ( Read more... )

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anonymous February 1 2005, 20:56:44 UTC
...You know that I would fight. But that ain't what you want, and I am OK with that. I made a promise, and you seemed to have been doing so well. But it hurts to see you in pain, hurting that much. Wish there was something I can do.

She still cares. I know that she does. Give it time. Don't get down.

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_phantom_ February 2 2005, 07:35:23 UTC
I'll try this a third time. My bitterness makes my words hollow.. and while I try to tell myself that you deserve it.. the fact remains that you are still here, offering me your sympathy. I can't knock that with harsh words.
Do I rightly deserve it thou?
I don't suppose that matters. I don't suppose much matters. I lost you because I couldn't love you.. and I'll loose Nat because I love her too much. Bit of twisted irony there, isn't it?

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anonymous February 2 2005, 10:09:46 UTC
No intentions darl, just trying to help. I wasn't offering sympathy - just advice. If I imposed too much, I'm sorry. I don't see an irony here. I must be very simple I guess.

As to what you deserve... all I know is that you're a person. Last time I checked, people deserved to be happy if they're sad. My weakness ... I can't stand to see people sad and not do something to help. If I presumed, I'm sorry. My bad.

With Nat, one way or another .... things can only go up from here, Kat. That's the truth and you know it as much as I do.

Just take care. I know you don't want to hear anything else, but I will be thinking of you.

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