"You got nothing to lose, let me do what I do." -Mario

[_paixamour_]

Welp, time to update about this love life I don't have!! First things first:

I like Kyle.

Now, before we get excited here, lemme tell ya a little story.

Once upon a time, there was a beautiful girl who was into a guy. This guy seemed to be into her too, and they had a lot of fun together. But all of sudden, the guy started to do very weird

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[nevershagagreek]

What a psycho! So he shows up where he's supposed to meet you, lets you see him and then buggers off??????

[_paixamour_]

Well, I was supposed to show up around 11:30-12. He was hiding somewhere, I didn't know he was already there. I got there about 20 minutes or so early. My theory is that he was trying to scapper off before I got there. I don't think he saw me and realized I was watching him.

But, who knows? Either way, quite shady.

[nevershagagreek]

yeah, DEFINITELY. How old is he.... 14??

[_paixamour_]

LOL, 18. Very inexperienced with relationships and girls though. Which could explain the childish behavior.

[rubyphoenix]

et tu Kyle?? I thought he was gonna be a keeper. O fuckin A! Well, it seems like you're taking it really well. I wouldn't expect u to be picking roses or anything saying "Tra la la, chalk it up to another loss" and keep moving. You're sad about it, but it's so reassuring to hear someone be sad in a non self-deprecating way. You totally realize it's all his fault and he's the one missing out. What I hate about it is, when will guys grow up?!

[_paixamour_]

Eh, I did a little of the self-deprecating thing last night with our kozmicgreys. Ya know "Why doesn't anyone want me?" Blah, blah....bullshit.

But, today is a brand new day, and it's time to get back to the business of my life and lovin' it. Fuck the drama and hurt. Put it behind and move ya behind.

If he doesn't not come to me, hell yeah he's missing out. *shrugs* His loss.

[rubyphoenix]

well it's natural to bash on yourself the first few hours i think. even the most stoic person can't help but take it a little personal. but right on for not dwelling. he's missing out dude. he'll realize when it's too late.

[_paixamour_]

LOL, ya know what's weird. I wish that just once that if someone I cared about who didn't want me realized what they were missing out on....I kinda wish that they would have the balls to tell me, that way I would have the satisfaction of telling them to they missed their chance and they could kiss my ass. :P

[freckledphreak]

I'm so sorry, honey. Men really suck sometimes. (I'm sure we do as well to them) I know what you mean about reaching your breaking point. Sucks. I wish I could say something brilliant, but I'm not brilliant girl today.

But, maybe its best you found out now, before you had invested even more of yourself into him. Just a thought.

~Tonia

[_paixamour_]

Nah, boys suck. Men don't do that shit.

Yeah, I wasn't really crying because of what he did, I was crying over just a bunch of built-up hurt.

And yeah, I know that. It's always better to find out how someone is before you start to fall for them.

[melli1983]

That's just fucked up. He sounds like a coward to me. He should at least have the balls to tell you to your face/on the phone/or even on AIM that he doesn't want more than a friendship. Lord...Men!

[_paixamour_]

Eh, no, men don't do that. That's little boy shit.

He did tell me, with his actions. Guys don't speak with words, they speak with actions.

But yeah, either way, cowardly move.