On a string I was held ( Read more... )

I only need one and only one.

i think/don't think i have/has lost some people in my life.
whats wrong with me?

Money = Dracula bah
went to go see that Body Expo thing at the Science Center till storm and i realized it was $22 fuckin lameo.
I'll see enough cut open bodies when i become a nurse...whenevert that'll be.
People are lame.
I'm about to pass out writing this
night

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Baby i quit, i quit, i quit, i quit
i just don't want it
i can't want anything but to be left all alone here in this empty bed
maybe i cant sleep but i cant keep a lover to help me around oh no

I've realized no matter what happens, no matter what friends you loose, what job you loose, how bad you do in school, how much of a bitch people are or how single you are your family is ALWAYS there for you

Ya know how everyone says that everyone has a talent?...well i really don't think i have one honestly it sucks.
I can't think up of anything i'm good at.
It seems like i can NEVER satisfy my mom. Fuck
P.S..isn't it sad i'm scared to check my bank account? haha i hate money.

Oh man oh man OH MAN ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning and realized that i'm one of the luckiest girls in the world. I feel new like reincarnation, but not.
A new begining a new, improved better me and a start to something even more beautiful.